yeezus.tbh I lost myself in the way you seldom care. you were the fucking trigger in my life and you let go like it was nothing. I wish I could punch you in the face and yell your name a thousand times to let you know just like that you tore me down. you think of me never and I see you everywhere. you fucking asshole I'm just too dead to die and not living to be alive.
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yeezus.tbh I'm sad again and I wish I could kiss you. I miss you and I'm sorry for being me. I thought forever existed and I couldn't sound more ridiculous. I'm sad again and your words replay in my head. I'm hurting and I wish you cared. you were my everything and I mean nothing. I'm sad again why don't you fucking understand? the world has always been blue but I just thought you'd show me a glance of yellow. I can't forget your name and you don't even hear mine. I'll always love you even though you never did.
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yeezus.tbh maybe I'm obsessed with the feeling. baby I think you might just be a little crazy. it was 3pm and you looked at me like there was nobody better. the moment felt infinite and I wanted you forever. it just kills me to know that our kisses were compatible and in the end I was collateral. I was the collateral of you meeting your needs and you destroyed me without a second thought. I thought you were amongst the best people but instead I believe in nothing and you babe? you're the worst fucking type. fuck you for faking how to love.
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yeezus.tbh I don't know baby it's just every time you come back in head, I want to die and fucking cry. I wish I was smarter because i thought for too long you wanted me the same way I dreamt for you and it wasn't like that. I ended things but I still miss you. they say I could have done better so I have been on the low low but highkey I wish it was you every time and it's crazy because I know I never cross your mind. I'm sorry about it all but I don't want you forgetting and nonetheless regretting.
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yeezus.tbh I hope your whole life you'll see me as the one that got away because I'm telling you now baby, I won't be coming back. he said he has places to go but trust bitch when you turn around I'll be grown. I'll laugh at the thought that I once saw you as the one who had my heart. I'll go on about in shorter skirts and taller heels. never forget babe that no matter what, I'll never be broke. you think you're so much cooler but cmon hoe stay woke. he wants to be a cool guy when his whole life he's always been a nice guy but I think he just got tired of hearing everyone say that he was my guy.
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yeezus.tbh theres nothing clever to say. sadness is eating me away. you stopped texting, we stopped meeting, I care too much and you have too much pride. I wanted some to take from you but you saw that and didn't let me disrespect you. I say sorry all the time and you tell me to stop apologizing. you tell me I'm rad even when I fuck up bad. I wish you knew all the things I can't tell you. I wish you knew how much I want to be with you. it's not about love, it's about all the things you don't know. before you go though, I just want to say thank you so much for all that you were. bang, bang, motherfucker. sensitivity kills us all and I happen to be next in line. I'm so sorry but I want you to know I really did try.
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yeezus.tbh I'm just a little upset about all the times where words get stuck and I can't fucking breathe. I miss you and you'll never know just how goddamn much you mean to me. you know you could've been my everything but I was never what you wanted me to be and oh my fucking god I couldn't be more sorry. I crave you every night and I wish when I cried I was in your arms. it just keeps getting closer to the last day and I feel like nothing will ever be enough to get you to stay. I wish I could be better but no matter what I do it's never enough for you. I'm fucking tired and you think it's all so easy, like please get off your high horse for a second cAN'T YOU SEE I'M TRYING MY BEST BUT YOU'RE NOT LETTING ME. SO WHY AM I THE ONE ALWAYS STUCK AT FAULT?
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  •   tfgaby BeAutiful youre so amazing i love u very much 4mon
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yeezus.tbh I've skipped out on my pills but not on your lies. they say drugs are poison and what if you're not any different? girls fall in love with boys that make them scream their name just to leave them and cause some pain. I fall in love with everything but myself and people have me fed up but I keep fucking up with the one person that is you. so tell me why it is you keep doing what you do? you know what they say, "we don't love these hoes" but you're your biggest fan and what if you're the worst their is? it's cool though right because you're top shit and I'm your main bitch?
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yeezus.tbh it's felt like forever and there's so many things I wish I could tell you. the thing is that every time I try, I think back to all the times you've called someone crazy and I don't want you thinking of me like that. you consume me the most and I wish you would've let me known how things were going to go way before. soon enough I'll have nothing but your voice on tape, pictures I'll want to erase and texts that say I miss you because damn baby you cute as hell and I'm sad as fuck but you... you don't know me like that.
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yeezus.tbh you only like me because I'm sad. you only want me so I can say you're the one that made me better, the one that made all the bad go away. but he, he doesn't want to deal with me when I'm like that. a pretty classy bitch that keeps her shit to herself all for himself that's how he wants me. I would give it all up for him and you wouldn't do shit for me if I was all caught up on happy thoughts. so yeah I lead guys on but so what, none of them want me how I am, they only want the parts that they like or can handle and that's why he admits to others that a relationship with me isn't a commitment he's going for.
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yeezus.tbh it's fucking crazy how with just one touch I can say I'm yours even when I know you don't like me like that. it's fucking crazy with the right words I'll feel like I'm the one and make you feel like you're my only. we fool each other too much but I fall the hardest and it sucks so much. I just wanted to be the cutest person with you but there was always someone you thought was better but baby boy how did you not know? I'm the fucking best, I don't compare to the rest because you're a mess with them and a babe with me. why can't we be happy together? it's often upsetting and I can't take it.
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yeezus.tbh ooh baby I could look at you all day but I'm just stuck wondering if you ever think the same? remember when we were the best thing we both knew? sometimes I miss the way I used to be, the way I used to know you, the way I used to have you, the way... the way... the way where things were okay. everything changes. it's exhausting to know just how much a person matters to you than you ever will to them. there are some days I dream of loving you forever and there are others where I wish I never met you. there are days I wish I could tell you all the cute little things that run through my head and there are days I wish I had it in me to expose the bad in you. I wish... I wish... I wish things were different. everything changes. everyone comes around though right? isn't that how it's supposed to go?
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yeezus.tbh it's 1am and I want to leave so bad. I hate the suffocation felt throughout the day, it's fucking exhausting. i can't stop shaking, something's wrong but I can't even explain exactly what it is and I want to cry so so bad. all I ever wanted was to be good enough. I'm so far from love. every time I'm a little off, you ask about it but I brush it off. I'm scared. how could I open up to someone who has it in their power to let me fall apart. I can't allow that. I wish I wasn't like that. I wish I could believe better. I wish things were different. so tell me how does it feel... to be so significant ?
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yeezus.tbh my whole life I thought we lived to love but really everyone's out here destroy each other and breaking hearts. boys have girlfriends but that doesn't stop them. girls are fucking lonely and they go out of their way to get high off their ass for the boy who won't even cut it off with everyone else to be with her. people are fucking accessories and we want them all isn't it sad? how unfair it all really is? maybe that's why I feel like crying every night. but I never do because there's nothing more ashamed than feeling weak and wow it's a mess of a world.
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yeezus.tbh sniff a line, hold up your red cups and whoa where'd you go? because it'll be 2am and that's the type of shit you're into. one time you tried acid, I secretly hoped you'd die. every time I sound like I'm dying over the phone you say bye and oh no the boy expects me to cry. two weeks later you double text with that hey. like shit bitch why are you still alive every time some other dudes fucking up I wonder how'd it be if I told you it was only you and me because I mean at least you used to tell me you love me... right?
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yeezus.tbh he says that I'm just in it for the fill, he thinks that by not going all the way I feel in control but really I'm just scared. what do you know about fear? you think my world is a beautiful pretty pink with any choice of my drink. no you dick, I pop pills, I want to kill, I hate myself and nothing terrifies me more than the pain in my gut of him not calling anymore. it's always just once and you're done. so yes I'm just in it for the fill but for reasons you wouldn't even think.
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yeezus.tbh people bitch about the people they love the most and it's exhausting. the phrase "I hate you" stings as we spit it with anger to the boy we actually care most about. everyone hurts us and we feel dumb. it's so sad like what if we could back to the start don't you remember back then I was your everything.
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yeezus.tbh when you're sad it's yeah let's talk it out. when I'm sad it's fuck this hoe I gotta go. bitch you best know that in a few days or more you'll text me to say baby I'm sorry but I love you most. I don't love you. not everything's about you. you tell me you love me and you shouldn't say stuff like that. I don't love you. you say bye and then come back. not everything's about you.
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yeezus.tbh the schoolgirl as the school slut feels slugged from potential and drained from correctional mess. the princess stuck as the home wrecker and a broken home dying from feeling alone. the innocence of what never was exposed to cheating and drunks. they say she's a hoe and she walks around with an attitude like fasho.
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yeezus.tbh a guy was all up on me like hey baby here's the thing you look at me in ways that make me think of all the things I want to do to you. oh yeah for sure baby boy let me give it to you all, you and I both know you wait for your girl after class and you tell her about how you'd give the world to make her know she's your one and only. I told you nah I'm good, you do this to everyone and admit it pretty boy, you're too lonely to be all on your own. he texts me to say shit you looked so good lets hang out you and me. kill it boy I said no so I catch him after school holding his girlfriend's hand and letting go when his eyes reached mine. so I'm confused, where's the loyalty? #h 7mon
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  •   harrytyles I love that you still tag me I love you 7mon

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