thestellamalone Table for two, for regrets!
Regrets over here!!!
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thestellamalone You know what makes life special? Not this girl. Kidding. One of my favorite things is having great friends to pray with, to chat with, and to laugh with. Despite some days of feeling discontentment because of living in Tyler, she helps make this place more enjoyable. (Don't feel bad other friends-you do too) 4d
  •   hannahdylan Come to nashville already and visit 4d

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thestellamalone Date night with my handsome sweet man. Knowing that Josh loves me as much as he does, just gives me a glimpse of how the Father loves me. I love laughing with you Joshua! Thanks for treating me like a princess and loving me so well. 6d

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thestellamalone Having penpals is so fun! Every time I check my mail, I am stoked to make new friends via snail mail rather than social media! I love writing back and learning about the people I'm writing! There's my address if you want to write me 1w

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thestellamalone This was right before she puked all over me. We were having a good time! #coralinemaebemis 1w

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thestellamalone I call this one "boyfriend brings brunch." Brought to you by @thejoshuaadair
Nothing like a man who can cook and my heart swells with gratitude that he goes out of his way to make gluten free things for me. My main squeeze!
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thestellamalone Preach. 2w

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thestellamalone Working out at home has been so good for me. I'm surprisingly self motivated and I'm having so much fun. I've been integrating some things I've learned from Crossfit and yoga. It's the perfect thing for me! Having an eating disorder is difficult when you work out because you have to ask yourself why you're doing it-to be healthy? Or because you're obsessing over how much you are or you are starving yourself and you want an extra bang for your buck. I'm trying to build a healthier relationship with food and be okay with not always eating perfect. It's hard because I love healthy food but hate obsessing over it. I hate feeling like I CANT have this or that. I also hate it when I eat a bad lunch, so I feel like I've failed and for the rest of the day, I eat just as bad. I am praying for balance in this. That if my lunch wasn't as healthy, make sure my dinner is. Now of course, this won't happen overnight but through being transparent about it, meeting with a nutritionist counselor, and loads of prayer, I think this thing will be beaten. I'm trying to not be so hard on myself and my worst critic. If Christ loves me, then who am I to say I'm worthless because of what I eat? I desire freedom, so I'm making conscience efforts to get there, but this time in a healthier way by addressing the food issues along with proper exercise. 2w

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thestellamalone My darling, my love. Thankful to walk through life with this one. He causes me to laugh, experience joy and points me to Jesus. We struggle, but it's nice to not struggle alone. I'm thankful for this man. 2w

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thestellamalone Ask the Lord to give you eyes to see yourself through His eyes. It may make you think twice about how you live life. Every moment is another chance. 2w

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thestellamalone Mama got a new (used) ride! Happy about finally being in the Honda car club! 3w

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thestellamalone Today I went to get my medical records from a behavioral clinic I spent too much time in from the ages of 14-21. It was nice to be on the other side and not locked up in there. Despite having struggles, I've been working through them and feeling incredibly thankful for where I'm at now. I wouldn't trade a thing I've walked through because God has used it to make me who I am today. 3w

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thestellamalone Cutest thing I've ever witnessed. Heidi and #lucyjeanbemis 3w

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thestellamalone @maxbemis falling in love. We drove 4 hours for him to get a new pup and this is him petting a kangaroo. It was quite the experience. There was a bobcat, lemurs, prairie dogs, miniature deer, miniature donkey and a miniature cow... I think this has been a wild night! 3w

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thestellamalone Product placement.
But on the real, came to @foundrycoffeehouse to get in some reading and I left my book at home... Twiddling my thumbs and listening to some jams until my next adventure.
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thestellamalone Because of Christ alone. 3w

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thestellamalone This is a special thanks to everyone who has encouraged me because of my last post. Thanks for the prayers and overwhelming support. It's amazing how many people have sent me private messages expressing their same struggle with eating disorders. Whether it's bulimia, anorexia, compulsive food behaviors, etc. We are ALL worth taking care of ourselves. It's not about being the perfect size, it's about loving yourself well enough to nourish yourself properly and to speak openly about it. Much love.
#health #weight #ED #depression #anxiety
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  •   alexajordanne Stay strong Stella ! You've been here for us and we are all here for you!!! I love you, you're so incredibly beautiful not only on the inside , but the out. And so many people love and cherish you(: 4w
  •   hushbabyj I love, love, LOVE this so much! 4w
  •   charjosephs Thank you for being you. For showing us that it's okay to take care of ourselves. 4w
  •   adaywithhoho Have you read God loves ugly ? Or something like that - Christa Black Gifford ? 4w
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thestellamalone I don't like talking about weight, I don't like talking about eating disorders, but I have struggled with one for many years. It has caused me great anxiety. My weight has fluctuated many times over the years and and whether you acknowledge it or not, it is a disease. When I went to treatment recently, it wasn't just for depression, struggling with drinking, and anxiety, but it was also for an eating disorder. I am a compulsive overeater and a compulsive restricter. What this means is I go through phases of overeating and through phases of restricting my food. I LOVE healthy food and I can get obsessive about it and that's when it becomes an idol and I worship it in hopes it'll fix me, but I have never -until recently admitted it. These are the things that overweight people don't like to talk about and even underweight people. It's difficult to talk about because compared to alcohol, drugs, and other forms of substances, YOU HAVE to have food to survive. It's a battle and it's challenging. Since I've been working through my anxiety, through therapy, treatment-and guess what-medication, I'm trying to get healthy again. Not because it's what the world says I need to do, but because it honors the lord. So here's some more transparency from me and I hope it encourages you. Please keep me in your prayers as I go through this process (AGAIN) and that I do it in a way that is healthy and honorable to the Lord. #ED #tranparency #honest #anxiety #depression #weight #health 4w

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thestellamalone So proud of my sweet sister for making the move to Dallas and working hard! It was a treat to spend time, albeit spontaneous, with her the other night. 4w

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