themarymaxine I havent dropped off the planet, my nieces moved here from NY and I have been busy mom/aunt/sister. Learning sign language, and taking out my dreads, spending time bonding for all the years I haven't had.
Now, the baby 2 Alexyana aka "Lexie" calls me Margy, Jaelynn 4 calls me Marwee, Aryanna 7 thinks Im strict, and Brianna 10 and deaf is a whole new world that I love being a apart of.
My son, Anthem always asked for siblings, thank goodness for cousins.

That said, Im not sorry I haven't been reachable.
21h

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themarymaxine Aryanna 7yrs old dont let the innocent smile fool you #lovemynieces 21h

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themarymaxine I wish they had sign emojis Brianna 10yrs old
#ilovemynieces
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themarymaxine #ilovemynieces Alexyana 2yrs old My little Lexie butt... 21h

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themarymaxine Like her aunt.... it comes so natural Jealynn 4yrs old.... #lovemynieces 21h

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themarymaxine Captivated 22h

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themarymaxine Happy Birthday @chabert616 I love you my King 1d

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themarymaxine Endlessly plastic,
always fantastic.

cut, paste, print,

I am as real as you make me,
you absorb the fake me.
love me and hate me.

oh, the world is my oyster,
its all in my hand,
remember, you only fail,
if you fail to plan.
1d

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themarymaxine Don't get stuck looking at the past or you'll never have a future. 5d

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themarymaxine Love this song.... 5d

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themarymaxine I know I haven't been taking,
my time to write.
I guess out of mind,
out of sight.
I wanted some time away,
now, I don't know,
where I should stay.
Iam a people person,
here on display,
letting you watch,
my day to day.
Learn from me,
Ill be an example.
I take the first hit,
Ill be a test sample.
I can show you how to go,
after Ive been through,
I'll share what I know
leave my knowledge for you.
I can feel a part of me want to
give in.
I just refuse to hide, I want to win.
2w
  •   its_loops_smile your hair!! Love it, missed u here on this IG 🌍...and in person of course! 2w

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themarymaxine I get so caught up in my day to day life,
I forget is not my own.
Their are children waiting for a loving home.
This time is not for me.
What I do is not for you.
I have a mission to accomplish
just figuring out what to do.

Ill be updating the site today.
Please if you would like to get involved contact me @ www.comfortproject.org
2mon
  •   janicemichele Hey, sis! Please lmk if you have any events coming up for The Comfort Project. 4w

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themarymaxine oh my little man

oh my little man,
little man,
going up,
as fast as you can.

Learning more,
than I'll ever know,
all I can do,
is help you grow.

I will try and help you
understand,
what it is to be a man.

I will do my utmost,
give it all I got,
show you how to be,
and how to not.

I love you little man,
I love you,
all the best is what a I'll do.
2mon

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themarymaxine #memories #abuse #fostercare #cutter #selfmutilation #selfharm

What you dont know,
what you dont see,
so many more scars inside of me.

You see what,
I, did.
The marks,
I, left behind,
and there are marks,
you'll never find.

Deep wounds,
that never heal.
Shallow wounds,
I'll always feel.

You can judge me,
if that makes you feel good.
Call me crazy,
I used to being misunderstood.
I can't tell you,
the memories I hide,
the fears of protecting,
my heart and my pride.

I am, who I am,
past and all,
scars, memories,
still I stand tall.

My head may be down,
time to time,
then I see my scars,
they are mine.

I did it to me,
you had no control.
I did it to see,
who'd play the role.

Who would come and see my pain,
this little girl with so much to gain.

Then I made up my mind,
I knew I was alone,
I'd grow up,
and make my own home.

Those scars are my mark,
my reminder you see,
no one will love me,
unless I love me.
2mon
  •   israelohim Our hearts are hexed, we all want out but our cells holds us locked to this frequency of time and space the three dimensional prism (prison) of light, death is not the way out but a trick to trapp our soul (solar/soul lure) to go the light and keep up in the Saturnian curse if the time loop of time the eight of infinity. Our heart is the key to set us free, unselfishness and act of kindness for our fellow man balance the feather of the scales of Maat. 2mon
  •   dirtygearcloapp This a No no... Pain hurts but I also teaches up lessons in order to grow and to live with our daily task.. To live is to love thy self. 2mon
  •   dirtygearcloapp It* 2mon
  •   chirish734 Lol u ain't alone 2mon
  •   themarymaxine @chirish734 i know thats why i share because some people think they are 2mon
  •   chirish734 Blazeddddddd 2mon
  •   picazzoboy A powerful share @themarymaxine - wishing u much happiness! 2mon
  •   evbugatti I love you stay strong soldier. You been with the movement and you made it out the storm. Now ball out like you deserve to 3w

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themarymaxine Issues,
issues,
read all about 'em.
Updates,
status,
can't post without 'em.

I have to,
tell you,
how I feel.
I have to,
announce it,
how will I deal.

You need,
to read,
all about me,
I need,
to feed,
my insecurity.
Fully aware of all I say,
I think before I post,
my great display.

display of my life,
display of my day,
display of pictures,
with what I say.

issues,
issues,
read all about 'em.
We keep posting
with or with out 'em.

post about your future,
post about your past,
post about the present
praying it can last.

post and read
post and ignore
post and comment
post and store

Issues,
issues,
we all have 'em.
inside stories,
or front page mayhem.
2mon

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themarymaxine The art of art,
is pain,
the art of love,
is insane,
the art of life,
is one and the same,
and I'm,
running out of turns in my game.
2mon
  •   grizzly._.adams So is rap station all mainstream or? cuz I've got a brand new EP coming out the 20th 2mon

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themarymaxine The only break in my day and this is how I take it.. #onehitatatime 2mon

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themarymaxine Let me soak up,
Your rays,
Like your the sun.
Let me pretend,
Your the one.

Let me eat you up,
Night and day,
Pretending life should
Happen this way.

Let me bath in you,
Wash in your existence.
Breath your life,
Inhale you for instance.

Let me,
Let me,
Play in your skin.
Let me,
Rest on your bones,
And forgive you, your sin.

Let me have you,
Like I have the days,
Like I have the sun,
Let me soak up your rays.
2mon

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