mermaidsailor Get it together, Moe 2d

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mermaidsailor On my birthday, April 20, it will be 2 years and 7 months to the day I lost my poppy. It will be my third birthday without him and it never gets easier. Every single year for as long as I remember he would call me on my birthday (if he wasn't physically there) and sing me the same song and every year, I would love it. I would go through my day looking forward to that phone call and song. I don't get that anymore and it's hard. He's not here. People say I need to move on, this is life and I understand that he's gone and I'm glad he's not hurting anymore but nothing will ever change the pain I feel when I think about how he could still be here. My heart aches when I think of all the things he's missed. The day before I lost poppy, my baby brother was born. I can't even begin to tell you the absolute wreck of emotions I was during those first few months but I have Alex to thank for really pulling me through. He may have been a newborn not knowing how he was helping me but he was my magic. Anyway, this year has been particularly hard for reasons I won't air so I just wanted to let you know if I don't seem myself at the moment, I'm sorry, it will pass. I just need to process my emotions. #fromjadesheart 2w

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mermaidsailor I don't want to know who said what about who.
I want to know what makes you tick. I want to dive deep into your soul and talk about the things that keep you up at night and how to help you get through every day. I want to know all about your favourite music, books and food. I want to know about the weird little traits you have that you should never be self conscious about. I want to understand your worst heartbreak, your anxieties and let you know how loved you are. I want to know why your favourite place is your favourite and what smells take you back to an exact moment in time. I want to talk about your favourite movie scenes and even the ones you cannot stand. I want to talk with you about what you really want to do in your life, places you want to go and people you want to meet. Do you love the feeling of cold on your nose or do you love the warmth of the sun on your shoulders? I want to know what romance is to you and how you felt the last time your heart really truly fluttered and I want to talk about nothing at all in particular; I just want to talk with you. I want to really know you, not just know about you #fromjadesheart
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mermaidsailor Dream dream: even for a little while
Dream dream: filling up an idle hour
Fade away, radiate
#thesmashingpumpkins #blackandwhite
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mermaidsailor My hair has gone through hell lately. It's naturally curly (therefore naturally dry), it's bleached, I straighten it all the time and on top of that, I ended up deficient in iron and B12 so my hair started falling out and snapping off despite treating it well with products. I started on supplements and I've just stocked up on some new hair care from @hairjamm and @delorenzo_haircare to add to my arsenal come on Rapunzel locks cause I need to get these roots done baaaaad 🏼 #haircare #purehaircare #pink #aesthetic #hairjamm #delorenzo 1mon
  •   styledbytabatha Lol i probably didnt recognise you or i was at lunch! Keep up with these products and ill be seeing u soon hopefully :)) 1mon
  •   mermaidsailor @styledbytabatha you were at lunch ️ I def will! 1mon
  •   ssarah_elizabethh Delorenzo I will never go back. It has brought my hair back from the dead. 1mon
  •   mermaidsailor @ssarah_elizabethh I used to use it allll the time and loooooved it, I don't know why I'm always looking for something better haha 1mon

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mermaidsailor Can we just take a moment to admire these tones!? Oh my gosh I love and need them alllllll repost from @kojoandlee 1mon

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mermaidsailor I'm still dying in bed (not actually dying but y'know, real shit day 6 feels) so have this from a time I evidently didn't feel like a truck ran over my head 1mon

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mermaidsailor Hi my freaks I'm gonna be a bit quiet on here for a little while, I had my second tonsillectomy yesterday (wasn't done right the first time) so I'm in bed recovering from my surgery. Seems all has gone well this time with the actual surgery itself (didn't have a substitute surgeon this time!) but the recovery knocks me around a bit. I'll be back to annoy you all with my face and shit soon stay weird xx (beautiful flowers from my @grovesy.jpg ) 1mon

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mermaidsailor Currently watching #theglasshouse 2mon

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mermaidsailor Forever diggin' pank n orange #notsorry
I used @sugarpill dollipop, @inglot_australia number 60 (yellow) & number 51 (orange) #sugarpill #inglot #brighteyes #hoodedeyes #ilovemakeup #makeupaddict #makeupjunkie #theauroraeffect
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mermaidsailor Sooky pup #snapchat 2mon

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mermaidsailor Actually me. Oops 🏼 @grovesy.jpg 2mon

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mermaidsailor Looking sad 'cause I am ️ rather dramatic cut crease using @maccosmetics #purpletimesnine palette (poignant, satellite dreams and bon nuit) plus @sugarpill poison plum and kitten parade. #maccosmetics #sugarpill #dramaticcutcrease #makeup #ilovemakeup #makeupaddict #makeupjunkie #purpleeyes #purpleeyeshadow #wakeupandmakeup #eyes #hoodedeyes #theauroraeffect 2mon

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mermaidsailor alice 2mon

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