thechrisryan Made my YouTube video, check it out😀️ Link in my bio(: 16h

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thechrisryan dear, person reading this. you're beautiful, amazing, and you're here for a reason. never give up, okay? i love you. 2d

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thechrisryan Throwback Saturday because Thursday is too mainstream ya know! Cutting and re dying my hair like this(: #throwbackthursday #late #piercetheveil #jacket #ofmiceandmen #tanktop (: 4d

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thechrisryan (walking and seeing the bump sign and noticed someone had wrote fist above it) 7d

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thechrisryan I miss my bae @jigsaw_johnny can't wait to hangout with you soon 1w

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thechrisryan fresh out of the shower 2w

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thechrisryan Peace️Love️&Happiness😀 2w

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thechrisryan Even I am jealous of how cute we are @michalamagic #bae #girlfriend #cute #relationship 2w

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thechrisryan Get out and explore the world. If you are bored then go on a random adventure. Go do crazy cool things don't hold your self back, the world is so big you should try and explore and see new things everyday! but please remember to stay safe & stay happy️😀 2w

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thechrisryan Enjoying life and learning how to smile😀 2w

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thechrisryan Doing something new with my feed and I know a lot of people are doing something like this as well but it honestly lets me show you the nature that I am in and the journeys that I go on... So hope you like it(: 3w

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thechrisryan Missing my bae! @jigsaw_johnny 3w

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thechrisryan Warped Tour has been so much fun so far! @ronelizcapati wanted a picture with all the youtubers! So it's @adrianedwarddeck @bisante @officialbradlee @funforlouis @veeoneeye and my self(: 4w

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thechrisryan I love meeting you all!

I'll be on the next 4 stops of Warped Tour so if you are on the west coast I'll see you(: with @thennowalwaysco #warpedtour #loveyou #thennowalways #chulavista #next
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thechrisryan Hollywood Hangs from the other night.. #cali #life #happy 4w

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thechrisryan Hanging with my friends @veeoneeye @jigsaw_johnny on Warped Tour(: 1mon

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thechrisryan If only the look in my eyes could paint the night sky 1mon

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thechrisryan Birthday selfie... 18 years old now, woop dee doo 1mon

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thechrisryan I turn 18 less than 2 hours and life has been really stressing me out lately. I just feel like I'm not ready, I have no clue as to where I'm going in life or what I'm doing, I just don't know anymore. I feel like I've become distant from the ones I love and the ones who say they love me. I seem like I'm completely fine and okay to everyone but really I'm not. I feel so alone and left out and just not here anymore. I hate living where I am now, I honestly have no one here, I don't do anything, I usually never leave my house and I just hate it all. And it's not like it just started happening I've been feeling like this for several months and pretty much my whole life but I just never expressed it out loud or let someone know what I am going through. I don't know how much more I can take, my thoughts are changing my mind is always racing and I find my self constantly overthinking anything and everything. I don't sleep at night because I don't feel alright, I usually don't sleep at all and if I do it's for a few hours during the day either way this isn't the way I want to be living, constantly feeling like I'm wasting each and every single day away. People try and help me but I just end up pushing them away, what is wrong with me. Why am I like this, Why can't I change my self or save my self, I should seek for help but I am scared and lost and alone, I am no longer okay. 1mon
  •   watchmeburn13 When you've been hurt, you push. Can't change a lot, just your perspective. Which is so hard @thechrisryan 4w
  •   obeyjezzie_ STAY STRONG AND LET ZE TRAIN CHUG ON 4w
  •   marisalynnn You are a baby:O 3w
  •   sandra_massoud you're not alone. I have a similar problem and it's ok. not everyone has to be ok because that's just life, but I promise sometime in the future this will all fade away like nothing happened and you'll be ok. sometimes you can't get help for this kind of stuff because no one can tell you how to feel the way you do but if you feel like you do need help. you need to get it. I've been your fan on YouNow for a while and I just found your Instagram so sorry for being late but I'm here to help. I know it's hard right now. I mean it is for most of us but you just have to know that it will end up being ok. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, or this week or this month. but in the end. you'll look back at this time in your life and be happy you made it though the way you did because look... you have the best fans in the world to help you and we will if you need it. we will be your therapists or whatever you want us to be because we care about you. I love you And stay strong my twitter is @/SandraMassoud if you want to DM me for anything or you can DM me on here if you ever need to talk. I know I just seem like a fan but I will help you if you let me because I care about you and I'm sure all your fans do (: @thechrisryan 2w
  •   __iamalone__ Do what makes you happy. Don't give up your dreams. Because if you do you will end up even more unhappy. Smile. Laugh. Cry. But always remember that without failure you could not succeed 2w
  •   _codyhaug Went through same exact shit last month when I turned 18 1w

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