mamamaya Dark running disaster. This happened tonight while I was running my ass off because sometimes I'm just so angry and running is the one thing that seems to help. I should have stopped as I fell so hard that I did a summersalt onto my left shoulder and I'm lucky I didn't crack open my head. I didn't stop. I didn't even check in with myself to see if I was really o.k. That little voice in my head went off and said, "You get back up. You don't have a choice. You get back up because Ronan will never be able to fall, hurt himself and get back up again. You get back up because you are alive, healthy, and lucky that you are able to do things like run in the dark, take a tumble and brush it off. You get back up for him." I finished the 2 miles that I had left and ran even harder and faster because that is what Ronan pushes me to do. He pushes me to try harder, to be braver, and to never, ever, ever give up. For as much as this life hurts without him, I am thankful for every second that I have on this planet and I do not intend to waste it on feeling sorry for myself. I will do great things with my pain, even when my pain hurts like a mother fucker. #ronan #fucancer #runningismytherapy #warwounds #assholeteddydidnotcometomyrescue #everythinghurtsnow 1h

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  •   bibblecornswift Awhh 2h
  •   kelleyeckert must ask... swimsuit or romper? either way, super adorable!! Where can one find such cuteness? @mamamaya 1h
  •   danialexis poppy will someday appreciate the fact that she has natural ombré hair. #jealous 1h
  •   jaxmama75 Where's Pearl been? We need to see some tore up from the floor up, Saturday night, Summertime, crazy Pearl :) 1h

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mamamaya Met when they were 3 and now this?! Where did the time go?? @karazma @quinn.thompson24 #ronan #fucancer #missthosecalisummers #boysrule #babes #luckymamas 2h
  •   karazma time just stands still and in other ways flies by... I think they were younger when we met! 2005? 2h
  •   tayismydaydream Awe 1h
  •   jjboehm All 3 are growing like weeds! I remember seeing pics of Donovan as a baby and that doesn't seem so long ago! What handsome young men you ladies have! They all seem like amazing people too. Good job mamas! @karazma @mamamaya 1h
  •   mamamaya @karazma 2??? Poppy's age? I can't even imagine them that little 1h

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  •   cm529 Very nice to meet you in person- sorry for being a bit of a nervous weirdo Happy hiking! 3d
  •   243papajim make sure Teddy Is wearing a seat belt when your traveling north. .. 2d
  •   mamamaya @243papajim Teddy doesn't believe in seatbelts. He takes after his Papa. 2d
  •   mamamaya @cm529 You made my night! Loved meeting you on my hike!! 2d
  •   julieswindle Love this pic <3 and I love asshole teddy lol I want a goldendoodle .. Maya some friends of mine from maui have friends from there in new York at this time with their Lil guy Trucker he has a Facebook page he's battling neroblastoma I'm sure if you know of anything that would help they would appriciate it he has a page called team trucker - trucker dukes supporters they are a long way from home ... Thanks for being a voice always thinking of your family missing poppy in this pic <3 2d
  •   hkdiaz @mamamaya please say a prayer for the family of Makinley Rain Morris. #fucancer 1d
  •   karazma He's Gynormous @mamamaya 13h

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mamamaya The way he protects her, watches over her, loves her, is just insane. She loves him so fiercely, sometimes plays way too roughly with him and he just takes it all. I have loved watching the way she has fallen in love with him and how he has become her best friend. Asshole Teddy truly is the best dog. #ronan #fucancer #hesonlyanassholesometimes #assholeteddy #puppyandpoppylove #goldendoodle #bestdogsever 5d

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mamamaya There are 8 billion reasons why I love this so. #ronan #fucancer #beautifulmoments #summertime #bestbigbrothers #missyouro 5d

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