lxz.q She said she wanted to get high, so he took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a twelve pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said Drink up. She said she wanted to shoot herself in the face, so he gave her a water gun and put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood, so he took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep so he had her watch a sad romantic movie before bed. She said she wanted to be alone, he gave her a name tag that said "My name is alone" she said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her always, He asked when he wasn't. 2d

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lxz.q Freckles will be the bane of my existence 3d

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lxz.q Ya girl dun diddly dyed her hair red AGAIN. 1w

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lxz.q Videos of scenery are my new obsession. 2w

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lxz.q He was always turning the lights on and off, opening and closing the door, counting as he went;
Thirty-six, thirty-seven, thirty-eight, thirty-nine, forty.
Eventually I had to tell him that if he kept closing the door, we'd have a whole bunch of house intruders before the night was through.
He responded by trying to kiss me once then ended up kissing me twenty-three times, then once more for an even twenty-four.
Then he had to redo two of them because "our mouths hadn't been quite aligned." Some nights I'd wake up with the moon soaking the bedsheets,
listening to the sound of him repeating the word "fuck" over and over;
he'd stubbed his toe on the bathroom doorway but couldn't stop swearing once he'd started.
I fell back asleep staring at my pillow until the floral pattern burned into my eyelids.
He apologizes the next day,
says the new medication makes him feel like shit all the time so he took himself off of it;
I responded that it probably makes him feel that way because it's working.
Two days later the ambulance arrives and takes him away; he'd accidentally cut one of his wrists with a steak knife while chopping carrots.
He couldn't just cut one wrist;
He had to have two.
2w

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  •   annaconda42 Thanks for your generous unblocking. 2w

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lxz.q I got tan this summer. 2w

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lxz.q 2w

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lxz.q Do not fall in love with people like me.
I will take you to museums,
parks, and monuments.
I'll kiss you in every beautiful place,
so that you can never go back to them
without tasting me like blood in your mouth.
I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible.
And when I leave,
you will finally understand
why storms are named after people.
2w

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lxz.q I want you.
I want your sleep confused look when you wake up. I want to be the warmth the fills the space in your bed. I want to be the sheets your fingers crave at night; the blankets that wraps around you all night. I want to drink tea with you, share some records we find. I want to talk about everything in the world newspaper. I want to discuss with you, to be stubborn and quick-witted with you. I want to have differences between us.
I want your flaws. All of them.
I want to go into the deepest corners of your mind and never get bored of you. I want to be surprised by you all the time.
I want to look at you like a movie, a living piece of art; always trying to chase what you crave and capture you.
3w

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lxz.q I'm so fucking stressed. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. People say "you're too young to know what you're going to do" that may be true, but when does it not become all about "oh you're too young." to "tf r u doing w ur life. Get a life" Like-
IDKKKK FUKKKKKK
3w

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lxz.q Confidence isn't about walking into a room with your nose in the air, thinking you're better than everyone else. It's walking into a room and not having to compare yourself to anyone in the first place. 3w

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lxz.q Sometimes things explode in you,
Everything seems so meaningful,
So big and bold.
Then you become aware of how tiny you actually are.
That is when you realize that nothing really matters as much as you think it does.
3w

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lxz.q • Beijing • I miss you. • 3w

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lxz.q My only regret is not enough people to fuck off. 3w

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lxz.q The two most important days are the day you are born and the day you find out why. 3w

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lxz.q You see, their morals, their code it's a bad joke. It's dropped at the first sign of trouble. They're only as good as the world wants them to be. When the chips are down, they will eat each other. I'm not a monster, I'm just ahead of the curve. 3w

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