typical_brandi I'm ready to rave. 1d

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typical_brandi Now if we're talking bodyyy, you got a perfect one so put it on meeee.
Swear it won't take you long. If you love me rigghhtttt, we mhmmm 4 lyfffeeee, on & on & onnnn.
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typical_brandi So tired of not being able to sleep then when I am I ALWAYS have nightmares that I usually have to drag myself out of. Awhile back the nightmares were really bad and I would wake myself up crying or from feeling myself attempting to scream if that makes any sense. I started to stay up late and avoid sleeping as long as I possibly could and that kinda worked for awhile because instead of remembering the dream when I woke up all that remained were the feelings which still weren't so pleasant but they lingered a lot less then the nightmares that would haunt me. Things slowly started getting better, I was finally able to sleep all through the night, I rarely woke myself up sleep talking anymore, and I actually got to the point where I could have lucid dreams and boy were those great but here lately sleep has become harder for me to come by again because my nightmares started coming back worse than before. I've been having this one repetitive nightmare that just gets worse and worse each time I have it and I often find myself waking up sweaty and gasping for air. I've tried Melatonin and all it does for me is make it harder to wake up from my nightmares and every so often when I do snap myself out of them I find myself experiencing sleep paralysis which scares the crap outta me. I just don't know what to do anymore and I didn't know if anyone else has experienced any of this before or if it's just me. It sucks. I just want to be able to rest. I'm serious when I say I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. 3d
  •   a.semper.fi.kind.of.love I wish there was a way I could help:/ I hope that it gets better Brandi. If you need anyone, I'll be here for you but I know you have many great friends that could probably help more than I could. I'll keep you in my thoughts. 2d
  •   typical_brandi When I count the great friends I have had in my life I do count you but thank you Alishia I appreciate it! Hopefully it'll get better! @a.semper.fi.kind.of.love 2d
  •   a.semper.fi.kind.of.love Maybe the nightmare is trying to tell you something, especially if you keep having the same one. Or maybe you have had something going on for a while in your life that you still haven't figured out or have done anything about. For example, if someone has done something wrong towards you and you wanted to tell them how you felt but never did. Or vice versa. 2d
  •   a.semper.fi.kind.of.love I don't know if that helps much, but I know when I was younger I would have the same nightmare over and over again and each night would seem like more was adding to it. And finally when I told my dad about the way he was treating me, I stopped having it 2d
  •   typical_brandi Maybe that is the case. I'm suppose to be seeing a psychiatrist whenever I get back home so this is something I'm going to mention to them for sure. @a.semper.fi.kind.of.love 2d
  •   a.semper.fi.kind.of.love I really hope you can figure it out! Sleep is a very precious thing. 2d
  •   a.semper.fi.kind.of.love Btw, I would count you as one of the great friends I had also(: 2d
  •   typical_brandi thanks Alishia  @a.semper.fi.kind.of.love 2d

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typical_brandi Our friendship in a picture. 3d

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typical_brandi Hey you, yeah you, I miss you. Sometimes I find myself reminiscing back to high school & all of our memories that we made. I would give anything to go back and rewind time. I'd go back to jr yr when you were my pretend "boy toy" bc you made my ex peanut butter & jealousssss, back to when I fainted after you gave me a piggy back ride in Mrs. Parker's class & you thought I was pretending so you started talking shit to me until you realized I was unconscious, back to when it was THAT TIME of the month & I'd call you in the middle of the night balling my eyes out & I didn't even know why I was crying but you'd always find a way to make me feel better, back to sr yr in Mr. Crowder's dog time when we were told to go to the office 7895452 each day but said nah we're good & stayed chillin' in our chairs, back to when we got in trouble by Mrs. Arp for "PDA" & we both instantly shouted that I had a boyfriend which made it look even worse , back to when I got you in trouble for that hookah pen by blowing Os in the cafeteria & they made us both leave campus, back to when we shared a twin bed & I'd keep you up all night long trying to talk about why we exist & other deep shit, back to when I was going through that heartbreak phase & I was always crying & you'd tell me to shut up & suck it up bc my face looked ugly when I cried, I sounded annoying, and bc you were trying to watch Netflix, & even back to when you tried to cut off my toe bc you were trying to prove a point. My favorite memory, even though I would never go back to it, was definitley that first phone call from you after everything, that phone call was the best one of my life & I never thought the sound of your voice would ever make me so happy but yet cry so hard. I'm so proud of you for not letting all that crap keep you down and for always striving for success when giving up sounded like such an easier option. I need to see you soon because sometimes phone calls just aren't enough. I'm so glad I am able to say you're one of my true friends that stuck around. Can't wait to push you off your wheelchair when we are old and grumpy. Miss and love you D-Bear. 4d
  •   derek2nelson I miss and love you to b-swizzle with the week I've been having this just made it 20x better! Needed this more then you'll ever know!! I hope to see you soon we need more memories together @typical_brandi 4d

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typical_brandi Trav let me trim up his beard and now he doesn't look like a mountain man anymore. 5d

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typical_brandi Still obsessed with my dermals. 5d

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typical_brandi It's true when they say opposites attract because me and this girl are far from the same person.
Kaci I have no idea how I could've gotten through this first year of college without our Skype dates and phone calls. You are such a beautiful person inside and out and you are soooooo strong. I'm so glad we are able to talk about our faith in God ranging all the way to how we're having an emotional breakdown bc we're so stressed, and even about the little everyday gossip. I wish A&M wasn't so far away from TxSt but it won't matter for long because our long distance friendship/sisterhood is coming to an end in about a month. WOOOHOOOOOO. ANYWAYSSSS thanks for being my bff brat and for showing me what it means to be strong. Most people didn't think our friendship would last past high school but boy were they sooo wrong because we are gonna be at it like crack addicts till we are old and grey fighting over the last pudding in the nursing home. (Btw we really don't do crack it was just a saying) I'm so thankful God brought you into my life Kace, love you. #YouAreAlsoWeirdButItsOkayBecauseIAcceptYouForTheFreakYouAre #JK #NoButImActuallySerious #Weirdo #ThatWasAReallyLongHashtag
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typical_brandi I wanna give a big Happy Birthday shout out to my big booty friend. Happy happy happy date of birth Tay. I love & miss you to pieces gorgeous. 6d
  •   tayloralyexus_ Thank you love!!! I know you trying to steal my booty bro...lol!!! I love and miss you so much!!!! 6d

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typical_brandi I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover. I'll love you forever. Forever is over. 6d

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typical_brandi My best friend is crippled and has fallen and can't get back up. #LifeAlert 1w
  •   breannakchancey Tbh:// we have only hung out a few times but your a cool chick and hilarious when your drinking! education need to hang out when you come back! 4d
  •   typical_brandi Thanks girl and of course I'll hit you up when I'm back in town! @breannakchancey 4d
  •   breannakchancey Sounds good! 4d

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typical_brandi The love I have for you is never ending. #NationalSiblingDay 1w

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typical_brandi Caught her just for you Tyra @_tyyrraaa_ 1w
  •   _tyyrraaa_ I've probably watched this like 10x's and I'll watch it 10 more, I'd just be like can you sing all night!!! Her voice is amaze-balls!!!!!!!!! 1w
  •   typical_brandi Dude I literally make her sing to me all the time! @_tyyrraaa_ 1w

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typical_brandi Excuse my voice at the beginning (i suck) but Olivia's voice is perfection. @oliviadechermont 1w

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typical_brandi Sunday fun day! 2w

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typical_brandi Happy Easter everybunny from me & my ol' Pops. 2w
  •   nathanward17 Tbh you are beautiful without the makeup 2w

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