kiwiikakes He's just beautiful. The most perfect human I've ever had the privilege of giving my whole heart to. There's something about a love between a mother and her son. The way he smiles at me when he sees me, the way he snuggles into me at night.. I want to remember it all just as it is these days, even the messy ugly tears bits 3d
  •   chasing.wildflower Love you and him. and the fact that he is here to give you this abundant amount of love and happiness that he has given you. You're such a great mama and he's such a perfect little baby boy. 😙 3d
  •   kiwiikakes Awe we love you so much @chasing.wildflower pretty soon that sweet baby boy will be here and you'll know exactly what I'm talking about! He'll flirt with you like Callie does with D lol 2d
  •   stillaboy_ Love! 18h

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kiwiikakes Today marks TWO WEEKS being back at @crossfitwestvisalia ! I stopped going when I was about 38 weeks pregnant and a four month break will definitely do you in. It's crazy how much you lose in just a short period of time but even crazier how fast you gain it back. I wake up every morning with a different muscle sore beyond belief but it feels so good to be back at it. I missed my crossfit family and all the encouragement they bring #crossfitwestvisalia #crossfit #momswholift 4d

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kiwiikakes The sight of these two together tugs at all of my heart strings. Jonathan is such a sweet daddy to our little boy. I love them so much #babydaddy 1w
  •   nessaaluu Ohh these guys are the cutest together We are coming by to visit this week !! I need to hold this little chunk 1w
  •   kiwiikakes @nessaaluu yes! I need to see little Jude 1w
  •   chasing.wildflower He is one loving daddy! Maddox is getting way to darn big way too fast. 4d

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kiwiikakes An Irish Monk to end date night #whatwhip 2w

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kiwiikakes I was so excited for the day he would fit into these sweet little suspender pants but looks like I waited too long to try them on him I never thought my three month old would fit into 6mo clothes! Also, as of late he's really into that Mighty Mouse pose top left lol #maddoxfindshishands 3w

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kiwiikakes Waking up from nap time sure is rough around here #zzzz 3w

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kiwiikakes I always want to feel this close to him. I remember the first few weeks of nursing was mentally and emotionally draining. Maddox wanted to latch about every thirty minutes if not every hour which meant I was glued to the couch and didn't leave the house for a full two weeks. I remember crying to my husband because I felt like I wouldn't be able to nurse him for much longer and praying that he'd get on a regular more predictable eating schedule. Sure enough we leapt over that giant mountain and then I found myself emotional all over again just a few weeks ago thinking my milk supply was dwindling and we wouldn't be able to share these moments anymore. Moments when he stops feeding just to look up and smile at me, moments where he's so worked up that only being this close to mommy can calm him down. Luckily my milk supply had not gone down and nursing is still in full swing. I'm not sure how long we'll breastfeed (I'm leaving it up to him) but I hope that my heart can hold it together when this part of our journey as momma and son ends. #motherhoodrising 3w
  •   firewife83 So handsome! Mommy world is amazing :) my first born is 4 1/2 already:( I cry constantly and then ask him to be a baby again and he tells me "NO MOM!! I'm too big" lol embrace the moments. Oh and don't blink:) 3w
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  •   rachelspecktacular Gosh I'm getting so sad thinking that my moments like this with Elizabeth are almost over. It is so so sweet 3w
  •   steph__pollock Your amazing! 3w
  •   lolasanlola Sleeping babies are the best 1w

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kiwiikakes How is this time flying by? By newborn is no longer a newborn anymore but techically an "infant". The light of my life happy three months baby (yesterday)! You're more than I ever could've dreamed of. 4w

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kiwiikakes When you're broke-ish until next week and you think you lose a $10 bill but find out it was really a $100 bill outside your yoga studio.. you cry it out right? And then bathe it off. But this little chunk makes it all better #mommyhormones 1mon

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kiwiikakes My almost three month old weighs 16.8 lbs and is 25.5 in long! #97thpercentile #giantbaby 1mon

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kiwiikakes Maddox finally got to meet baby Jude! ️ They're only 4 weeks apart so we've come to the conclusion that Maddox is a giant... #bestfriends 1mon

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kiwiikakes Terrible quality, but here's our #12weeksold morning routine full of face pinches, open mouth kisses and laughs. I can't get enough of this boy of mine. It's a love I've never known. 1mon

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kiwiikakes Hot Vinyasa with my favorite woman #hotvinyasa 1mon

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kiwiikakes Playtime after diaper changes 1mon

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kiwiikakes All the baby cuddles this morning #stayaslongasyouwant 1mon

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kiwiikakes Merry Christmas from us! #andmaddieschins 2mon

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kiwiikakes My baby boy is so big. My best present this year and for the rest of my life. I still look at him in awe that he is MY son. You are my favorite #10weeks 2mon
  •   tahnithetiger I love his onesie! Have a very merry Christmas, Kayla. 2mon
  •   c.h.x.s.e Can't believe it's already been 10 weeks 2mon
  •   chellllv Ok im finally not sick. I need to see him asap 2mon
  •   lesty80 Oh my goodness! ! He is getting so big!!!! Love yall lots and miss yall like creazy!! Merry Christmas! !!! 2mon
  •   kiwiikakes I can't believe it either! @c.h.x.s.e 1mon

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kiwiikakes Brought him to the kitchen with me so I could rock him with my foot while I loaded the dishwasher with my hands.. #motherhood 2mon

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kiwiikakes First night out since way before the baby #anxious 2mon

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kiwiikakes This was taken about a week after Maddox was born. My brain was somewhere between what the heck am I doing, am I even a good mom, and oh my gosh I'm so in love. Those thoughts still ring loud in my brain today. The days are long, nights longer, more tears shed than we'd like to admit but I've found that motherhood is this incredibly emotional lifelong journey that is both beautiful and terrifying all at once. And when I look down at my sweet boy smiling at me from ear to ear as we walk every corner of the house, I'm reassured that I must be doing something right. 2mon
  •   angelamills2014 I would love to say it gets easier doll but as they get older it doesn't it's just a different kind. You guys keep your head up and do the best you can and give that baby all the love you have in you and he will be just fine. You will always make mistakes but you will learn quickly from them. I promise. Love all 3 of you! 2mon
  •   kiwiikakes @sisiryder well if my mom says it's true, it must be I love you! 2mon
  •   kiwiikakes @angelamills2014 that's what I keep hearing :) thank you, we love you! 2mon
  •   kelleyalexis_ 2 years later and some days I feel like it's still day one. You got it girl! 🏽 2mon
  •   because_babies This picture!! 2mon
  •   gen2u Stop how did i miss this one 2mon
  •   gen2u Im so proud of you Kayla 2mon
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