theautspot90 I'm having one of those nights...where everything gets to you. Where you feel weak, and lonely. A little bit sad, and a little bit heart broken and you just wish everything could be fixed. As it's almost 1am...all I can think about is my past, and grief just overwhelms my body. I think we all have break downs like this at times...where you're frustrated, and hurt, and confused with your purpose. I think the most important part of this quote is NEVER settling for anything less than what you deserve. And it's a lesson I am learning each day, with mistakes, with the risks I take with opening my self to others (which I am absolutely terrified to do so), you don't just settle for someone or something because you feel it's all you can "have". Taking risks help you see the potential and good you have in yourself; and to see the beauty in yourself. My heart struggles because I am in love with the thought of love...and more-so, the love I have not been able to share or receive. I know eventually, someone truly special will open his heart (whoever this man will be) and show me the way that I should be treated...because I took the risk, because I never settled, and more-so, because he has fallen in love with me. #inspiration #strength #hope #truth 7h

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theautspot90 For real though. We are breaking up...for forever. #newstart #irun #workingout #doitjune #hardwork #fitbit #goodbyefatjeans #letsdothis 11h

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theautspot90 June has started, which means a new month, new goals, new life! Although I didn't get ALL green, I'm glad I hit some. More to work towards tomorrow. The rain in Vermont has been putting a little damper on things (like wanting to be outside)...but NO EXCUSES! LET'S KICK JUNES BUTT! #fitbit #fitbitfamily #fitbitfam #hardwork #doitjune #newstart #workingout #run #irun 1d

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theautspot90 Today is Monday. The start of a new week. The start of whatever you make it! It is also a start of a new month. I am making big changes that will in turn, help my happiness! #trusttheprocess #kickbutt #happy #fitbit #fitbitfamily #gettingthatgreen #run #findpeace LET'S DO THIS! 2d

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theautspot90 I think THIS is a very important thing to focus in on when you are struggling. My weight has ALWAYS been an issue, and I can even recall back in high school when I had weight issues as well, opposite of what I have now. It's a struggle. I have been having a tough week with my weight and eating healthy this entire week...STRUGGLE CITY. Today, I didn't want to workout...like, at all...I skipped my weigh in cause I knew that I would be disappointed in myself, but I focused in on the present moment and reminded myself of my goals. I ended up walking for well over 50 minutes and meeting over my 10,000 steps-a-day goal with my FitBit. There are going to be days where it's tough (or even tough weeks as of current)...but the process starts with goals and reminding yourself that YOU CAN DO THIS! #gettingfit #hardwork #bestrong #vermont #fitbit #gettingthatgreen #happy #progression #kickbutt #strugglecity #youarebeautiful #trusttheprocess 4d
  •   jgregory825 Love your page! It's so positive! I am looking to connect with more people like you to follow. Are you in a fitness group on FB? I would love for you to join me. It's a positive, private group. I know others will benefit from you! My FB link is in my bio. 1d
  •   theautspot90 @jgregory825 Thank you for the love & support! I am definitely trying to view this weight loss experience as a "loving" experience with lots of hope and positivity! I will definitely check out your Facebook page. 22h
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theautspot90 I've been struggling. Focus has been off. Life has been off. My goals have been off...and it all just kind of hit me like a big truck today. I think we ALL have days like today, where you feel so unmotivated but you need to be motivated...you wish things where easier, but they aren't. You envy, you cry, you fall down...but you always pick yourself up because tomorrow is a NEW DAY...and we all can take control of our lives if we choose to. You have to WANT IT.
#inspiration #empowerment #weightloss #hard #tired #vermont #bestrong #hardwork #gettingfit
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theautspot90 27 days till my 2 week vacation! 2 weeks you may ask? I have not taken a vacation from my job in over 6 years! My dedication has always come first...but I thought it was time to put myself first with everything I have been dealing with. So I'm packing my bags, going on a long vacation ME, spending the time in the sun, in the ocean, and having a good/worry free time! #excited #vacation #vermont #Maine #roadtrip #ocean #oceanvibes #happy 2w

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theautspot90 Um...how about no Vermont ok----> I'm freezing. Remember in this cold weather to not only keep yourself, family, and friends safe but your animals too! Bring them inside and let them snuggle with you. This weather is too dangerous to not be cautious on all levels, humans and pets the same! #Vermont #freezing #belowzero #cold #petsinsideplease #safety #greenmountainstate 5mon

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  •   theautspot90 I know!! He did such a good job! 6mon
  •   theautspot90 Look at his wittle hat lol 6mon
  •   fefraga10 Faz um desse que eu te pago um Bk quando vc voltar pro Brasil Fe @benites_ 5mon
  •   benites_ Eu ia fazer mas n tinha luva, e nem uma cenoura kkkkkkk próxima vez eu faço ctz e vou cobrar esse bk dps pq o daqui é mt ruim @fefraga10 5mon

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theautspot90 If I could live at Starbucks, I would. #Starbucks #ChaiLatte #Pumpkinbread #Vermont #worldsbestcoffee 9mon

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