vampe Ughhhh. Slept for 13 hours. Woke up , are a potato. Tried to inhale a potato. Got sicker. And I have on incision that feels like someone has a red hot poker inside my liver. #no 9h
  •   vampe Are a potato ? Yes I'm a potato. 9h
  •   kristinakvam Feels wierd to like your pictures, but I hope you heal fast! 8h
  •   hellishhair 7h
  •   gaffanaut Ouch. Hope you feel better soon 7h

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vampe now I can go back to sleep. 1d

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vampe This is not the recovery I was hopppppinnnnnngggggggg foorrrrrrr. Ugh. Hot. Cold. Throw up. Hallucinate. Take more painkiller. Over-heat. Shake. Repeat. Sleep for 30 hours. 4d
  •   vampe @sintheticstudios I'm going to try at least eating better , that's for sure. My metabolism had slowed to pretty much a stop since I moved back from London in 2007 and I ignored it for a long time, until I started putting on a lot of weight and getting sick all the time. 1d
  •   sintheticstudios Not a lot of people know this, but drinking a lot of water on a daily basis helps speed up your metabolism, ultimately helping to burn fat faster. Granted this needs to be incorporated with a proper diet and exercise, but still, even if you don't eat 100% healthy, at least drink 64oz of water daily. 1d
  •   vampe @sintheticstudios yeah I do ! That's probably one of my worst habits , I can go all night/day without drinking anything at all. So , we'll see after I can't actually move from my deathbed. 1d
  •   sintheticstudios Yeah. That needs to be your first move: drinking a lot of water! It will also fool your brain into thinking your "full" sometimes too, which is always good! 1d
  •   sintheticstudios Hopefully you don't take any of this as me "telling you what to do". It's more of me trying to help others. Something I like doing! :) 1d
  •   vampe @sintheticstudios haha. I don't. :) I don't take things too seriously. Yeah I don't eat a whole lot in general. And now I've been so sick I think that the amount I have been eating has been cut down to about 1/4 of what it was. 1d
  •   sintheticstudios Yeah. I guess the good thing about being so sick or hospitalized is that you will lose weight by default. I watched my father lose like 30-40lbs when he was in the hospital after his car accident. 1d

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vampe Me vs an injection of #heparin & my stomach blown up like an orca. 1w
  •   kellogz69 @vampe that's why I don't let them give me that shit 1w
  •   vampe @kellogz69 had to have it this time unfortunately because I'm on so many painkillers. :/ 1w
  •   taigaluxcarpathia How are you feeling doll? Looks painful :( 1w
  •   vampe @taigaluxcarpathia my right hand side succccckkksss at the moment. But I'm dealing just on liquid Panadol at the moment. & hoping to go home tomorrow. 1w
  •   taigaluxcarpathia Sending you positivity and hoping you're well enough to get home tomorrow xxx 1w

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vampe Got 4 nice holes, drains in and some combination of oxy , haven't puked, didn't die on the operating table and still have most of my liver. now bring me my wine and Mexican look boys ! #notdeadyet 1w

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vampe Extended #hospital stay. And while you're there take my liver with you. It's useless. If not. Snort my ashes, spend my money and post the leftovers to Nashville. 1w

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vampe Pretty much. #jackwhite 2w

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vampe This feels like forever ago. 2w

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vampe Going into hospital on Tuesday. If my liver doesn't quit on me this weekend. Over 7 months I managed to give myself "moderate" liver cell damage. Not really sure to go with that. Apart from not drinking and no medication. Errr. Yeah. I have an 80 year olds liver ? #liverproblems #alcoholiccheck #andiqonderedqhatthestomachpainwas - kinda disappointed that the first thing my doctor asked was "have you gotten any new tattoos in the last 7 months ?" Rather than had I been drinking or taking a lot of pills. 2w
  •   vampe @axiomatic82 yeah my father is an alcoholic and he seems to still be alive. So maybe I got his liver, Maja ? I don't think my drinking or pill popping even used to be this bad when I was living overseas ? I don't know. Maybe because I'm so unhappy here ? 2w
  •   vampe @_memento.mori_ I'm the same. I stopped for about 6 weeks when I was in the US - but when I got back I just started right back again. 2w
  •   axiomatic82 Could be. I don't believe in the 'my liver is stronger than others'. Things just manifest themselves differently with other people. I've been working in my field of work for long enough to not fall for any of the illusions. 2w
  •   vampe @axiomatic82 I think I've been working in the field of watching people fuck themselves up too much, for maybe too long. 2w
  •   axiomatic82 Then you ought to know better than to seeingly run into that. 2w
  •   vampe @axiomatic82 I ought to know better about a lot of things/people, but that's never much stopped me has it ? :P 2w
  •   axiomatic82 You know as well as I do that that isn't a valid excuse or reason 2w
  •   gaffanaut I'm so sorry to hear that. Good luck hon 2w

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vampe Stuff that arrives in the mail while I'm sleeping. #jackwhite #vinyl & #Hannibal #eattherude #nashville 2w

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vampe Sometimes during really bad days, there are really good people like @damienechols & his wife. Thanks, both of you. #damienechols #wm3 2w
  •   tanchili That is an incredible little treasure you own! So much more than a book . Very fortunate ! 2d
  •   vampe @tanchili she is ! :D 1d

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vampe When you can't be there in person , that's what friends are for. #jackwhite 3w

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vampe @miss_judged & I feel the same way about #people , #drinking & being in public. & also having bitches talk about how "girls with big tattoos like them look like .... Soooooo trashy!" #alcoholics #sheapprovesofmymormonaddiction #yesbitchidonthaveadolphintattoo #mrpotatohead 3w

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vampe 1 week #nobrush = #disaster 3w

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vampe You continually say to me that I just wish you would hurry up and die, so that I can leave. And now you're right. I never have wished death on a single person but you. You have to be the most malicious, conniving , useless, soulsucking piece of shit I have ever met. I cannot wait to see the back of your head one day. After all the years of shit you have out me through this was the absolute FINAL amount of bullshit. If actually marry someone just to leave here. #freetoagoodhome of rather move to the US or even Canada at this stage and never look back. Sometimes you are just born with two complete pieces of shit for DNA donors and both of them should have been eradicated at birth. 3w
  •   deadlynails Hug xxx 3w
  •   vampe @deadlynails 3w
  •   dellamorte138 Who says them kind of things? No matter or what agenda or excuse.....brush that shit outta your life.Hope your doing ok? 3w
  •   vampe @dellamorte138 you should have been a fly on the wall on Wednesday afternoon. & Tuesday night. And this was after hitting me in the face with a bottle. I'm.. Okayish. Just looking for my way out. ASAP. 3w

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vampe A long shitty week that I never thought would happen. 3w

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vampe Happy birthday #jackwhite - you really are one of a kind. 3w

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vampe This is what bestfriends are for. Rim jobs , entwine , wine , vodka, football and serious d&m's (don't you cry. ) we've been friends now since that first meeting at the fountain outside of stockman a in 2006a we've had countless arguments but I never intend for that to happen again. You are a wonderful person @rehellinen never let anyone tell you or make you feel otherwise. Tuska 2006 forever. #finland #drink #paska4va 4w

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vampe Sick Sunday work #thewhitestripes , #jackwhite , waiting for a Skype call, dying of sickness & #Xanax - lifesaver. 4w

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vampe For anyone who hasn't voted. Yes I love #hanson - #fremantle set list is decided by fans. @ebunnyzombie666 *cough* @taylorhansonmusic #taylorhanson #perth #fremantle #metros 4w

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