19h kayun92
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1d kayun92
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3d kayun92
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kayun92 I was wondering why today had to be so gloomy.
I kind of wish I was back home fishing right now. I think that's what Papa Lee is doing to commemorate you. I don't want to call home because I'll selfishly cry over a loss that I carry with unnecessary guilt. You were someone I wanted to admire. I had put my trust in you and stood for you when I was young and naive. To this day, I don't think I ever really knew who you were. No one does, really. All the stories I hear about you never really connect to the truth. You kept that to yourself.
You had told so many lies, it was probably beyond unforgivable, but you were so talented with words. You were intelligent and greedy for your own good too. I've resented you once or twice, because you can be such a hassle to your own brother, but somehow you got your way by using words. Up until last year, everyone just gave up and played along with your games. You made life a little more interesting for them. I'd come home to listen to Papa and Mama Lee nag and complain how greedy you were or how you had a master plan to make everyone earn a little extra money, but it all ended in laughter. Some of the best stories I heard were about you. You always carried a new vision, a new dream; a sort of optimistic ideal that you never let go of.
I think you were just figuring out how you wanted your life to be after all the bullshit obstacles you went through. I can never forget the silence that still rings in my ears when I arrived at the hospital. I wish I could have done more for you, called you, showed you my appreciation. Just noticed you as a human being, sharing the same blood. I was never good at being affectionate, and I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry I never gave you more of my time. You've really done a lot for me and I'll never forget that.
Happy birthday.
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5d kayun92
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5d kayun92
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kayun92 LOL. Like big, like little #thrusting 5d

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5d kayun92
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kayun92 Like, is this for real? #grandbigstatus 5d

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1w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 Attempting to go natural// #linner
•baked chicken breasts w/ alfalfa sprouts, on a bed of quinoa and lentils
•curried vegetables
•mixed leafy greens w/ tomato and avocado
1w

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1w kayun92
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kayun92 Alex Turner || "Writing isn't the same as speaking, I struggle with conversation."
I can absolutely relate to this quote. I have a much easier time with writing than I do with speaking. Words flow out of me nonstop if it's something I'm passionate about. My voice prevents me from getting my thoughts across and I just sound like a blundering idiot. This is why I rarely hold conversations with people I don't know. I come across as awkward or cold, but really I'm just anxious inside. It's like I lead two lives.
#reeditingmyoldessays
1w

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1w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 My little @shmeezulz got me a #mooncactus for my birthday! It's so adorable in my little skull shot glass, haha. 1w

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1w kayun92
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kayun92 “What’s the worst thing I’ve stolen? Probably little pieces of other people’s lives. Where I’ve either wasted their time or hurt them in some way. That’s the worst thing you can steal, the time of other people. You just can’t get that back.” || Chester Bennington
#happybirthdaytome
1w

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1w kayun92
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2w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 Papa Lee likes to sing old Korean folk songs in the car. #throwback 2w

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2w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 Yum.
•tuna sashimi w/ salmon roe
•peppered mango
•cucumbers w/ sriracha
•seasoned seaweed
•alfalfa sprouts
#tastetherainbow
2w

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3w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 Treat yourself to a colorful meal:
•baked tilapia with mango salsa
•curried grits
•mashed purple yam
#tastetherainbow
3w

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3w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 “I’ll miss you terribly. I miss you already.” || Ernest Hemingway, The Garden Of Eden 3w

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3w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 My hair looks weird. #tgif 3w

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3w kayun92
Normal Jennifer (이가연)
kayun92 Sucking in. 3w

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3w kayun92
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kayun92 Fish lips. 3w

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3w kayun92
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kayun92 아이언이 목소리가 매력있어. 완전 반했어. 두근두근. 3w

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