x_shanaye • would you look at me the same if you seen my scars, or if you knew my pain?• 2d

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x_shanaye •My beautiful niece Ava Jayde. 5d

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x_shanaye •flashback to when I was happy with the guy I loved more then anything, I miss him so much 5d

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x_shanaye •those drunken selfies from lastnight/today. crazy nights make good memories. 6d

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x_shanaye 8 hours to go then I'm finally legal!! { #18th #birthday #countdown #excited #legal #yay } 1mon

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x_shanaye Uncles Funeral yesterday.
R.i.p Uncle Peter, Forever missed.
1mon

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x_shanaye Even though I mean nothing to you anymore. 2mon

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x_shanaye Alcohol makes you forget the pain for a little bit
{ #smirnoffdoubleblack #yum #vodka #citrus #music #lonerlife }
2mon

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x_shanaye It hurts to know you’re happy, it hurts that you’ve moved on
It’s hard to hear your name when I haven’t seen you in so long.. 5 seconds of summer - Amnesia . { #selfie #sun #theotherday #lovemyeyes #5sos #lyrics #photooftheday }
2mon

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x_shanaye All these thoughts running through my head. I hate this pain. I hate feeling like this 2mon

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x_shanaye About time I upgraded from the s3. { #newphone #samsunggalaxys5 #electricblue #yay } 2mon

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x_shanaye It's just a break up? No it's not just a "break-up". After gaining love and trust in someone then them becoming your other half, your life and your entire world them owning most of your heart and spending every second, minute, hour and day with them, making memories either good or bad. The fact they made you feel happy and worth so much more then you actually are. They make you get butterflies in your stomach everytime you hold hands, hug or kiss even if you've been with them for such a long time because it proves how much they mean to you or how much you love them. Then suddenly things turn from good to bad, you fight more often, you slowly drift apart, you fuck up and make mistakes and those mistakes makes the love of your life drift further and further away because of something you did, you pushed him over the edge and now his gone, theres no-one else to blame but yourself. You see him move on so fast and go out and have fun with someone that isn't you.. Theres nothing you can do about it. You can try and try and try to talk to him and you can try and fight for them but theres nothing you can do because it's too late. Loyalty and trust was lost, his love he had for you was lost as soon as you pushed him over the edge. The emotional pain you have feels like it will never go away and it gets too much to handle that now all you wanna do is pick up a razor and slice your wrists, legs, or anywhere just to take away some of the emotional pain by focusing it on the outside. Its only a temporary thing which leaves scars permanently.. You feel empty, broken, worthless, and damage. You know the only person who can fix you is the only person that wont because even after so long then they just let go, they stop fighting and you never hear from them again. That hurts. So no it's not just a breakup when someone who meant the world to you is gone.. I wouldn't even wish this type of pain on someone I hate, its that bad. All your left to do is miss that person and pick up the broken pieces and hope one day you'll be able to move on and be happy again. 3mon

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x_shanaye Selfie 5mon

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x_shanaye When a baby's whole hand holds your finger my beautiful niece Ava Jayde x { #smallhands #baby #cute #niece #loveher } 5mon

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x_shanaye Uploaded the same photo because I can :3
{ #love #kisses #alwaysandforever #cuteas }
5mon

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x_shanaye Reunited with my boy, . @joshy_sexi . I love you xox 6mon

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x_shanaye I'm giving up on you. 7mon

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x_shanaye I love this photo but not as much as I love this amazing boy @joshy_sexi { #cityphotos #fountain #water #love #photography } photo creds to - @danielles_here2014 8mon

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x_shanaye R.i.p Paul Walker you beautiful human being, ♡
#rippaulwalker #oneofthebestactors #fastandfurious #wontbethesame #resteasy
9mon

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