nateynukez momma always knows. // I've had my struggles with being vulnerable and truly allowing myself to dive in. Sometimes it's warranted and other times that barrier is up just because. Even after she sent this the previous situation ended in a manner that was reminiscent of why I'm the cautious man I am today (and they knew this albeit they probably didn't think about this when they did it). Still... I've entered this year realizing I need to let go and dive in. It's not going to be easy but I'm going to try. Her prayer wasnt just for my sake but for the sake of THE empress I will inevitably meet (if we haven't already). Her being my mother, even though we've never gone into depth about relationships, she knows my reservations. My prayer is that her prayer doesn't just stay with me but with everybody who has their hang ups and shortcomings they need to overcome. If you meet somebody who moves you... Who loves what you love... You see eye to eye spiritually. Dive. Let's work out all the other things as we go. Dig it? 3d

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nateynukez a mother's prayer. // Every new year I call my mom and we usher in the year with a prayer. Usually it's a prayer of thanks for the previous year filled with manifestations for the new year. This year she threw in something that caught me of guard and was pretty timely on top of it all. At the time I was in the midst of an interesting situationship (so to speak) that wasn't working out for an array of reason and while I was trying to figure things, her prayer caught me of guard and sunk in deep. It helped put things in perspective. That situation ended shortly after (not by my doing but I guess the universe knew what was good.) We never really talk about relationships and this prayer came out of the blue. Two days later I asked her to recap exactly what she prayed and this is what she said. (cont'd in next post). 3d

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nateynukez the lovely @theladydwan. // look forward to working with you! 3d

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nateynukez Last night at the @romangianarthur (who murdered it btw). My frat brother @mikethemixlogic. One of the most knowledgeable dudes I know when it comes to spirits. 3d

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nateynukez about last night. // grilled ginger wasabi chicken. 6d

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nateynukez loop. // because Saturday... 1w

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nateynukez IJS. While everybody is out in these streets trying to get boo'd up by next Sunday, I'll be over here waiting for candy prices to drop. The February 15th chocolate come up is real. 1w
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  •   kobaby92 My 14th is gonna be chilling on the couch with some peach moscato watching the return of the Walking Dead. 1w

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nateynukez schwarz ist beautiful. // 001. // @zeethestylist 1w

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nateynukez schwarz ist beautiful. // 001. // @zeethestylist 1w

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nateynukez I don't know when or why... But it's going to happen. Who's joining me? I'll make a special drink for the occasion. 1w

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nateynukez #tbt. // random shot somewhere around Georgetown. 1w

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nateynukez Yin Yin is more apropos lol. This year is revealing all kinds of truths personal and external and I just let out the biggest laugh when one was revealed out of sheer awe of all of it all. My gut has been faithfully giving me direction and the universe has reliably giving me confirmation for staying true to my gut. I wish I could expound on my revelation but social media isn't the place but if you feel in your soul something isn't right around you LISTEN! TRUST THAT INSTINCT! I don't care if I'm talking to one person right now... I know somebody needs to read this. You're second guessing yourself. Don't. Somebody is making a compelling case for you to step outside of yourself. F*** them. Trust yourself. Trust those instincts whispering/screaming at you. Your future and sanity will thank you later. 1w

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nateynukez #artfocuses2016. // I feel there's a lot of grey area with this but when I shoot things that are implicitly or explicitly sexual/sensual in concept my ultimate intention will be to glorify and uplift something about someone I see beauty in. Hopefully it'll be an growing experience for the both us and an empowering experience for the muse. I might not always align with this but I figure establishing some basic guidelines to focus within my art on doesn't hurt. I believe a few photogs out there could benefit from this as well. This is not to say the latter doesnt have it's place. I just don't want it to be the impetus of my art. 2w

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nateynukez I'd like to shoot with you. DM me. Tag somebody if you know they're into cosplay. 2w

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nateynukez [insert long ass caption about why I'm not rocking with certain behaviors and people for my own sake/sanity] 2w

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nateynukez sundays. 2w

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nateynukez Wish I Never Met Her Remix - Why Da F*** Did I Meet Her Bossa Nova Mix 2016? // reunited with my acoustic tonight. She still sounds good! 2w

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