samxcarr Life is so amazing. The day I admit myself to rehabilitation to fix my PTSD from my accident this is my horoscope. The stars know what I'm going thru. But I got this... Don't worry about me. 😇 #sendmeloveandsupport #thatsallineed 15h
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samxcarr Hmu if you want to support me or not and then maybe I'll get your number. If not then fuck off. #ptsd #slowlydying #ilobelife #justaspeedbump #illgetthrurhisbymyslef #imafuckingleo #illdoitallalone #allyoufakebitchesdidthistome #fuckoff 1d
  •   samxcarr For all that its worth... @lilbabybennett @primitive_mnd @xfun_sizex my cries for help have lead to this. Just wanted to let you guys now thanks for being good friends while it lasted and helping my PTSD form. It has built up from the accident and I finally got to be too much. Now I cannot even function. Pls google 14 things about PTSD and that'll help you understand. I can't sleep, drive, think, concentrate I cant so anything. Have a great day guys. 22h
  •   aye_booth Just know you're beautiful. 21h
  •   xfun_sizex I jus woke up but how do we get in contact besides here 21h
  •   xfun_sizex Text me or some shit 21h
  •   bennsanity Good luck!! 😇 17h
  •   daltonchills I wish you luck ! 11h
  •   samxcarr @aye_booth thank you so much!! 10h

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samxcarr Don't mind my socks but I had so much fun doing this at school yesterday!!! 😇 I'm gonna start doing avant-garde shoots like this, so stay tuned! I'm gonna be big one day !! I just got to get there people. #allalone #leopride #icandoitallbymyself #amiselfish #idgaf 3d

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samxcarr If it's important to you, you will find a way. If it's not, you will find an excuse. 3d

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samxcarr I actually am not anymore!!! The Bahamas changed me I swear, lol. I'm good now and am no longer "gonna lose my shit" because I am amazing!!! That's why. (I still think it's funny,lol.) 😇 #fuckem 4d

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samxcarr Had the most amazing birthday ever in the Bahamas. Going on a cruise w my mom & sister on my birthday was the best idea I've ever had. My mom is a recovered alcoholic so I wanted to get drunk so I knew off the bat I was gonna have to make friends. I learned so much, made so many new friends & after finding out I have a very low form of PTSD from my accident this was EXACTLY what I needed. I am so relieved because I saw everything in my life from a different outlook & what I learned (I already knew this) is I'm the shit. I'm the fucking shit and I will no longer let these bullshit experiences bring me down. I have a very big future & most of the people I use to be friends w have nothing going for them. In and out of jail, having babies when they can't even afford food for themselves. But its all okay!!! I'm amazing and I'm gonna do amazing things, so don't get in my way because you will not win. I will be the beauty in my life & so is my future. Have a good day Instagram. 😇 #ilovemylife #idontcareaboutanyoneelse #yes #iguess #imselfish #doicare #hellnooooo 5d
  •   kaylawheeldon #fuckyes best cruise ever girl. 5d
  •   greg_757 I tried calling you to say happy birthday. :/ it didn't work. 5d
  •   motherbiird Come over to my house and hang with me whwn you get home. 5d
  •   imbarton Did yours leave out of norfolk? 5d
  •   samxcarr @imbarton hell no I needed to get out of the state for me to have a good birthday. I left from flordia. @motherbiird I will hit you up when I'm home !! 5d
  •   imbarton Im leaving for the bahamas on a cruise in october. They only take payments for 2 spots. I still got an open spot :) 5d
  •   maery_perry Happy belated birthday gorgeous & Come ova this weekend if your home 4d
  •   samxcarr @maery_perry thank you!!! And otay I will!!! 4d

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samxcarr Here's a big fuck you for the past 20 years of my bullshit life (the last 14 years of bs). Happy birthday to me, treated myself because I know I need this. So this is to ALMOST every single one of you. A big fuck you. Fend for yourself. I'm doing me and I know some are mad... OK stay mad. Ima do me, and your gonna do whatever because I don't care, lol. (Rot in hell) 😇 I deep down inside love my life. I just need to get over these speed bumps and I'll finally be happy. May take months or even years (the past 5 have been the worse) so fuck you. #itsmybirthday #fuckyou #imsohappyrn #bahamas #FUCKVIRGINIABEACH #seriouslytho 1w

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samxcarr 10 hours later and I realize my nails match my black hole of a heart. #goingtothebahamas #fyou #mybdaysonsunday #sundayfunday 1w

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samxcarr Gage Turner I literally hate you w every ounce in my soul but you've turned into what you'd call a "brotherly-figure" yaknow since my actual brother is a fucking self-ish asshole. Yes, we tried to talk at first.. And just no, lol. This niggas now just one of my closest friends. Hey!! Guess what!!! That doesn't mean we're hooking up!!!! Some people don't know what real friends are, and they don't deserve it. @hazy_gage is a fucking dick, but I can also be a raging cunt! Symbiosis you people! I help him, he helps me. (What friends do.) Today was very unplanned and it ended at the Tattoo Convention, now he's got a tattoo to remind himself everyday to CUT THAT BITCH OFF. Cut just about everything off.... 2w

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samxcarr I'm pretty sure I'm not okay. Why was the wonderful person i use to be destroyed so carelessly, like it didnt even matter i was being drained of the life in me ? Be proud im level headed and dont let my horrible thoughts get to me. Excuse me while i try and find and rebuild myself again, so until then you won't hear from me. #butillbeokayeventually #bye 2w

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samxcarr Summer Alker is one of the realest I've had thepleasure of meeting. I love you to pluto and back. #moonrisesucked #butthisladydoesnt #shedabest 2w

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samxcarr Obsessed w my Jam Trance Mini i stumbled upon at Bed Bath & Beyond. didnt realize thats what Odesza was and thats what the speakers lights were for.... works perfectly. Im in love w Odesza. 3w

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samxcarr Meet this beautiful lady at the blu visuals tent. 😇 made my day before it got ruined.#moonrise2015 #808 3w

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samxcarr 8.08.15 during the Bassnecatar set someone saw me so lost (and prolly w mustard all over my back) and gave this to me and told me to read it later and here i am. I didn't get a guest list ticket like i planned so dropped 200 on a ticket. Lost 80 before we even left the hotel. Had the worst first day and lost my phone the second day oh and also another 80! But here i fucking am still smiling i guess, and im gonna be broke when i go to the Bahamas for my birthday. Lucky me, right ? Oh!! And i pissed off every single one of my friends because i was trying to make everyone happy 😇 #ilovetohatemylife #808 #bassnectar #moonrise2015 #stillsmiling #iguess 3w
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  •   _clementinee Haha that was from me! 3w
  •   samxcarr @_clementinee well thank you so much man 3w
  •   samxcarr @_clementinee had the worst time other than the nectar set. thank you emensly 3w
  •   _clementinee No need to thank! Hope it made you smile, try and keep your mind positive even through the bumpy parts, everything will start looking up soon! 3w

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samxcarr Uh... not a happy camper about this experience at all. I did not have a good time. To much bitching from everyone i was just trying to have fun but no, instead im lost for hours one day. Someone squirted mustard all over my bag my clothes and me and everyone else i was w during nectars set... oh and my phones gone?! Left it in the porta potty for ten minutes and it was gone. #fuckmylife #nectarwasdope #moonrisefestival 3w

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samxcarr My hair is beautiful no matter what color it is. No matter if I have it or not. Just not okay to fry it off which I take great care of my hair. I am a hair stylist so I love everything about my hair. Just not this time cus I messed up and didn't listen to my teachers who are teaching me.... I messed up, its fixable. God you people here on the east coast are so judgemental w everything you see. You don't like it don't comment on it, which everyone one gladly shoves there rude opinion into everything people post about. Of course this is going to happen so people on my instagram who aren't ready to watch my amazing transformation, my amazing mistakes fixed, & me turn into an amazing hairstylists making 6 figures in California. Than gladly unfollow. 😇 #fuckyou #imhappy #cantwaittobehome #hrvhairartistry #motivation #dreamscomingtrue #hairstylist #olaplex #wella #blondor #pravana #guytang #phildoeshair #luiciedoughty #paulmitchelle #imgonnaproveemallwrong 3w

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