meetmayra #TBT to when I was skinny and had short hair. #dimples #lensflair #2010 2d

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meetmayra Back to our regularly scheduled programming 3d

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meetmayra Finally got outta bed with a purpose today. Mermaid hair status, check! #imback #nomoresadness 5d

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meetmayra I can't thank y'all enough for all your sweet comments. My heart is heavy. I miss my little old man so much, and I'm starting to realize that Thor does too. He's not being himself. He's more withdrawn and his nub isn't wagging as much, but maybe he's just sensing me. Anywho, I'm sorry for my absence, I miss y'all and hope all is well, can't wait to catch up and start peeking into y'all's lives again 2w
  •   luvlyjonezzy Hugs2w
  •   dannijaw OMG!!!!!! Hugs. I'm so sorry to hear about your little old man. 2w
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  •   fuzzywumpus Big hugs 2w
  •   natalipari It will get better.. I know it's hard to realize that now..but just always remember that your doggy would still want you to be happy, he was put on this earth to be with you. . And he did his job wonderfully by loving you and enjoying every minute of your presence! In doggy heaven he is still thinking of you and your family and the joy you all brought to his existence. .that thought alone can begin to help ease the pain 😟 sorry for the essay.. lol its just I have doggies too an cats.. animals are such a huge part of life! They bring us so much happiness and I know how it feels to loose them time heals all much love girl @meetmayra 2w
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  •   choc_o_late_attack Ugh, I'm sorry. I hate it when things like this happen. You feel so helpless. I hope you'll be ok. 2d
  •   meetmayra @choc_o_late_attack thank you. My heart is still healing, but I know the pain will fade. 2d

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meetmayra Yesterday I said goodbye to my best fur buddy of 14 years. Shane and I spent the morning cuddling and lounging in bed with him, rubbing on his belly and giving him orange cupcakes. That was followed by a nice warm bath, which he always loved. Then we went to see his Aunts Liliana and Mabel. Our first thought was to take him to the park and let him sun bathe, but the rain put a damper on that. Mabel then suggested Chick Fila. This was meant to be. I honestly couldn't remember the last time I saw him so excited to eat. Poor little guy ate so much his belly was the biggest part of him. Then one last walk. Kudos always loved his walks. Like a little king with his head held high trotting around like he owned the place, because in my world, he always did. At that point, I knew it was time to head to the clinic. He was sleepy and lethargic, but at 14 years old, most of his time was spent sleeping. We all sat in the room together, talking about different things. Reminiscing through memories with Kudos and life in general. Eventually the vet made her way in after speaking with a few other people at the office. She explained to us why he was suffering and what exactly he was going through, and knew we had made the decision to end his pain. Then, in what felt like an instant, my baby boy was asleep, and his heart stopped beating. It was as peaceful as I had prayed for it to be. Despite all of us being in tears, we all knew that he was no longer suffering and that we will see him again on the other side. I want to thank all of my family for being there with me. Loving him and loving me as we all went through it. My heart is aching, but I know I would ache a lot more without all of your love and support. If you have a pet, give them a little extra snuggle and a kiss for me tonight, and remember to love and appreciate every single second with them. RIP Kudos, I will love you always and forever, thank you for teaching me what unconditional love was about. I can't wait to see you again at the pearly gates. 3w
  •   lisvanha I must have liked this without reading it. I'm sorry... HUGSHUGS 2w
  •   jackibrinker Thinking of you , I remember spending time with this little cutie! 2w
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  •   crazy_bc_bitch I just cried reading that. 1d
  •   meetmayra @crazy_bc_bitch I still can't believe he's gone. My heart still aches, but I know it will heal. I just miss him. 1d
  •   crazy_bc_bitch I've been there. My heart aches for you. He had a wonderful life with you. 1d
  •   meetmayra @crazy_bc_bitch thank you ️ I'm grateful that it was a beautiful goodbye. 1d
  •   crazy_bc_bitch ♡ I think it was a very nice goodbye ♡ 1d

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meetmayra Valencia is my bestie #allthefilters 4w

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meetmayra If you look really closely you can see his eyes are bulging #drippinginswag #wigglebutt 4w

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meetmayra Key to happiness, smile less. 😐 4w

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meetmayra Wish me luck #deadbymorning 4w

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meetmayra This is the only picture that was taken at the Miley sing along with @mabel_htx and @rebel_leee. Well, there is video of @mabel_htx having a bear orgy, but I think she'd get mad if I posted it #justbeingmiley...I mean Mabel. #justbeingMabel. Actually, I have video of @rebel_leee twerking too come to think of it. Never mind, there was lots of photos videos taken, this is just the only one I'm allowed to post. 4w

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meetmayra I don't mess around when it comes to bruises #mybodyhatesme 1mon

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meetmayra I've been away from the water for too long. Rough week with this new project. The hours are making me delirious. Thank goodness for IG cause I can look at pictures like this to keep my sanity.

#Repost from @perrinjames1 with @repostapp --- Ascension dreaming #blackjacks #ocean #underwater #unreal #divetosurvive #freedive #spearfish #lastbreathfilm
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  •   meetmayra @boozerabuser me too I haven't seen the ocean in 10 days. Ugh. 1mon
  •   yesteves2012 @meetmayra babe what exactly do you do? 1mon
  •   meetmayra @yesteves2012 Shane and I own/operate a commercial security company. Access control, CCTV's, stuff like that. We contract through larger companies for different projects, so sometimes we have 10 different sites in 10 different cities and other times we have 120 sites where we can only work after hours, like the current one. We will never ever do one like this ever again, it's miserable. 1mon
  •   yesteves2012 Oohhhhhh that's why you travel a lot! I thought you guys were fishermen like Forest & Lt. Dan lol @meetmayra 1mon
  •   meetmayra @yesteves2012 OMG I wish!!! Dream job!!! We actual fantasize and talk about making it a career all the time. Just going from paradise to paradise catching game fish, and having sponsors back everything up. Le sigh. ️ Maybe one day we'll be good enough, but not today. Or tomorrow. Hah! But yes, that is why we travel a lot. We go where the work is. 1mon

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meetmayra I miss my sister. 14 more days until I can wrap my arms around her skinny ass @lilianaornelaski 1mon

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meetmayra Fancy Malibu fishing pier has rod holders I'm lucky to find a pier without a loose plank I can fall through 1mon

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meetmayra To those of you who saw me get post happy last night 😐 #lovethedeletebutton 1mon

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meetmayra OMG I love filters 1mon

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meetmayra Oh no big deal, just went to the Lady Gaga concert with @mabel_htx @deathwishdena and @realjohntole tonight 😎😎😎 #mylifedoesntsuck 1mon

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meetmayra But you already knew that 1mon

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