yeezus.tbh I don't know why I type in lowercase when my thoughts are emphasized in my head. I don't know why I'm fixated with the idea that maybe we can be something wonderful. I don't know why well I don't know anything. I like you though, I like you and I'm falling apart. no one knows, no one cares let's leave a plant to die like the words that never leave my mouth when I talk to you. everything... I see you as everything. you are everything and I don't think you want anyone to have you. don't be such a big shot when the only bullet loaded is aiming at you.
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yeezus.tbh I thought you were going to be so interesting okay you seemed fucking cool, but you're just a mess. I want to scream at you but I want to hold your hand at the same time. I'm so screwed up and you told me you were afraid of saying the wrong thing in front me and god dammit you don't think I get nervous too ?
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yeezus.tbh yesterday I wanted nothing more than to hold you close and so when you grabbed me like I was yours, I felt like I could survive the world. today I didn't feel your heart on mine and it made me anxious because you are my peace, you're what I need.
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yeezus.tbh I wish I had a soft face matching complexity in my mind. I just, I want you. I can only tell you so much but what's the point when you act like you don't even care.
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yeezus.tbh like the only one left to shoot, a person left for dead before they're killed. I've always wanted a bullet through my head because I've been targeted in the heart and they say the brain is the most damaging of all but I don't believe so. you put your hand there and told me, "that's where all the love of the world hides and I want to make sure you know where to find it." a fainted smile on you was my favorite memory until even that became too sickening to recall, the ability to be so happy and lie at the same time. I'll laugh and I'll look down but you're just not the one taking over me anymore, I hope you know that I don't think I am what takes over you either because I know I'm not. I don't care really. the other boy hurts me worse and well I've been told that's the love everyone wants. we don't lust for fascinations we lust for the pain we can't deal with because we feel that harder than being loved and well I hate everything.
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yeezus.tbh they told me you were a person of minimum expression. they told me you were popular, "everyone knows him." when I am with you though, you smile like it's the only thing you know and when you speak I feel like I'm the only one you know. it however isn't like that... is it? you don't see it the same? yea, I know.
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yeezus.tbh you asked me if I had written anything new and I told you yes when in reality you are the reason I haven't been able to.
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yeezus.tbh no one understands how much I wish I could touch the clouds, tear them apart and make my own piece of art. I feel like that's what you did with my heart.
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  •   yeezus.tbh @orgxxm you're the sweetest person ever and I appreciate the fact that even if I don't tag you in things you still read my captions like thank you so much for taking the time and I love you so much so just thank you I write what I feel and what I think but the fact that you like it wow that means a lot so just I love you and if you ever need anything please just talk to me okay 1w
  •   yeezus.tbh @disastehr your old username yay and I love you too thanks !! 1w
  •   yeezus.tbh @http.whitesiders dude, you're so cool and we have been following each other for a long time, thank you so much for your support. I don't know why you love me so much tbh but I know I love you so thank you a million times babe. 1w
  •   yeezus.tbh @wetforcalum you're so nice to me and you actually like my account okay and yours isn't boring so like don't worry about that bc I like it and I love you so much thank you so much ! 1w
  •   orgxxm I'm so so glad I found your account. Your captions and picture literally make my day. Your writing it's so thoughtful and I just love it so much. Also same to you I'm here whenever you need me. We should seriously talk because like I love you so much woah 1w
  •   indiebieber pmg owhdks what 1w
  •   yeezus.tbh @indiebieber I LOVE YOU 1w
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yeezus.tbh cigarette smoke flows from 17 year olds conning their way into saying they're actually 23. people full of over confident delusions. beer in hands, alcoholics acting up and 40 year old men grabbing girl's asses. drunk and abusive but they don't care. it's a sin city full of dirty secrets. cheated and fooled, staying awake until the weekend is over.
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yeezus.tbh my hands have been shaking all day long and everything has me paranoid. I'm going to be sitting in a car for about 7 hours and for some reason I'm nervous. last night I dreamt of you but the last time we spoke was two years ago so I don't know. the miles apart will never complete my empty heart.
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yeezus.tbh sometimes people's voices stop matching their lips. I start to forget what I'm doing and get lost within my head. the only noise I can hear is the clicking of my nails blurred with the background talking. then there's my subconscious trying to guide me back to realizing my life. I don't know but I well I miss you a lot and you don't understand how much I need one of your hugs.
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  •   orgxxm You're amazing at writing. I love you aw 2w
  •   cravingdvbiebs i love you too 2w
  •   owlctiy i love you so much omg you're so lovely 2w
  •   cravingdvbiebs and same thank you for everything all your kind words that made me smile here and there i really appreciate that you cared ((: 2w
  •   yeezus.tbh @ravhlin I still care because you're an important person. you are a person worthy of being cared for. I'm glad I saw your posts before anything worse happened. I love you okay. I constantly think about you and wonder how you are. I'm sorry people do bad things to you because you and I both know that there's no justification for fucking over someone's emotions. you will get over this though. not today and probably not tomorrow but eventually. like I said before I will help you and whenever you need something here I am. 2w
  •   cravingdvbiebs i love you so much - thank you for a lot i really really appreciate it 2w
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yeezus.tbh I feel dizzy and a little out of it. like I've said before I don't really know what to think about or who to write about but I've had deep anxiety. it's a burning feeling in my hands and a pain inside my stomach. I would like to think that maybe one day there will be someone to always make me feel calm, but I'm not one to believe in people. I'm not one to believe in me.
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yeezus.tbh sometimes you can't help but to think that without him you wouldn't have inspiration. there are people in this world who seem to become everything you need. that's just the thing though... people leave so when they're gone you feel like you've left somewhere else but without them.
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yeezus.tbh I wanted to write something cute. I wanted to write about you. I'm just really stressed out. I can't control my thoughts and I don't know who really crosses my mind but well I don't even know what's going on. school starts in a few days and I haven't gone for a run, but I'm just too uptight. my rooms a mess, I know but as much as I would like it clean I can't put myself to do it. I've been wanting to sit down and finish typing up that book I was excited about but I'm so blank. I'm full of hate and just keep telling everyone I love them. I thought today was going to be a good day... I cancelled my plans thinking I had something better going on but no matter what I can't escape myself and I'm so sick of everything. you don't understand. so how about that for a caption not like anyone's going to read anyways.
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  •   fuckedupdrew I love u bby 2w
  •   pvnk1d I love ya super duper sooo much and I kiked u since u seemed to forget how to oPENDA DAMN APP 2w
  •   owlctiy omg you make me so happy when you tag me in things iLYSM 2w
  •   yeezus.tbh @pvnk1d OMG I LOVE YOU AND IM SORRU THAT DAMN APP IS REALLY STUPID AND CRASHES ALL THE TIME WHICH IS WHY I HAVEN'T RESPONDED BUT BASICALLY THANK YOU SO SO SO MICH IM FEELING BETTER I WILL KIK YOU LATER I HAVE TO RESTART EVERYTHING AND DELETE EVERYTHING I DONT NEED ON MY IPOD BUT I LOVE YOU AND IM SO HAPPY WE BECAME FRIENDS ON HERE BC YOU'RE THE BEST THANK YOU I LOVE YOU !!!!!!! I AM SORRY THOUGH 2w
  •   fxckme1d fuck you deserve so much in life 2w
  •   yeezus.tbh @fxckme1d I love you so much, thank you ! you deserve the best also. 2w

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yeezus.tbh we waste our time doing nothing and maybe that's why we're all a little plain inside, trying to fool into the mysterious type.
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yeezus.tbh I left my poem at home. where your smell still roams. it talked about wanting you near a pale blue ocean. I should've said so much more but, that's the thing, my home felt like it was you and now I don't know what to do. I left my poem at home, I left my poem in you.
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yeezus.tbh you know, tonight the stars are actually bright enough to see. I wonder if your romantic self is on the rooftop trying to count them. haven't you ever thought that everything is so pointless? people name stars after other people they love and I don't know, I think I would like that. you're supposed to find your star according to the coordinates on the map but I imagine myself not eyeing the sky right. my star would be lost in the Milky Way, the way my soul is currently lost not knowing where to begin with you.
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yeezus.tbh if gold had a taste it'd be your lips. more valuable than platinum something everyone craves. if gold had a taste it wouldn't be called 'gold' it'd have your name.
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yeezus.tbh we wanted to live the California dream and ended up on the beach. I didn't want the sand to get in my toes but you held my hand, dragging me anyway. once you turned your head back I knew a smile like that is something I would miss the rest of my life once it'd be gone. I was right though because I look at our photos and always fall apart.
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yeezus.tbh I fell asleep mid sentence and I woke up feeling a bit fresher. my head still hurts from crashing at 2am but it's 9am now and I think I'll be okay. 3pm settles in as I take the heat, the sun too strong while the sweat drips. I wouldn't mind touching your dirty face, your body so hot, the tension increases. but who am I to make you stay? you haven't been around anyway. if this was my last day I wouldn't tell you because you wouldn't care. sure, some boys would die for some girls and sure some girls would stay alive only for those boys... but I would risk it all in the hopes of never missing you again.
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