loulabugs A reminder to my love @_suds_mcduff_ 4d

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"You make the most of the hand you're dealt, because the quitter never wins." •
Today I got confirmed what I'd been dreading; I have Hodgkin's Lymphoma. The next few months are gonna suck, a lot. But I'm all about that #PMA!
I have an amazing family, boyfriend and friends to support me, and I am staying strong.
I'm only posting this because I had a lot of plans to be in the states and unfortunately won't be able to travel due to necessary treatment.
I want this to be a positive post so please keep any stories and words of sympathy to yourself.
1w

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  •   agriier THIS 🏻 2w
  •   ndhooligan I hate that saying too 2w
  •   madsenlily I've been told that at the absolute worst times in my life and it never helped...it filled me with rage! 2w
  •   loulabugs @madsenlily same here. I'm sick of hearing it. And people telling me to keep positive and keep smiling. Like, fuck off. Let me have some emotions. 2w
  •   madsenlily Exactly! And there's nothing worse to hear when you're in a bad way than "Everything happens for a reason." Because it's basically the same as "You deserve this awful thing happening to you." RAGE!!! 2w

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loulabugs Cheeky #tbt to last October. Because I miss him more than I can breathe. #pegOmyheart 2w

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loulabugs Successfully distracting myself from surgery next week by booking a cheeky weekend cruise to the Bahamas for me and my dude! #saltydogcruise
CANNOT WAIT!
4w

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loulabugs Went to the beach earlier and FaceTimed my dude @_suds_mcduff_ ️ made getting a bunch of blood tests a whole lot better. #PMA 1mon

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loulabugs Took Ruby for a little swim 1mon

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loulabugs I needed to see this.
Following a scan yesterday, the doctor called me in today to tell me "it's not good news". I have to have the lymph nodes and glands in my neck removed as soon as possible.
I don't even know how I'm feeling but I just wanted to post this to remind myself to stay strong, be brave and always be badass!
1mon

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loulabugs I did a thing and got the Facebook. Too many international pals for me to keep up with on Instagram. #transatlanticproblems 1mon

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loulabugs My friends are better than your friends. New Dropkick Murphys artwork courtesy of @lizvengeanceart 1mon

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loulabugs Rise up this mornin'
Smile with the risin' sun.. #dontworryaboutathing #everylittlethingisgonnabealright
1mon
  •   kyledfisher Every* 1mon
  •   karmanx So beautiful!! I love everything about this feed and want that meet up in Boston for sure! 1mon
  •   _suds_mcduff_ Yeah @madsenlily I firmly agree! Can't argue that she's slowly but surely becoming a loyal sox fan though! She has a beautiful doc necklace and a stuffed Wally just like me 1mon
  •   _suds_mcduff_ Sox necklace* 1mon
  •   queencityeve come to Boston with me haha x 1mon
  •   loulabugs I go fly in on the 14th! If I could get there 10 days before I seriously would! x @queencityeve 1mon
  •   queencityeve I'd be changing my flight this second haha Arghhhh loulabugs 1mon

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loulabugs Sometimes it's easy to lose sight of what's important.. ️ this guy. #myfavourite 1mon

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loulabugs 2mon

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loulabugs Hi guys 2mon

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loulabugs Finally had my hair cut 2mon

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loulabugs And I don't care if we fuck,
or we talk, or we cry. I just miss you...
I want to kiss you to death tonight. #AlkalineTrio
2mon

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loulabugs Make it well. Make it loud. 2mon

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