rinduyusticia 『 one of the hardest things to do in life is letting go of what you thought was real 』 1w

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rinduyusticia expecting 1mon

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rinduyusticia [ i feel like i'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen ] 2mon

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rinduyusticia [ for some, the waiting never ended ] 3mon

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rinduyusticia the gurlz 3mon

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rinduyusticia mommy 4mon

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rinduyusticia [my feelings are too loud for words and too shy for the world] 5mon
  •   deyarach14 Ndu kuliah dimana? Apakabar? 5mon
  •   rinduyusticia alhamdulillah baik dee, di trisakti nih. lo dmn? @meirissya 5mon
  •   aullyap9 ada pelangi dimatamuuiiuu 5mon
  •   rinduyusticia aku maunya km yg ada dimataku tun:( @aullyap9 5mon
  •   deyarach14 jurusanapa ndu? gue kerja hehe :D bts ikut ga nikahan anak bu nur? ka nisa 5mon
  •   rinduyusticia hukum de hehe. gatauu; line lo apaa? @meirissya 5mon
  •   deyarach14 bagus tuh hukum, octa disitu jg kan. gue ga ada line ndu oh ya gue diundang soalnya suruh bu nur ajak temen gt 5mon

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rinduyusticia hbd! 6mon

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rinduyusticia [ this is why i love being a fangirl. an idols can make us close to each other for a long time even though i just spent a day or two days with them ] 6mon

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rinduyusticia chu 6mon

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rinduyusticia it's been 3 years and 4 months since i'm in this Fanmily;
it's been 2 years since i met them;
it's been 4 months since they promised us something.

i know we have to wait them patiently and support each members, because they still need us and some of us still need them too.
but tbh, i'm afraid that i couldn't wait that patiently.
my feelings for them are slowly fading away, and someday it will come to an end, the end when i don't have any feelings for them anymore, and i'll put down their posters, packing all of their merchandise, and saying goodbye to them for the very last time and crying ofc.
and i know someday i'll leave this fangirl life and i can't imagine it now.
i wish my feelings for them will last longer, or maybe forever.
i still remember when i watched/heard All Time Low for the very first time, and i fell in love with Jay.
i used to talk about you everyday when i'm in highschool, and some of my friends didn't like me because i keep talking about you, but i'm okay with that, i don't even care.

and you think being a fangirl/fanboy is easy? no, it's not that easy, we get judged from other peoples on who we're loving.

they said, "with or without me baby you should be happy" but how can we happy when they suddenly left us.
they said, "hold on, hold on, i'll be there soon" yeah soon....
they said, "i promise you as long as you're with me, there'll never be a heartbreak story" but they broke their promises, and this is the heartbreak story.
and lastly, "this is not gonna last forever, it's a time where you must hold on"

so, i just want to thank you for the memories that you've given, i still can't forget it. because, when i took a picture with you;when you hug me;when you kissed my cheek;and have a little conversation at the airport, it was the best day of my life. sadly, i lost all of the photos when i met the Fanmily at the airport& at the concert.
there are many things that i want to say to them, but i don't know how and words like this don't come with ease.

forever and always, thank you boys.
this is not a good bye, we'll see you soon.
please keep your promises, and don't let us down.
i miss you and i love you.
"somedays stay gold, forever"
7mon

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rinduyusticia [140906] not the best view but finally i've met them :') thankyou for last night even though it was raining and almost getting really heavy. hope i can meet all of you again!! 엑소 사랑하자, 화이팅!! #엑소 8mon
  •   aullyap9 Gangsamida saranghae saengil cukida cmcukimaaay cuangko 3mon

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rinduyusticia the sadness you can't see; the sadness you don't know. 9mon

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rinduyusticia don't you wish you could take a single childhood memory and blow it up into a bubble and live inside it forever? 9mon

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rinduyusticia happy 24th birthday jay mcguiness, ily. 9mon

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rinduyusticia "out of all the bands in the world, we're so lucky that you chose this band. any other band wishes they had fans as amazing as you, we love you so much. you've made all of our dreams come true more than we could imagine. this isn't up to us, we don't want to leave either. we're gonna do our very best to come back and do it all again. we'll see you soon, we promise" -the wanted 11mon
  •   aullyap9 "Mas tolong dong jangan muji saya cantik terus" ; *the wanted* "iya kanjeng mamih" 3mon

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