raynebrook "I know that right now the only way you have for feeling like you’re still alive is pushing a blade into your skin. Throw the blades away. Throw them all away." 4d

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raynebrook smiles come naturally with this group #thankfultohavethem #favourites 6d

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raynebrook "It turns out words can physically hurt. They can leave you clutching at your chest and shaking. They can leave you empty. They can twist around your body and cut off your blood circulation. I learned that when you told me you didn’t love me anymore." 2w

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raynebrook “You got to stop dancing with death, darling, because one of these days he’s not going to let you fucking go.” 4w

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raynebrook "I don't care how many libraries there are in the world I still search for you when I can't find the right synonym for beautiful when other men touch me" 1mon

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raynebrook “I think when you’re 16 you don’t expect it to hurt as much as it does but your skin is bruised and your mother wants to yell at you but your blank stare just makes her eyes tear up and you’re not supposed to see your mother cry and you’ll try destroying yourself and you’ll run away without ever leaving your room and you let him fuck you up and you haven’t cried in 23 days even though you’re always crying maybe it’s just your bones breaking again and you’re bleeding again and everyone thinks you’re mysterious because your mouth is sewn shut but you’re just so fucking quiet because you can hardly open your eyes, forget about your mouth, and the worst part about it is that you don’t die, you just visit your grave every time you’re drunk. you’re always so goddamn drunk.” 2mon

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raynebrook "I’m never gonna wait that extra twenty minutes to text you back, and I’m never gonna play hard to get when I know your life has been hard enough already. It’s hard to watch the game we make of love, like everyone’s playing checkers with their scars, saying checkmate whenever they get out without a broken heart. Just to be clear I don’t want to get out without a broken heart. I intend to leave this life so shattered there’s gonna have to be a thousand separate heavens for all of my flying parts.” 2mon

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raynebrook so much love for the bae & last night 2mon

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raynebrook I found this little guy at the potholes and thought he was too cute btw if you ever want to make me fall in love with you just take me there and it will happen I promise 2mon

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raynebrook #wcw goes to the bae 3mon

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raynebrook You're just like the rest of those girls, they're all death by diamonds and pearls 5mon

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raynebrook “There are a few things in life so beautiful they hurt: swimming in the ocean while it rains, reading alone in empty libraries, the sea of stars that appear when you’re miles away from the neon lights of the city, bars after 2am, walking in the wilderness, all the phases of the moon, the things we do not know about the universe, and you.” 6mon

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raynebrook "I can't shake the feeling of you off of me and I can't explain how much I miss the real thing" 7mon

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raynebrook life goals 7mon

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raynebrook But seven months later you come home shaking, followed by a trail of blood and teardrops, and your happiness is leaking out of you into a puddle on the floor and you’re down on your knees trying to shove it all back into your chest while you scream..I still miss you so much 8mon

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raynebrook "I wasn't mad, I was confused... everyone was talking, talking, talking at me and I couldn't understand a word they were saying, and then their voices became a blur and soon I couldn't even recognize their faces; they were like these blobs and they started to grow fangs and their eyes became green and I knew I had to run away." 10mon

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raynebrook I became a lifeline to black eyes and broken lungs, I'm sorry I never know if it's 6 am or 6 pm 11mon

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