lemonadekitty #instadog #instachin #ilovemydog #dogs #dogstagram #dogsofinstagram #japanesechin #paws #pawesome #petstagram #chinwhipped #chinstagram My baby boy is dying. I made the decision to stop treatment for his CHF. Our vet told me that medication will only prolong the inevitable. To me it seems unfair and I won't put Levi through the stress. I have no idea how much time we have left but I know that time is limited and I will make his final days as wonderful as they can be. 6d

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lemonadekitty #japanesechin #instadog #instachin #ilovemydog #dogs #dogstagram #dogsofinstagram #pets #puppies #pawesome #petstagram #chinstagram #chinwhipped #love #grief #loss #rainbowbridge. Levi had another cardiac fainting episode, once again I held my baby in my arms and begged him not to die, to not leave me. I told him over and over that I wasn't ready to say goodbye. His CHF has progressed, next week we will reexamine his kidney levels. I've already made the decision that if the meds are affecting his kidneys and continue to make him lethargic and lose his appetite that I will take him off the meds, keep him comfortable and give him the best fucking last days of his life. 2w

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Normal Janessa Fantasma
lemonadekitty Levi turns 12 this year and with every passing day I realize, with growing pain in my heart, that every day is more and more precious. For nine years the life I have built with him has been filled with turmoil, pain, loss and sadness. He has watched me grieve over the death of the man who gave him to me as an anniversary gift, sat with me as I tried to make sense of the loss of my grandfather; my heart and soul. He has comforted me through the darkness, watched as I struggled to be free of my addictions and endured my chronically misguided behavior. His love for me has never failed. As I slowly find my way to success with academics and my career I realize he won't share so many of my triumphs. This dog, this 12 pounds of soul and hope and love has given me reason to live when I felt there wasn't any, when desperation was too strong to feel I could go on, I held on. The force in which I love this dog is indescribable, it transcends my own soul and confuses even me. Until my very last breath, he will always remain. #japanesechin #ilovemydog #chinstagram #instachin #dogs #dogstagram #dogsofinstagram. 1mon
  •   stuartlittleandfriends im Stuart Little .. how are you ? 4w
  •   rmm30 Beautiful. It's important to take moment to reflect and appreciate what we have 4w
  •   aleksasedlak This is so beautiful, Happy Birthday Levi!!! 4w
  •   ruby_kii thank you for sharing your story, and lots of pics of your love here. hope every precious moment of yours (and ours!) is filled with joy :) 4w
  •   a_healthy_future_ What you wrote is so beautiful, made me cry. Sending you all my love xxxx 6d
  •   lemonadekitty @a_healthy_future_ aww, it made my mom cry too. I love my old boy so much. I'm so scared to lose him. 6d
  •   a_healthy_future_ Try and remember what a fantastic life he had with you (I know that can't stop your fear of losing him) but Levi wouldn't want you to be sad. I'm so happy he's been such a wonderful companion to you, it's beautiful. I'll be thinking of you both xxx 6d
  •   lemonadekitty @a_healthy_future_ he's been the only thing in my life that has brought me absolute happiness. I don't want to be sad either because I want every moment we have left to be filled with happiness and love. 6d

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Video Janessa Fantasma
lemonadekitty #igtravel #igtravel #instadog #ilovemydog #instatravel #instapassport #dogs #dogstagram #dogsofinstagram #japanesechin #harmony #love #puppies #happiness #pawesome #petstagram #summer #instachin #pets #travelgram #reunited. Apparently iPhone 4 does not transfer to iPhone 5 very well. This is video my mom took of me and Levi seeing each other after about a month away from each other. 2mon

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lemonadekitty This is what we are doing to our oceans. #garbage #earth #pollution #indianocean #savetheplanet #recycle. 2mon

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lemonadekitty I snapped this without knowing the man was in the photo. There is such sadness here, sometimes it's overwhelming. #instago #igtravel #instatravel #instapassport #vietnam #saigon #travel #travelgram #backpacking. 2mon
  •   rmm30 are you there now? 2mon
  •   lemonadekitty @rmm30 no, we left the other day. I found this while going through my photos after we landed in Phuket. 2mon

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lemonadekitty I was only brave enough to sit at the sewing machine. No tunnel dwelling for this claustrophobic lady. #instago #igtravel #instatravel #instapassport #vietnam #adventures #backpacking #exploring #southeastasia #summer #travel #travelgram #cuchitunnel. 2mon

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lemonadekitty I look like I'm photo bombing but hand to god, I was asked to be in the photo. This is Chum Mey, he's 84 and a survivor of the Cambodian Genocide, he was one of the survivors of the S-21 prison camp. I am lucky to have met him. #cambodia #phnompenh #survivor. 2mon

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lemonadekitty Doorways. So many of them at the Royal Palace. #cambodia #phnompenh. 2mon

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lemonadekitty #cambodia #countryside #wanderlust #travel #backpacking. Just cruising through the countryside on our way to Phnom Penh. 2mon

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