mattmears501 Nothing can clear your head like a night on the highway with your buddies.
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mattmears501 I would have never thought a year ago, that I could have made this happen so soon. 4mon

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mattmears501 Don't you ever apologize for the way you were born. No matter what part of the world you are from, what your sexual orientation may be, or what your sex is, you are not a problem, you are not in the way, you are not a burden, and while you may have your faults, you are not to blame for what other people like you do. Sharing your father's skin does not mean you share his sin. The past is behind us and it's time we all let go of that. Let go of your prejudice, let go of your hatred, let go of all the things drawing lines between you and your brothers and sisters of humanity. We all bleed the same blood, we all came from the same earth, and to that earth we shall return. Today, as you go on, I want you to challenge yourself. Call yourself out anytime you catch yourself thinking a hateful thought, but do not dwell on it. "Your first thought is was you have been trained to think, your second thought describes your character." 4mon

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mattmears501 “I keep believing that there is something more than this. I have hope for a better future, but I won't hold my breath. I can't help denying the thought that things will never change. I have hope for a better future, but I'll always be let down, so I'm done believing. This life, so slowly passing by, is simply a pointless glimpse of every one we love we're watching die. I stare into infinity, hoping for some kind of answer to set me free. There is a hell, within my own mind. I'm rotting on the surface, never dying on the inside.” I really miss my time in and with Generations. 5mon

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mattmears501 I really need more nights like this. 5mon
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mattmears501 These days, it's like no one appreciates the value of a hard day's work. 6mon

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mattmears501 I dreamt you desperate. Your toes, peering over the ledge, you knew what an effective noose the ground could be from way up here, and in this dream, I didn't know why I'd come to this rooftop or even where we were, only that I was destined to be there, for you. You were shouting something to me, but it sounded like you were underwater. "I can't understand, I can't understand, I can't understand." I yelled "stay" in every language that came to mind. I submerged myself in water and begged as loudly as I could. I couldn't tell if you could even hear me, but then, you stepped down, I squeezed you in my arms before your feet had time touch down beside mine and behind my tears I realized that I can always make a difference, but my mouth staying shut only says one thing; "jump." 6mon

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mattmears501 “Your nails bury into every crevice of my back, yours arches like the curve of a crescent moon. I sit, staring into the sky. You are my sun, my star, my altogether perfect thing, and I will spend my life, studying you. You, my celestial being, my shining light, you, laying in my bed. How lucky I am that you, chose me?” I haven't been writing enough lately and it's really bothering me. 6mon

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mattmears501 I find serenity from time to time in insignificance; in no one knowing my name or caring who I am. It feels good to be unrecognized. Free of all expectations, free of all the bars I'm constantly trying to reach, free. I feel like there is a constant weight on my back to be myself. Be opinionated, I tell myself, be outspoken, be proud of who and what you are, but it's not always that easy. Sometimes the most relaxing thing I can manage is to sit in a room of people that have never heard my name, and not say a word. If I don't get their hopes up, I can't exactly let them down. 6mon

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mattmears501 Cold weather always brings the most incredible skies. 7mon

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mattmears501 One member short tonight for the Gustafsson // Johnson fight. Miss you dude! @mitchelljreeves 7mon

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mattmears501 I believe in beauty. I believe in the ethereal perfection in every human body. I believe in a divine flawlessness in every person that has ever lived; and moreover, in everything. There is no flaw in a drop of water, or in any forest, or in your skin. There is nothing wrong with you, you are exactly as you are and there is nothing wrong with what you are. You are a child of the stars, you were birthed by the earth, you are akin to everything that has ever been. You are perfect, you are perfect, you are perfect. Do not accept anything but that truth, the truth that you are as you should be. Love you, for you, for what you are and stop hating what you are not and will never be. You are an eternity’s handiwork, and god damn did it take its time on you. 7mon

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mattmears501 Just want to let everyone know I'm alive and breathing! Life's going so well for me. Everything's changed or changing lately, but I can honestly say it's all been for the best. 8mon

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mattmears501 I want to watch you watch the sun go down, forever. 8mon

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mattmears501 I can't seem to get you off my mind, but I can't say I'm complaining, because thoughts of you are the best that I could have. 9mon

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mattmears501 There's nothing like having friends who spark your imagination and talk about subjects that force you to think, and even decide from time to time what you feel is right or wrong. I am so lucky to have the people in my life that I do. I love you, every one of you. 9mon

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mattmears501 You put every sunrise to shame. 9mon

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mattmears501 The sound of gunfire is nothing more than an echo of the savages we once were and will be again. 9mon

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mattmears501 The city, dressed in rain. 10mon

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mattmears501 I feel obligated to post something today, and I'm not sure why, but I thought this was an interesting picture.
Does God stay in the church, even when her pews are empty? When the music stops? When there is no one there to be saved?
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