merxe_mer i'm going out for a few days. i need this so bad. i need a rest of all of this shit, my life is a mess... 1d

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merxe_mer tonight is our night!!! 4d

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merxe_mer happy for my mom!! everything is going better, she's so strong. i need to be ok for her 5d

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merxe_mer i don't know how to do this anymore.. i don't know how to scape from this at all.. 6d

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merxe_mer and then.. i will survive 1w
  •   featcher89 Hola chica! Intento leer alguno q otro de tus comentarios pero no entiendo muy bien el motivo de tu delgadez, estas asi por algun tipo de mal trago en tu vida o simplemente porque piensas q es mejor y estas mas bonita? 1w
  •   oscargales Es cierto con lo guapa que eres estas adelgaz ando un huevo tia... 😮😕😯 1w
  •   fl0werzz_ Guapaaaa, but don't forget to take are. Love u 1w
  •   merxe_mer @sweet.recovery 1w
  •   merxe_mer @featcher89 es un cumulo d cosas 1w
  •   featcher89 @merxe_mer :/ vaya... Bueno, piensa que de todo se sale y que tu salud es importante... No la dejes de lado :) 1w

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merxe_mer everything's gonna be alright 1w
  •   michellevictorine I really want to see you to be win in life to live a long and healthy life and I believe you will!!! Please be strong and fight your battles ask for help if you need I don't know you but I care about you and I don't want to see you sad or unhappy. you're very beautiful!!!! 1w
  •   mariaphlores El problema es que si que le afecta... @blackhummersx y sino tiempo al tiempo 1w
  •   merxe_mer @michellevictorine you r so sweet!! i have looked for help, and my parents and my boyfriend are there for me and they r my biggest support. i'm trying to get out of all of this but it's going to be difficult, i have been here before and it's a long way to go after but i'll do it. i need to be stronger than this. thank u so much 1w
  •   merxe_mer @mariaphlores poco a poco.. la gente no lo va a entender.. estoy intentando hacer lo posible para seguir adelante y no caer del todo otra vez.. pero lleva tiempo 1w
  •   michellevictorine @merxe_mer that's good to hear sweetheart. I know very well that some times things can be hard and it's difficult to get back up but once you do you will do great things. It's ok to be where you are now as long as you learn from it, and you can help someone else who might be going though what you are. I know you will! Big hugs to you and love be strong!!! 1w
  •   michellevictorine P.S By the way I LOVE your your tattoo designs maybe one day you can help me draw something 1w
  •   merxe_mer @michellevictorine thanks for all your words, it means a lot, really i'll help you to choose the perfect draw for your next tattoo 1w

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merxe_mer what now?? 2w

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merxe_mer i doing the worst thing in the world i know it's not ok but i'm not good enough and i doing the way i feel 2w

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merxe_mer ..
i hate to see your heart break
i hate to see your eyes get darker as they close
but I've been there before
2w

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merxe_mer I don't even know myself at all,
I thought I would be happy, but now,
The more I try to push it, I realise,
Gotta let go of control
3w

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merxe_mer i need it and i'll get it.. just waiting 3w
  •   to_be_skinny_soon I love your account!3w
  •   merxe_mer @to_be_skinny_soon awww thank u!! you r so sweet 3w
  •   littlehobo2011 Tbh, you don't know me. I live in Ireland. I followed a link and found you -a Stunningly Beautiful Lady!! You have fabulous dress-sense. Your hair is glorious, shiny and longgg. Your eyes are Sparkling Lights to your Being, and your figure and legs are Amazjng !!! I would love to be able to meet you sometime in the near and distant future. We all have "battles of the mind and body" at some stage of our lives. My present battle is chronic back pain from a form of Spina Bifida, Spina Bifida Occulta, as well as the resulting Depression of having gone from being a fit and sporting young man to being like a doddery old man in action, in 7-8 short years!!! All my choice now is pain management, BUT living my life to the fullest as much as possible. Yes, you have your battles too... You have admitted that to yourself and others. You are getting therapy too. CONGRATULATIONS!! You WILL get to your goal. It wont, as you say happen in a day, but, little by little you win WIN . The World is Your Oyster.... Whether you need a natter, to shout, cry, or laugh, I am here 24/7 to listen or to be yelled at!!. Ok?. Take care of yourself please . I look forward to hopefully meeting in the future xx Peter (I have Kik if/when you ever need that natter) xxx @merxe_mer 3w
  •   petell00 Kik me if u want a shoutout 2w
  •   s.kinni So perfect 2w
  •   merxe_mer @s.ocietyy thank u but i'm not 2w
  •   s.kinni I really are 2w
  •   s.kinni You* 2w

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merxe_mer my arm still hurts but worth it 3w

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merxe_mer new tattoo 3w

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merxe_mer 😴 4w

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merxe_mer fat arm but.. 4w

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merxe_mer i love the way you look at me, you r my world you r my everything and i love you more day by day 4w

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merxe_mer i'm loosing more people day by day.. i'm feeling alone every fucking day of my life.. i need to get out of this and take care of my mother, she's who needs me more right now. 4w

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merxe_mer i know it's hard to see how a person is destroying her self day by day.. i'm trying to recover but it's really hard it's not possible for me to be one entire day ok or try to smile everyday for other people to think that i'm allright. i'm not fine i'm fucking sick and tired of everything and i'm being here so many times before. i know this is not ok i know that what i need and please don't tell me that i need to eat cause i'm not starving myself i'm healthy but my head isn't right at this moment. i'm on therapy and i have some support but it's not enough and i don't know how to get out of this.. i'm feeling weak everyday i'm throwing my life away and it is fucking hard to survive day by day.. 1mon
  •   e_alvarado_88 @merxe_mer i do care about you 1mon
  •   mario_madrid_2000 Te* 1mon
  •   mario_madrid_2000 Y estas muy buena 1mon
  •   alienondespair Esta claro que curarse no se hace en un dia ni en dos, no nos conocemos pero te sigo en insta y tengo la impresión que eres bastante fuerte, tu tienes la capacidad de hacer lo que te propongas, el ser humano puede ser muy grande. Mejor dar pasos pequeños que grandes donde puedes retroceder mas rápido, a veces vale mejor tomarselo con calma, sobretodo para este tipo de cosas. Te deseo mucha suerte, y estoy segura que te va a ir bien, TÚ PUEDES :) 1mon
  •   merxe_mer @alienondespair muchas gracias guapa de verdad gracias 4w
  •   ikacey ill hold you 4w
  •   beauties__model Style! 2d

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merxe_mer i don't mind.. 1mon
  •   mariaphlores Demasiado basto cariño... 1mon
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  •   moofockwayy Omfg 1mon
  •   fl0werzz_ Sweetie, take care, look for some help pleeeeeease :( 1mon
  •   kuinimo somos mucha gente los que queremos que estés bien ... 1mon
  •   monacamino Me gusta kuinimo...toda la razón. ..mechi siempre has podido 1mon
  •   wh0_.cares_ eres muy bonita y flaquita4w
  •   _andre_tattoo I love the way your beautiful ribs stick out :) lovely 1d

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merxe_mer good morning! i can't sleep.. i'm tired but i can't sleep and it's annoying 1mon

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