kaelynjane Oh this sweet one killing my heart. We've been cramming for our wedding and I've had the best birthday and soon will have the best husband in the world and the best little boy in the world. I just have so much love for you sweet bug, you help me through. 6d
  •   steventerskine You're the best, babe. I can't wait until we're married and for our little boy to be here. I love you so much. 6d
  •   kennnndallll @kaelynjane Kaelyn, I know we have never been bffs or even talked a lot, but I just wanted to say that I'm so happy for you and that you deserve the best! :) I wish you a super fulfilling marriage & a never ending love! & I can't wait to see pictures of your little one! :) Thanks for allowing me to follow your life on insta! ♡ best. 6d

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kaelynjane Flowers are forever 2w

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kaelynjane Jus holding my children aka we are doing our trial run for our wedding flowers today and im so excited!!!!! 2w
  •   g0ldenwalrus Text me! I'm free a lot this weekend and you should come over so we can test out makeup! 2w
  •   g0ldenwalrus *week not weekend 2w
  •   jaclynwright You're the cutest! 2w
  •   kaelynjane @g0ldenwalrus yes!!! I think I'm seeing cody Tuesday if you're off too that day or we can do a different day this week! I have an interview Wednesday kind of that way so I could come by after! 2w
  •   g0ldenwalrus I'm off tomorrow! 2w
  •   kaelynjane Okay!!! 2w

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kaelynjane We love you so much my sweet brother. One year without you is a year too long. I love you fart knooCV b 3w

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kaelynjane We found out what our baby's gender is today and it's going to be a BOY! And steven said to me, well 'we can still have a girl, it's really not up to any of us, he can be whoever he wants and whatever gender he wants.' He's so cute and sweet and we're both so excited and relieved that everything looks good so far. This time of year has been so hard on me, but I have this little goob in my belly and this smiling face and I just ugh also, counting down to a month until we get married 3w

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kaelynjane You guys I took my first really awkward baby bump picture I'm almost four months and these are the last pre pregnant pants and shirt that fit me. Too soon to be feel in' this fat right 3w
  •   poser_x I miss my cute tiny belly and the time before my baby could kick me in the ribcage! Enjoy it :) 3w
  •   denksou Sweetest little belly! 3w
  •   beckyparmeley Yeeee I want to poke it! 3w
  •   rileybeachhh OMG 3w
  •   rachelle._xo You look like you are carrying high..! I can't believe your showing already. Can you feel the baby move yet? 3w
  •   kaelynjane @rachelle060111 different times throughout the day I show more and less but always higher! I thought I felt some fluttering the other night after I had some tea! 3w
  •   celtic.soul Congrats on your bubba boy.. @kaelynjane 3w
  •   r.a.n.d.i Gahhh I cant find the invitation! Where do I RSVP at?! 3w

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kaelynjane This big guy is three!!! He really wanted a carrot cake for some reason 3w

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kaelynjane Milkshake drunk 1mon
  •   poser_x The best kind of drunk 1mon

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kaelynjane HAIR LADIES Can anyone make me this color before my wedding maybe even a little lighter?!? 1mon

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kaelynjane Cute date night with my current cravings 1mon
  •   emowavves Mmm bruschetta is sent from the heavens (that's bruschetta, right..? Gahaha) 1mon
  •   xchristieann Ugh yesssss 1mon

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kaelynjane I have cobwebs for maps, I run in circles again 1mon

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kaelynjane 1mon

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kaelynjane I'm useless without your light keeping me from the dark, sweet crazy boy. 2mon

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kaelynjane (Ignore the fact that this is a pee stick and kind of gross but I really can't get a good picture of my teeny bump)
ITS BEEN AN INSANE PAST SIX MONTHS. I just finally wanted to tell people and be excited about me being just about 12 weeks pregnant. Things get stressful at times as always, but we are so excited for this and sharing our lives together and be all accepting and loving to our little beings. I just love my family so much, I guess it's hard to explain such an amazing feeling, I feel like I'm the person I've always meant to be and that I will the best momma possible. I'm so excited for you to get here little bean
2mon
  •   alecmc93 Holy cow! Congratulations lady!!!! 2mon
  •   nawnceepants congrats darling 2mon
  •   bradyqueen Holy shit. You're going to be a good mom, congrats kaelyn 2mon
  •   hazylovee @kaelynjane wow :') I'm so happy. I didn't expect that at all. You will be an amazing mom, I know it. 2mon
  •   poser_x Omg yes !!!!!!!! :D so happy for you and @steventerskine I can't wait to see the little one :) 1mon
  •   celtic.soul I have no doubt that you will be a perfect mother... Congratulations mrs. kaelyn .. @kaelynjane 1mon
  •   jaclynwright Can we have baby bump pics yet?! 1mon
  •   rawjoseph Dude congrats. I'm so happy that things turned out so well for you and life is throwing so much positive and happiness your way. You really deserve it. 3w

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kaelynjane Date night (don't ask me why I have two hair ties on my wrists because idk) 2mon

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kaelynjane Since I couldn't alter my old dress out big enough for me, I'll be selling it for 120 bucks. The buttons need to be fixed in the back and it can be altered out to about a size 9 probably. It's really pretty for how affordable it is. 2mon

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kaelynjane I have good news for everyone who was worried about being able to make it up north for our wedding! We are MOVING it to Glendale at sahuaro historical park. We realized how tough it would have been for friends and family to make it and we decided to have it closer to everyone! 2mon
  •   g0ldenwalrus Bb angel, when is the wedding again and do you need help with anything? We will still be here! 2mon
  •   kaelynjane @g0ldenwalrus holy shit I literally had my messages opened about to text you about it haha fucking weird. It's going to be at sahuaro historical park on March fourteenth. It's in Glendale. We should hangout soon do some make up runs to figure out what would look best on me ;) 2mon
  •   g0ldenwalrus Hahaha WHAT.. How weird. Yes please! Come over this week to see us and I shall do a test run! 2mon
  •   hazylovee @kaelynjane text or call me:) 17072231712 2mon

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kaelynjane I woke him up to take jammy pictures with me 2mon

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kaelynjane It's hard for people to imagine a life without someone who has been in every picture along the way in their life, what's even worse is living that which most people can't bare to think about. All of us have learned that there are specific things that have been so extremely altered by my brothers non existence in this world that makes it harder for others to make it through a day without seeing the world without them.
For me and a few others, I am both burdened and awarded with memories from three to twenty one. It doesn't at all get easier but we all develop more strength through this almost cruel daily exposure. What I'm trying to say is, the landscape of my life is more often than not- dark and dreary but the days the sun comes out or the days I can breathe and sit in the rain and even appreciate the dreary- are the moments that I feel like he's right in front of me drinking a beer or unwrapping presents with his son. Instead of being bitter and hateful and judgmental like I thought this would all make me, I get to have these outstanding moments of togetherness and sort of giving myself up to the nativity of immortality and that makes everything and everyone so much more tangible to change and seeing the best parts of people. This may not make any sense to someone who hasn't experienced an absence like this, or so abruptly. The hardest days aren't the days I miss my brother or when it's hurts me the most or my parents the most. It hurts the most when you realize that this person that you've grown up with your whole life, seen their face everyday for most of your life, shared a bathroom, stole CDs and clothes from, did chores with, wrestled with and fought with- is just simply no longer here and never will be and will never get to be what we all are. So yes, it's hard to move out of bed most days, it's hard to feel deserving of being happy when you would of done everything to trade places if you could.
So I love you, we love you and this is my first Christmas without you and the first year without you will somehow be my second birthday without you. We miss you, I miss you. But I'm so glad that you've been in my life for twenty years.
2mon
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  •   darnelkj Oh my sweet daughter... You have a gift with words and I'm so sure Brandon is smiling on you. Every word is exactly true. I love you all bigger than the moon and our angel will be with us these next two days while we laugh and cry and make sure his sweet boy has a beautiful Christmas and birthday! We have all learned the hard way that God has given us this very precious gift of life and it should be appreciated. Even the smallest of things. Btw your yellow butterfly was in the yard again today xxoo 2mon

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kaelynjane “Have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time.”
Maya Angelou
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