theforgottenavenger IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!
Finally 17. I'm always the baby in my friend group but now I get to be the same age as everyone for a couple months before they all start turning 18. V hungry and v excited to celebrate w/ the homies
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theforgottenavenger Blood still stains when the sheets are washed
Sex don't sleep when the lights are off
Kids are still depressed when you dress them up
And syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup
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Sippy Cup // Melanie Martinez
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A few friends are taking me out for a nice birthday dinner tomorrow and next week my v nice friend is driving me an hour out to a gorgeous abandoned asylum so I can just explore and take nice pictures, then heading back to my house to binge watch The Office w/ Asian food. Coolest birthday presents ever. Finally 17 tomorrow
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theforgottenavenger You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this
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You're gonna miss this // Trace Adkins
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First pep rally of my last year of high school. Even though I have 0% school spirit, I know I'm gonna be sad when all of this is over and I leave my cutie friends. I'm a crybaby and I'm not prepared
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theforgottenavenger All us boys on death row
We're just waitin' for a pardon
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Saint John // Cold War Kids
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I've waited so long to get a @Jeffreestarcosmetics #lipstick and goddamn x5 The shade is "Unicorn Blood" and it's gorgeous ugh. It's usually so hard for me to find a good red lipstick but this is nice and dark and matte. My lips are ready for Fall.
I'm also going to force my buddy to drive me out to an abandoned asylum so I can take some creepy pictures for my birthday soon and I'm v hyped about it
1w

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theforgottenavenger Cruising down the street in my six-fo'
Jocking the freaks, clocking the dough
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Boyz-N-The-Hood // Eazy-E
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Storytime: After seeing Straight Outta Compton, Bobby and I headed to the mall and a very excited girl ran up to me and was like "You're so pretty! Can I hug you?" and it kind of made my day. Idk it was cute. Btw Straight Outta Compton was just as good as everyone says it is. 10/10 would recommend
2w

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theforgottenavenger But you specialize in dying
You hear me screaming "Father"
And I'm lying here just crying
So wash me with your water
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Addict With A Pen // TØP
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I ran out into the rain to take dramatic shots of my gross feet. I've really been feeling old school TØP lately. My birthday is the 30th. I wish I had some scary movies to watch. And someone to watch with. And more grapes and chocolate milk. But my Jeffree Star lipstick should be with me soon
2w

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theforgottenavenger I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun
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Shake Me Down // Cage The Elephant
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This post is basically irrelevant. I just came to say that I know no one needs a guy to get by, but I've been feeling v fucking lonely lately. Just want someone around to buy cute things for and call me cute every once in a while. And that I really really /really/ love Southern Biscuits and Gravy Lay's woah Jesus
2w

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theforgottenavenger We're hollow like the bottles that we drain
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First day of #SeniorYear was surprisingly alright. Still want to be dead, but not as much as I thought I would. My friends are basically a gigantic group of nerds and I missed them so much it's crazy. I also only have three classes a day, then I'm free to leave. Going to see Straight Outta Compton tomorrow and got a lot of sweet compliments today (bc I did some much needed glowin' up over the summer). Today was cool
2w

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theforgottenavenger I lost a lot tryin' to reach the throne
Many nights I ain't make it home
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Yeah, I started fall shopping in the summer, but who really cares. 75 Days until Halloween
I ADORE my new @Toms booties I need more . Also may or may not be turning 17 of the 30th of this month. Also bought myself some Jeffree Star lipstick I've wanted forEver. Also want to kill myself bc school is tomorrow. Cool
2w

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theforgottenavenger Fell asleep at the top of the tower
I was there for a half of an hour
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I'm making s'mores dip. Someone come party w/ me.
2w

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theforgottenavenger When I was 16, my senses fooled me
Thought gasoline was on my clothes
I knew that something would always rule me
I knew the scent was mine alone
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When you're trying to be mad cool but your phone charger decides it wants to be in the shot. Anyway, I got a new shirt from #BrandyMelville ..and three rings and a backpack. Take my debit card away. Pretty ready for sEnior year. Birthday soon.
And idk I'm feeling pretty great ️ (minus the fact that I'm still sick. Kill me.)
3w

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theforgottenavenger You need a means to an ending
I need a spiritual cleansing
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Senior year won't be any fun if I don't AT LEAST pretend I have some school spirit. First football game of the year w/ Jean Bean. Both our phones died and we had a momentary crisis, but it worked out fine. Saw a lot of faces I've missed and plenty of hugs were given. And finally finished my school shopping. Now time for summer work.
3w

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theforgottenavenger Oh and she hits like ecstasy
Comes up and bangs the sense out of me
It's wrong, but surely worst to leave
And she hits like ecstasy
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“For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen: a gaseous nebula must collapse. So collapse. Crumble. This is not your destruction. This is your birth.”
I got my first tattoo about two days ago. It translates to "This is not your destruction". I found this quote on tumblr and it it just really got to me? I understand that I'm only 16 so I have a lot harder coming my way, but everything hard I've been through so far, has made me a better and smarter person. I've since done researched and learned the quote came from Les Mis, but I wanted it in elvish mostly because elves and mythical creatures and the paranormal have been my thing since I was little and partially because Leda Muir's elvish tattoo looked really pretty. I'm really happy with it. It's not one of those "I just really wanted a tattoo, so I got one". It means a lot to me and I'm in love with it
Edit: Excuse me looking like a trash can. I have a really bad cold rn. Also if you have any tattoo care tips, drop a comment
3w

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theforgottenavenger i want a tree house made of robo-cop VHS tapes so i can kiss you in it
oh darling dear thank you for the buzz light year action figure. i love it
oh darling dear i dont wanna do anything but hold you near me
oh darling dear ive got so many things to tell you so sit down and ill list them off
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I need to stop buying pizza. It's consuming my life. ALSO THEY ARE BRINGING OUT THE FALL CANDLES OH MY LORD ALMIGHTY
4w

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theforgottenavenger Black ocean, cold and dark
I am the hungry shark
Fast and merciless
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I feel cute
I've been kinda sorta down for no particular reason, but at least I got a new skirt and plenty of ice cream
1mon

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theforgottenavenger Like I said, I thought I was focused
I thought I had it figured out
How to organize my words good
Before they fall right out my mouth
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I'm tired all the time and it's really kind of frustrating. Except for when I wake up at 2am and decide it's time for Internet shopping. Work tomorrow. Trevor Hall concert soon. Hope you guys are doing okay
1mon

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theforgottenavenger Possesion (Feed my only vice)
Confession (I wont tell you twice)
Decide (Either die for me)
Or give up any thought you had of being free
Don't go, I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
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Slipknot has been a really big part of my life since I was about 7. They're the band that really brought me into the alternative scene. Through my emo phase, scene phase, and hipster phase, I've always come back to this band. I've gotten a lot of shit from my parents over the years because they think Slipknot is some kind of cult of devil worshippers, so as a kid, I was NEVER allowed to own anything even related to them, which makes this shirt pretty special to me. It's long overdue and I think it's the cutest thing
1mon

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theforgottenavenger we're in the club
just show some respect
we're in the club
dont got a lot left
spendin' all the money
i love everyone
we're in the club $$$$$$$$$$$$$
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Christian Novelli is going to kill me
I know I don't do much, but I'm so tired of work and people bragging about how much they smoke. Jean's house tomorrow to play through episode 4 of Life is Strange which is gonna be super fun. Craving Chinese like you wouldn't believe. Hope your day is going well
1mon

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theforgottenavenger inside your house
we've got a lot to talk about
decorations that we found
instead we look around
instead we look around
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Spent last night with @calmyotits_ and spent today doing literally nothing. Sometimes it's nice to just sit around and talk. Life is Strange episode 4 comes out Tuesday. Hella ready for nice music and seeing more of the story. Also #FoxAcademy CAME OUT WITH NEW MUSIC???? HOLY????
1mon

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theforgottenavenger Veins are glistening
So thanks a lot for listening
I guess I wanted, I guess I wanted
I just want you to know
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I swear I live downtown and just spend money 24/7. Had a nice lunch at @freshii though and had a really nice day of chatting with @jean.lachance , walking back and forth between stores to find a skull shirt, and buying Starbucks I didn't need haha
1mon

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