raisecain S and I are doing our first performance next month at the continuous 56-hour School of Making Thinking conference in Montreal 6-8 may. It's a 24 hour durational performance but we'll see how long we can last. #motherartist #spotthedeleuze #whencanisleep http://stmconference.com 3d

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raisecain My friend L drew me when I was two bodies in one body http://www.cylinderfour.co.uk/ 1w

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raisecain The practice of everyday life — walking standing crying reading with baby (sleeping) on my chest #fromwhereistand 1w
  •   katanacious I love this book. It makes my brain all happy, excited and eager to write. 1w
  •   marlainaread Love that book. I want to know more like it. 1w

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raisecain Family portrait. As out of focus as me these days. 2w

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raisecain High school notebook. At least I never spelled it "masterbate" like the other kids. 3w

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raisecain #wip m/otherhood series • experiments in outside inside 4w

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raisecain Spring is coming. 1mon
  •   butterscotchclements I love this as a metaphor for two hearts or pieces joined to create something. Like you, Jason, and child. ️ Hope you've managed to start sleeping more... 1mon

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raisecain Prints for the baby's room ️LB 1mon

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raisecain Caught with Clarice. 1mon

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raisecain The practice of everyday life, 2016 1mon

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raisecain I wrote some stuff for ~Hashtag Publics~ (2015) search my name on academia.edu / thx to @momma2maxh @jaclyn_t @_chemiko_ and other anonymous women xx 1mon
  •   raisecain @jetudier I had a feeling that was him. But I didn't know he had a teaching gig here ! 1mon
  •   jetudier @raisecain :) maybe he is adjunct ing or lecturer .. seems to be in most bios. either way he & Sundus are pretty amazing! 1mon
  •   momma2maxh It's amazing. You did such a wonderful job. So proud to be a part of this! Thank you 4w
  •   yeoldehouse Interesting to piece together the workings of all theses connections being made everyday, and to know you're not alone...Congratulations. 6d

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raisecain ️ omg I have a child, what is this even idk 2mon
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  •   guystevos Sooo cuuuute! 4w
  •   yeoldehouse An even bigger congratulations! Difficult to believe isn't it .. the most amazing gift ... and the responsibility. From what I gather you'll be super momma x 6d

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raisecain 0=0 performing all the music to love at #JungleSyndicate in Bristol, UK tomorrow 2mon

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raisecain My dream girl Paloma came to visit S with her mom @they_called_me_vilde_chaya 2mon

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raisecain Two days of cluster feeding so far & gas & unyielding rashes & no more than 1-2 hour cat naps since birth with this little human / how the body handles sleep deprivation with a newborn is a magical mystery / S is going to be six weeks on Monday & it's getting better. That is: I'm learning how to cope better. I also know everything can change in an instant. Thanks to j , law&order:svu, my doula @ekgipson & all my (mother) friends who have reached out words of encouragement when I was desperate & confused. I am so grateful. // yes that is a hickey on my breast because S is a sucking machine. #nofilter #motherhood #myeveryday #motherartist 2mon
  •   karakon_studio How come are you so glowing inside out sleep deprived? Must be the oxitocin shooting in your head 2mon
  •   helen_a_ @raisecain have you tried seeing a chiropractor for the gas? Help my little guy ASAP, haven't had an issue with it since we went and got him adjusted. It's super safe and it's fantastic, totally changed my little guys mood. SVU is my fave :) 1mon

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raisecain #wip m/otherhood series • experiments in outside inside • 2mon
  •   abbeyroad67 You're so inspiring. 2mon
  •   karakon_studio I'm curious about this series 2mon
  •   raisecain @karakon_studio in brief: I take short walks every day or try to every day for a few minutes and it's usually the same path / the rest is spent at home / trying to make sense of these two limited environments 2mon
  •   karakon_studio It's a crazy place you are in now. Challenging. Revolting. It will not last forever. 2mon

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raisecain M/otherhood series 2016 / #wip #feministmoms #foundnotfound 2mon

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raisecain S/o if ur feeling this. h/t @fatsno13 3mon

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raisecain The geography of hope. // Aka I want I to love it but rn breastfeeding is fucking hard / your body turned into a 24/7 survival machine for another human is hard / it's exhausting and sometimes I wish I didn't have to do it / I see my baby thriving wanting my milk without restraint constantly and all I can do is yield / I still haven't figured our the interplay between my nipples always stimulated for pleasure to now stimulated for my child's survival / it's wonderful how some women love the bond and the act but I don't yet / I do however love expressing my milk with a pump / watching it move down the tube into the bottle / knowing the potential of my production 3mon
  •   benivulka freckles 2mon
  •   benivulka You don't have to love it. You don't have to anything, it's your own experience and you're doing it your way and if that means you're going to dislike it until the day you stop breastfeeding that's fine too. The pressure on new mothers is so damaging imo, spoken as an outsider tho so I don't really know what it's like. 2mon
  •   sarahelainecurtis I hated and dreaded it for the first two months. It was so painful and I felt trapped and "stuck" and like my identity as an individual had evaporated. My husband would find me kneeling on the bed sobbing holding our baby saying "I can't do it" (I also had a broken tailbone from the birth and couldn't even sit). It's only now, over three months in that I love it. She is less needy, it takes less time, it's no longer thankless somehow. I'm the only one who can do it and there is power in that for me. 2mon
  •   lauraflorapora @raisecain it got so much easier and I stopped overthinking it which was part of the problem. Plus I'm lazy and can't be arsed faffing with sterilising bottles and making sure I've got stuff on me when out and about! 2mon

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