this_sminks I couldn't help it... #myidol is addictive. 2d

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this_sminks Business on the right, party on the left.. I finally got my undercut and it feels so good. 3d

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this_sminks Thank you so much for commenting, reading, responding, liking and acknowledging my post yesterday. honestly, you guys.. I was nervous about posting it but felt I needed to at the same time. Thank you for the comments they mean so much to me. meanwhile, I'm hanging out with this creature, enjoying the sunshine, reading all the Captain Marvel I can get my paws on and trying to resist giving her ALL THE DREAMIES. Hope you're having a good day too! 4d

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this_sminks 5 mental health facts about me. 1. I have pmdd, it's something which left untreated made me bed ridden, suicidal and afraid every minute, I've been able to balance my condition with dietary changes, medication, vitamins and therapy. I went from being scared of myself and what was happening to embracing it and working to a workable solution. It's both the worst thing to happen to me and the best. It changed my life and actually gave me a life. Strange but true. 2. I have had therapy and I don't think it's a bad thing. Talking helps. I would recommend it to anyone interested. I went in with my guard up and it failed, the second time I just surrendered to the process and I'm glad I did. 3. I'm a social anxiety warrior. Like, every freaking day. I am a warrior because I refuse to be a victim of it. If I am struck with nerves or self hate during something social I refuse to say it's a bad thing- I am working on it. Fuck being bad on yourself. Social anxiety, it's my biggest challenge. I have come a long way but even posting this hits my chest with fear and I'm afraid instantly. I just have to say I'm working on it. 4. I love myself. I love my everything because at one point I pretty much despised myself daily. Self love. The radical kind. The stripped down forgiving type of love. I practice it. I believe in it. I only let those into my life who understand it. I only allow things in my life that I love. Doing this has helped me. It doesn't mean I don't get tripped up and let in the worst stuff but when I do, because I love myself I forgive myself. I refuse to hate myself anymore. Ive chosen to love myself and give myself a freaking break. 5. I'm incredibly emotional, which recently had been heightened x10000 but I'm cool with it. This means I am passionate and I sometimes jump to an emotional conclusion. I work on this to make sure it's rational. I often have to say sorry and laugh at myself for being serious. I cry when I'm frustrated, angry, sad, happy and overwhelmed. I'm currently working hard to release emotional connections to words, events and people. It's tuff, we're all built with these emotional ties but it's possible to surrender. 5d
  •   fae_fox What an inspiration. You are a radiant and refreshingly honest. I feel ya one hundred percent. 5d
  •   stopliontwome Love this post! Very inspiring! 5d
  •   __ky You are super awesome! 5d
  •   erinfilsonprisonblues So many people, myself included, struggle with these things and if we were all brave enough to talk about them, it would take away the stigma and make it less scary and isolating. Good job. 5d
  •   rockhag Gan on lass. 5d
  •   joturnerp Omg Lynz uv got me nearly in tears reading this....I feel incredibly proud to b yor friend and yes ur definitely an inspiration talking openly about such issues - ur dead rite hunny there shud b a different outlook regarding mental health..well done hunny :-) <3 jxx 5d
  •   fenstardeluxe You're wonderful xx 4d
  •   princessoftheunicorns you're such a strong lady x 4d

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this_sminks Another project I really want to finish! Will this finally be the one? I've lost count how many half blankets I have now.. 1w

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this_sminks Day one. Back to work. Thankful for beautiful people who I'm happy to work with. Thankful for sunshine spring days. Thankful for health and bouncing back and taking small steps. Thankful for coming home to tea and cuddles and good TV. It's been a good first day. 2w

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this_sminks I've been sick for a 7 days. Completely drained. My meals have been made for me most days and my schedule was waking trying to stay awake, walking from my bed to the couch and then back again. There have been some frustrated tears because I have been fiercely protective of my ability to do things for myself and this past week I've struggled to even make a cup of tea unsupervised. Reminds me of very dark times a few years ago and of course has been scary. I am reminding myself this soon shall pass, the universe gives us challenges because we ask for them and there are so many things to be thankful for. My boyfriend who has looked after me, my understanding work friends, and this little creature to name a few... 🏻 #thankful 2w

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this_sminks Making veggie noodles is so addictive! #vegan 4w

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this_sminks Don't mind me, I have 3 days off and tonight I'm just going to party with the Winchesters and regret nothing!! #rockandroll 1mon

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Willow Sminkerton Unicorn
this_sminks Keep saying this on repeat. 1mon

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this_sminks 2 days then finally off for 3 after 6 days in a row and 5 days till pay day makes me 1 happy kitten. #ootd 1mon

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Normal Sminkerton Unicorn
this_sminks I love happy accidents. You may not be able to tell but my tights are gradient pink and white. I had no idea when I put on my shoes but they matched and made it look like my legs and shoes were all one. This is my rainy day #ootd 1mon

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this_sminks Every #ootd should feature a cat photobomb. This was Thursday's outfit. I'm so itchy for spring time weather! Skirts without tights and less than 4 layers please 1mon

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this_sminks All my vegan and non vegan friends who love make up will understand why this is kinda a big-ish deal. Hopefully it's being picked up by another distributor but until we know for sure hope you guys can buy your faves or grab a bargain now! I've really appreciated the service from the distribeauty team and wish them well in their next adventure of make up! 1mon
  •   this_sminks (You can see buy ELF at Amazon and eBay but shipping can be cray and no offers like the wonderful goodie bags and 50% off ) 1mon
  •   rockhag Nooooooo 1mon
  •   sophie_gray @this_sminks What does this mean Lindsey?!?!! No more ELF for UK?????? 1mon
  •   this_sminks @sophie_gray @rockhag I know I'm pretty sure it will be picked up by someone else but for now.... It's EBAY and Amazon once the stocks gone. I've stocked up a bit. 1mon
  •   sophie_gray Well I got some stuff on 50% last week. Do they an official final date to purchase buy or is when it's all gone? @this_sminks 1mon
  •   this_sminks @sophie_gray I think when it's all gone. Check out the facebook page there's more info there. Gutted! 1mon
  •   sophie_gray Cheers for letting me know @this_sminks sad faces all around 1mon

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Amaro Sminkerton Unicorn
this_sminks #treatyourself especially if it's with good comic books and double points if your cat looks at you wistfully with respect for your purchases. 1mon

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Sierra Sminkerton Unicorn
this_sminks Yesterday's #ootd. Pretty preppy eyebrow action. 1mon

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this_sminks .....Ladies tell 'em. Godamngawdamngodddamn! (Who can pass up on Queen B and Disney?) 1mon

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this_sminks "No, mama. You see, your work out is going to the cupboard and getting me more dreamies. Whoever this @wayofgray is needs to recheck those circuits" musings of #lelacat Just completed day one I'm now laying on my bed equally exhausted and excited for things to come! 1mon

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Perpetua Sminkerton Unicorn
this_sminks #ootd ...come on grab your friends. 1mon

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this_sminks This is me after 3 days of really tuff tooth ache, one mighty migraine and a day of travelling and dentists. I've been frustrated because I've had to spend most of my time in my bed in a lot of pain instead of at work. Right now my face hurts but Im determined to get better. I'm capturing this moment because it's always good to remember the not so perfect times. The dirty hair times. The long long day times. The needing a cup of tea times. It's not the worst thing in the world but it's not the most comfortable and look you survived. So keep it up! 2mon

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