yeezus.tbh before I die I want to see someone paint with a passion. before I die I want to see someone write in front of me. before I die I want to go to an art gallery, see someone's eyes light up at the sight of their favorite piece. before I die I want to see art happening. you're a fucking masterpiece. I want to breathe what you know. I want to see when you glow. life is a pitiful thing, you know? there's this boy I know, he's destined to make sure we all know what makes life feel a lot like death. he's insane. I think there's bad days and I believe in good days. a shit life is a mistake some have to deal with, a wonderful disgrace is what you should make of it. tell people the truth. tell them how awful they are, tell them how pretty they seem. get your heartbroken, cry about it, live, we all die and I get it. my point is you need to love.
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  •   orgxxm I'm in love with u 10h
  •   http.lvck When I'm in my deathbed I wanna die listening to Ultraviolence Lana Del Rey album 10h
  •   fxckme1d MISSED YOU HONEY LOVE YOU AND I FORGOT TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS 10h
  •   pvnk1d I HOPE YOU HAD A MERRY CHRISTMASS WE MISSED YOUUUU 9h
  •   benwinstrash LATE MERRY CHRISTMAS I MISEED YOU TOO ILY 8h
  •   fuckedupdrew I LALALALALA LOVE U😇 7h
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yeezus.tbh loving is something much more than shallow reasons. loving is being attracted to a person because of what they say, they way they think, the way they walk, how you feel when they look at you, how you feel when they aren't with you and how oblivious everything is to you because you love them. if you love someone, you tell them. if you love someone you make it happen. loving someone is important.
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yeezus.tbh Barbie vodka with her heart so torn she has to live in ache, love with the pit in her stomach that makes her think she's empty. fuck. you want me to write about you baby boy? almost, almost perfect but it scared with your markings. the imprint of amor. the scratches of affection and the desire of your attention. 
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yeezus.tbh stop relying on people. they fucking lie. two hours of sleep is what I got last night, and I thought it would rain today it'd give me a sense of sight. I write during class and I write in between, kid next to me keeps asking if I can write something I'll let him read. I laugh inside because he doesn't even care for my words. he just wants to have the satisfaction that he knows what's written down. that's the problem with you all, you don't give an actual fuck, you just want to know. here's the thing though, why know things that you can't understand, why know things you don't value first hand.
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yeezus.tbh a desperation kills you with a need. a desperation is the physiological reasoning that you deserve nothing. a desperation is knowing that you have no ability to be better. a desperation is what's killing you, to be desperate is to be insecure. you're weak. you're hallucinating on ideas. fucking stop you're irrationality. a desperate someone is you.
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yeezus.tbh I was a mess, seems to be that’s how we best dress. I’m sorry. I know how to play with my words and with him I just did it best. I’ve never told anyone that what I write is about them. I’m fooling myself. I feel so dumb. I want to say so many things but I won’t because I can’t. People don’t hurt me, I hurt myself. In this crazy world I could make anyone think anything I wanted. That’s how this shit works. I say sorry like it’s my favorite word and it probably is. Unread messages, unsaid thoughts, sealed lips and unintentional cravings, what have I done? I keep saying I don’t know what I want but I’m lying. I lie a lot and no one ever knows when I do. I can make you believe anything, I think. I love you, I love you I love you. It’s so sad how easy I can kill people’s aspirations of myself. It’s terrible don’t people know? I’m getting annoyed more and more. I find it funny that people think happiness is so easy like they can make it all better. You’re delusional but so am I. Baby; c’mon don’t you want to have fun? Not everything is about you though. what upsets me the most though that I might just think someone like you has the potential to be art and guess what happens then? Who would I be then though? Everyone is so afraid of saying what they feel. They pretend to care for people they don’t.
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yeezus.tbh he told me he loved me and I replied with "thank you." he begged for me to feel the same but once I did it seemed to me that he might just have realize how insane he was being. now it has become my fault for letting him think that love is not an actual feeling but an idea. he read my world, thinks he's me. now I'm the one who's realized I'm quite goddamn insane. I once just wanted to think everything was pretty, I wanted to think everything had meaning but it wasn't long before that illusion was taken from me. everyday it seems someone is ready to tell you "life is what you make it." life is what's killing us. they pray everyday for it to be better, they strive to be optimistic, they dread the pessimists. I think everyone is funny to some degree with their big books and judgmental looks like what the fuck have you learned? oh here it comes again the words that have become my catchphrase, "I'm sorry" oh well baby maybe the world is against some but I doubt it's fighting a battle with you for everything besides the story of you and I is going just fine.
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  •   hibbaard ): 4w
  •   owlctiy i think you have a really nice way with words because you make me feel feelings i've never felt like ?????? when you talk about past experiences i feel like i can relate when i can't oMG you're such a good writer goodnigh t 4w
  •   pvnk1d Shit 4w
  •   pvnk1d Holy shit 4w
  •   eatasszayn but honestly you should make a career out of this 4w
  •   18yroldcalum I LOVE YOU 4w
  •   kaylee.nelson i just saw this.... you are honestly so talented and this is so powerful ilysm 3w

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yeezus.tbh THEY WERE JUST WORDS AND IM SORRY THAT YOU FELL IN DEEP FOR THEM. THEY WERE NOTHING AND MAYBE I LIED. IT WAS AN "IN THE MOMENT" ACTION AND IM SORRY. THOSE WORDS WERENT MEANT FOR YOU. THOSE WORDS WERE FEELINGS I NEEDED TO UNDERSTAND OF MYSELF. YOURE SO FUCKING PATHETIC DIDNT THEY EVER TELL YOU? WHY WOULD YOU EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH A WRITER THEY MIGHT JUST BE THE BIGGEST LIARS, SWEETHEART IM SORRY YOU THOUGHT MY LIPS MIGHT TASTE LIKE SUGAR BUT YOU ARE NOT IN LOVE. THIS IS ALL INFATUATION AS MUCH AS YOU SAY YOU NEED ME AND WANT ME, YOU CAN GO ON JUST FINE WITHOUT ME. YOU TELL ME EVERYDAY YOURE HURTING BUT YOU HURT ME MORE SO JUST LEAVE YOUR HEART FAR AWAY FROM MINE, HAVENT YOU NOTICED THE MESS IN MY HEAD? IM SO UPSET.
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yeezus.tbh I miss you a lot. an affection of emptiness I might fall apart. I miss you a lot; I need to feel your lips again, I need to hear your voice, I need to know you love me more, I need, I need, I need. the problem is that no matter how much I might need you there's already someone who has that of you, someone that's not me and might never will be so I'm sorry.
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yeezus.tbh they put fire and ice in front of your eyes. they tell you to die with red in their look but you stay alive with the bitch of your heart. you become a figure of gold. a girl who does everything that she is told, but when other people come around she starts to mold into a different tone. a cold heart, a mean stare, unconditional state and nothing but hate. she could have loved but the fire would burn, it's red, red, red, no passion earned. she thought blue would be better with the winter of life, but then realized black would be best with the taste of death in her mouth.
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yeezus.tbh if he tells you to give up your body before he asks you to give him your thoughts, then who is he really? a societies most common complaint is "the body is over-sexualized especially when dealing with women." the body should be viewed as art, a structure to idolize, a form of a passion so grand you know it is love. the body should not be viewed as a revenge, or ideal to feel more powerful, the body should be able to exempt and be respected. instead however, the body is our reason for self loathing and bad reputations.
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yeezus.tbh I don't do drugs and I don't snort love but honestly what's wrong with that? people are obsessed with the idea that someone will make them better, that someone is what they need and it'll all go away. I think I'm joining on but with the contradiction that we all die anyways, whether you come into my life or not. be the best but don't turn into a mess? I can't pass that test.
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yeezus.tbh and I hope he knows that he's not worth living it up for. I hope he knows that he'll always want me more. I hope he knows that he's transparent with his nice calves and bucket hats.
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yeezus.tbh how cute, he thought he was creating a world for her to live in. how cute, he thought he'd step in her mind and live it. how cute, he thought he would be the reason she lives on. how cute, he thought he could be everything to everyone. rich white boy don't you know she's not like anyone you know.
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yeezus.tbh you made me smile and now I'm sad because I'll never have you...
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yeezus.tbh teary eyed and mesmerized, you are the one thought of during twilight. missed your face and laughed at the disgrace that had become your arrogance. bad mistake but sinful taste, forever regretting that you're the one that keeps forgetting... you are not a golden star
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yeezus.tbh it's not funny anymore. I didn't want this and now I have it. they say you never know what you have until it's gone but what if it's better to have nothing at all?
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yeezus.tbh today you said my name for the first time in forever and I don't know how to feel about that.
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yeezus.tbh it's a constant frustration and you have no idea. I kissed you but guilt was already rushing me and to be honest I think it's what killed me. everyone says it can't be death if I have a pulse, I tell them they've been taught a lie. they left you high and dry but I was left delusional and no longer white colored purity. I already apologized in advanced about how I run my life, seems to be something no one is happy with and I should say that I don't care. life fucking goes on but everyone around me makes it feel like we live in a slow version parallel. why do you use people though? stop hurting everyone. you probably do it because no one would love you if you didn't force that idea into them, and isn't it sad how easy we can make anyone believe something that isn't? why else do you think we're all in love? fuck man, none of this is true... it's all a compulsive illusion.
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yeezus.tbh October 27th, 2014 and I still don't feel loved fucking hell man. kiss me like your lips will burn without mine, tell me all the pretty things you tell us lucky ones. make mix tapes + playlists and then never talk to me again. I've heard nothing but that the best life is the one full of mistakes, the one you can't remember because half the time you were drunk, I've heard getting high changes your goddamn life but here I am spending my time with metaphors that somehow compensate for the pain. you miserable fucks, you sad stories, what the hell happened to the term of forever and the magic of happiness. where's the pink dust that makes you dream? last time I heard it got switched with smashed white powder. stick up your noses pretty rich girls because all the flaunting of money will be sniffed up in something more delirious.
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