magdalena_mae You let her love you
The warmest love you've ever felt.
Something so surreal,
So completely not human.
Only to realize
That this love comes at a price.

You will never know another love like it,
You will never love so deeply,
So impurely.
She distorts your perception
Of what most people think is love.

So warm, so rich
So completely euphoric.
But she loves so many,
Just as she loves you
So powerfully and mind-altering
....so euphoric.

You understand she has infinite love to give
And infinite life to take.
From any willing specimen

But this love comes at a price... You watch her seduction
As it sucks the souls of the living
A spiritual porno,
That you just can't ignore.

You let her love you,
Knowing that this love
Comes at the ultimate price
One by one you watch her
Kiss and suck, kiss and suck.

But still, you are committed
Because her love, that love ..
That euphoric intensity
Is just too amazing to leave.

You love her so powerfully,
This angel of death
She kills those that she kisses
And you are ready, willing, anticipating...
Her euphoric kiss of death.

#heroinkills #dontdoheroin #badnews #angelofdeath #poetry #freeverse #pain #drugsarebadmmk
3mon

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magdalena_mae 2/15/2015
what pulls me
What is my "thing"
Jack of all trades
Master of none.

How am I to reach the level
I know I am capable of
If I can't even pick a direction?

Spinning in circles
Just spinning, spinning
Dizzy but never nauseous
Spinning, spinning

Like a top that appears
To never want to stop.

Spinning and spinning
Forever and ever

Blurring the details around me
Straight horizontal lines
Of shades and light
Just spinning and spinning
Loving the feeling of motion
While the inside screams to be still.

#poem #freeverse #direction #spinning #selfie #me #thoughts #latenight #newmoon #needtowrite
3mon

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magdalena_mae I want to be what you desire,
ALL that you desire.
Your heart's reason for beating,
Your soul's reason for being.

But the further I realize
Just what I think I want from you
an unhealthy obsession
A crazy expression
Comes a self prescribed confession .

I love you
Means I'm crazy about you
And for once,
I just want to be sane in love.

So sanely in love with you
Your support and foundation,
Your soft landing

Not the walls that are crashing down
And not the fall.
While you come crashing down around me.
#poem #poetry #love #saneinlove #selfie #awomaninlove
3mon

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magdalena_mae Just watched this cool movie last night about eyes being the connection between reincarnated lives. Each eye is different, never replicated. It is one soul's window, carried through infinite lives. #iorigins #eye #hazel eyes #myeyes #watchingyou 4mon
  •   nabakesss I saw the beginning of that movie on an airplane and never got to finish it! Do you have it? 4mon
  •   magdalena_mae @nabakesss unfortunately no, I got it from a redbox. Such a good movie I cried like a baby 4mon
  •   nabakesss I only saw it up to the part where they went to the red farm and were just starting to figure out the computer program 4mon
  •   magdalena_mae @nabakesss yeah I had already cried a river by that point haha I'm a big baby when it comes to movies 4mon
  •   bibbo101 Phone broke need you to shoot me a text with your name so I can save it 4mon

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magdalena_mae Its a hard realization
That all of this
All that we work towards
All that we accomplish
All that we fail and endure
All that we destroy
All that we create...
It can all be "shut off"
Without any warning
Just a flip of a switch.
All of this beauty
All of this horror
Just OFF.
You are separated from it all
Taken against your will
So far that you can never hold it again.
To a place you can't quite remember
But feel familiar with all the same.
The life that you've led,
The people you've touched,
The food you consumed
The money you wasted
...
Separate.
In this dark light spotlight.
#poetry #freeverse #death #theend
7mon

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magdalena_mae #CarlSagan visited me in my dream the other night and informed me that he hardly knows anything about the universe. Which makes sense cuz WE hardly know anything as an entire species. I shoulda been an astrophysicist. #smartpeople #wastedbrain #astrophysics #dreams 8mon

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magdalena_mae Be offended. I dare you. 9mon

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  •   justincasetattoo Past* not passed. But I like it 9mon
  •   justincasetattoo Or did I spel it wrong? Ugh why am I being a grammar nazi I cant even spell 9mon
  •   magdalena_mae Hahahah @justincasetattoo it would usually be "past" but I gave it a double meaning because it's about dead people who have "passed" ;) tricky tricky. Leave the Nazi'ing to me. 9mon

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magdalena_mae Is #selfiesaturday a thing? If not, I'll just make it one for today. While I'm feeling #pretty. #Selfie #me #readytogo 9mon

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magdalena_mae ....and a lovely #lookingup from my short view up the ropes and masts of the oldest wooden whaling boat that still floats. I was in love with all of the lines! #mysticseaport #mystic #nautical #boats #ship #old #linear 9mon

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magdalena_mae Dream catcher #edit. Was at one time just two intersecting telephone wires, but then I made it mine #edit #sky #clouds #dreamcatcher 10mon

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magdalena_mae A cold day at the beach. #edit #beach #rocks #waves #ocean #coast #sky #kyoobik 10mon

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magdalena_mae Oufffffffff. 10mon

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magdalena_mae Mmmmmm Tommy Rogers Giles of Between the Buried and Me #mcm #mancrush #metal #btbam #betweentheburiedandme #musicians #Sagittarius #fuckingsexy 11mon

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magdalena_mae In the photo booth taking pictures with our phones. #MakeYourOwnRules #ClassyBitches #CantDoNormalFaces #metal #ralphsrockdiner #Selfie #gf 11mon

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magdalena_mae to no one in particular.... 11mon

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