unraveling_the_mystery “The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire’s flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It’s not desiring the fall; it’s terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling ‘Don’t!’ and ‘Hang on!’, can understand the jump. Not really. You’d have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling. #depression #suicide #demoms #anxiety #help #struggle 1w

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unraveling_the_mystery I've had a tough few months haf a mental break down and lost control of myself, but those who love me saved me from myself. So from now on i will try and smile. #depression #aniexty #mental #break #smile #happier #lifeistoshort #life 3w

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unraveling_the_mystery Feels like anxiety is taking over my life..i had such a crap day because of over thinking and worrying. Ive had enough for one day :( #anxiety #badday 3mon

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unraveling_the_mystery I would love this as a wedding cake #wedding #cake #weddingcake #yum 3mon

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unraveling_the_mystery This is a wonderful looking wedding venue #wedding #marriage #love 3mon

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unraveling_the_mystery @CHRISTINA_827 remember this haha 3mon

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unraveling_the_mystery 'Im in the wrong side of heaven, aand the righteous side of hell' 3mon

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unraveling_the_mystery Total poser 3mon

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unraveling_the_mystery I have anxiety..probably the hardest thing i deal with every day of my life..its something i cant control, but i live with it..being told to get over it, step out your comfort zone, stop being so shy..you dont understand it, untill you live it.. #anxiety #anxietyawareness 3mon

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unraveling_the_mystery Our mini pudding plate for Valentines day at the old bank bistro, sticky toffee pudding, cheese cake salted caremel, sherry trifel, amereto infused choc tart plus mini merrang amd choc dipped strawberrys :D #restaurant #pudding 3mon

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