tashisdead The promises I make to you today are no different than what has gone unsaid for the past 9 years. My loyalty will stay rock solid; my love will stay unconditional and my support will always be 100%. I have seen the best and the worst of you, and I choose to have you both; I promise to unconditionally love all forms of you and that there will never be a day where you question my love.
Jay, you are my partner; my lover; my best friend; my rock; and together with Hunter, my heart, my soul and my universe. 
With every fibre of my being, I am yours.
#vows #love #soppy #weddingspam
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tashisdead So proud of my little mate. He absolutely killed his best man speech 19h

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tashisdead More wedding spam! I just have way too many gorgeous photos to share!
This was the only request we had with our photographer, because family.
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tashisdead That look though!
Yes, we got ready together on the day. We didn't have any bridesmaids or groomsmen, we had each other, Hunter, family and close friends in the room getting ready with us. And it was perfect.
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tashisdead My awesome pal @lavintagepotato
surprised me with this gorgeous Dolores dress by @collectifclothing
Yes, that's right, A DRESS ROCKED UP ON MY DOORSTEP Aimee, you're so naughty but amazing at the same time
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tashisdead Thought I'd share my dress progress shots. It was amazing to see it progress from an idea, to a sketch, to watching it come alive with each fitting. The process took 11 months and I'm so glad I went through with it. There was no way I was going to find what I wanted, that fit my body shape without costing a small fortune.
My seamstress is so amazingly talented @theressa_designs #bespokeweddingdress #blackweddingdress #couture #coutureweddingdress
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  •   immy_to_be Hahah some people just bring the mad out in me! Hahah 7d
  •   rachelemily_xo I love it and you look amazing :)! 7d
  •   lozcole14 I love your dress its absolutely stunning! #hatersgonnahate #bitchesgonnabitch. 7d
  •   sammichips Holy crap guys, Tash you look absolutely stunning that dress its amazing and good for you for having friends that have your back but jeeeeeezuz I think people need to calm down! @hanaageorgiaa and Becky didnt say anything specifically nasty or mean, Tash asked if anything was funny and before they could reply suddenly everyone is calling them bitches and WHORES and attacking their looks? Even if they WERE being mean about the dress, wouldnt you rather take the high road rather than dropping ten levels lower with thise sort of comments? 7d
  •   sammichips I think everyone should delete their horrible comments so that the original purpose.of this post can be appreciated. 7d
  •   jameighkop @hanaageorgiaa i bet your fiancée is thrilled he's marrying such a catch! who doesn't dream of spending the rest of their life with a woman who makes jokes with her mates at the expense of an absolute stranger on instagram? real fuckin classy you can delete your comments but everyone still knows you act like a 13 year old, unlucky @tashisdead your dress is fab and so are you, keep slaying 7d
  •   sammichips @jameighkop Hana actually replied again explaining that she commented tagging her friend because she herself actually wants to wear a black dress to her wedding and they had just been talking about it. She wasnt trying to be nasty at all. She likes Tash's dress. I think theres well and truly enough nasty stuff posted here now and everyone can give it a rest hey. 7d
  •   missashleyrose_ You're a goddess 7d

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tashisdead It seems everyone loves my dress as much as I do!
I'm so glad I decided to get a bespoke dress and veil, it fits me and my style perfectly
And watching my creation come to life before my eyes at every dress fitting, made the process so exciting. Highly recommend going custom for anyone throwing the idea around
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tashisdead This has taken a lot of lady balls to post. But you know what?! #effyourbeautystandards !!!! People may make assumptions about me, the way I dress, the way I carry myself... but let me tell you my story:
I have struggled almost my whole life with poor self image, it was a lot worse growing up; it started very young in my preteens and affected everything I saw in the mirror, not just my body. It's only been in my adult years where I've truly started to accept me for me, and with the support (and beautiful, encouraging words) of my amazing hubby. What's funny is that I'm now more comfortable with myself at my largest at 30 years old and 100kgs and a size 16-18, than I was around 6-8 years ago when I was 59kgs and a tiny size 6-8. I really wish I could go back and slap myself when I first thought I was "fat". Yes, I have PCOS.
Yes, I battle depression.
Yes, I'm an emotional eater.
Yes, all this affects my moods, energy levels and the way my body doesn't like to shift fat. I've also been quite sick on and off for the past 7-8 months (which I'm getting tests for to find out what's actually wrong), but this has sadly put a halt on the bootcamp training we were doing 4-5 nights a week.
But that's OK, it does NOT affect my worth and I will keep up the fight. Of course, today, I still have days where I struggle, but every day I'm a little more free than I was the day before.
The number on the scale does NOT define me. #bodypositive #dontjudgeabook #bodylove 'Simple bra harness' by the beautiful gals at @unluckylingerie
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  •   makeupcurves Wow 2w
  •   crae2115 I think you look amazing ! Confidence is all I see! 2w
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  •   _seashelley_ Good for you and your lady balls! You look stunning, amazing, fantastic! But most of all you're inspiring 2w
  •   rox_la I know you know how much I think you are one of the hottest babes out...because you are...like...my goodness you are glorious and gorgeous!! 5d
  •   tashisdead @rox_la Holy cow, how did I not see this sooner?!!? Ahh you're so fucking sweet right back at you 1d
  •   xcupcake_babydollx I wish i had your confidence you are absolutely gorgeous!! 11h

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tashisdead Candid shots during the speeches 2w

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