kristineklund I love days like these. 3d

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kristineklund Where do I begin? When I first saw you, I never knew I was going fall in love with you. You became a ray of sunshine in my life that I didn't even know I needed. You decided that 'hey let's go try out for the XFactor, let's see where this goes' zaynie baby, it gave you everything you wanted. Sadly, sometimes when you get everything you've ever dreamed of you end up somewhere you never wantEd to go. I don't know how you feel. I don't know what it's like. But I would like to understand. I would like to feel how to feel just for a day. I know that you're decision wasn't easy. I know that you didn't take this lightly. I also know that you are madly in love with us. I know how much you care about us and think about us and that means so much more to me than you will ever begin to understand. You are amazing for even being yourself on stage. For having the courage to let yourself go and have the time of your life with 4 completely strangers for became your best friends and brothers. I'm so proud of you for everything you've done and seen and accomplished. I love that you got to see the world and do what you love. I'm sorry I let you down. I am sorry that I couldn't be enough to help you when you were feeling sad. I'm sorry that we got to be too much for you. I'm sorry that we hurt you. I'm sorry we never gave you any space. We love you so much. We will always love you. You will always be our Zaynie boy. You will always be so important to us. We just want you happy. We want you to take care of yourself. We want you to rest. We want to reduce all your stress. You didn't let us down. Know that. We let you down! We failed you and we will never be able to forgive ourselves for hurting you so much. We just want you happy Zayn baby. We just want to see you smile and joke around and just be happy. I love you so much. I am so sorry I couldn't help you stay. I wish you the best and I hope you don't leave me completely alone. Because I'll always need you, one way or another I'll always need you. I love you so much Zaynie boy. 5d

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kristineklund #nationalpuppyday I love my baby boy Ace. 7d

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kristineklund How you study when your in college. 2w

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kristineklund It's not really a secret but I really really wanna go to Ireland. I'm so obsessed with it. I just wanna visit for a while. Maybe live there for a few years?? 2w

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kristineklund Mini me. God I love her. 3w

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kristineklund iPhone 6 plus. 1mon

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kristineklund There is something special about falling in love with a celebrity. You can almost feel like you can never get hurt falling in love with them because fuck it you know you will never be with them. But there is also a part of you that dies a little bit inside. A part of you that knows that no matter how hard you try they will never love and care about you as much as you do them or even in the same way as you love them. Sometimes you just like the feeling that no matter what you know you can always count on them being there for you because you will always have new pictures, new interviews, new concerts, new music, and new experiences. But then there is also the part that makes you cry because you won't get to take those pictures, you won't get to watch those interviews from backstage, you won't get to take adventures with them. There is always so much on my mind. It's like I live in a swimming pool of thoughts and feelings and I never know how to save myself. That's why I'm so glad I have Niall to save me. Yeah yeah it's crazy. He doesn't know me, honestly he never will. I know that. But it's nice to know that I have someone who is a CONSTANT in my life and someone who I never have to worry about losing because he isn't mine to lose. No matter how fucked up my life gets I always know that he is there. I always know that I have a sunshine and I never have to worry about the dark storm in my mind trying to flood me out of the pool. So thank you Niall for saving me. 2mon

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kristineklund Thanks Miami. It was nice. 2mon

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kristineklund Travel flowwwww. 2mon

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kristineklund My tattoos are dope 3mon

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kristineklund @memoriesgrandbahama see you in August! I can't wait to sit at my pool bar again. 3mon

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kristineklund Happy birthday to me 3mon

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kristineklund New career change. 3mon

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kristineklund Making us drinks. 4mon

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kristineklund This is where I wanna be until dinner is finished but no. I gotta work. ITS THANKGIVING 4mon

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kristineklund Test in an hour. Wish me luck!!! 4mon

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