juneygram This is downtown. 4h

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juneygram Met new and such kind people along the way. #pnw #oregon 4h

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juneygram Having sex with your ex is a foreign deed. You find yourself in their living room, their kitchen, and their bedroom and everything has changed -- despite the arrangements and furnitures all being the same since you last visited.
You walk into the entrance of their home and everything feels so strange and unwelcoming. The hand towels have shifted, the lighting has changed, and the atmosphere you were once indulged by is cripplingly foreign to you.
You realize that this is no longer your safe haven and your second home.
You think about how this man has fucked and loved so many bodies after you in the very same bed you are sitting on and suddenly you feel the need to run from this place as far away as you can.

But the familiarity of all of this inexplicably pulls you deeper and deeper into its environment; a relentless vortex that refuses to let go.
When he's inside you, you notice the same stains on his ceiling. The same clock still ticks by the same bedside table and the curtains remain unchanged. How many months has it been since these inanimate objects have you seen last?
An epiphany is reached eventually and the things you recognize and the man you once knew have changed.
He still has the same eyes and lips, but the way he stares into you and the words that come out of his lips are that of a stranger's.
A part of you wants to simply cup his face with your hands and kiss the memories into his mouth; memories of a past life and the potential lives that have yet to be lived.
But the intentions were never the same; his primal desire does not equate to your need to be loved by this very same man again.
And while your heart thinks, "I still love you," as you clutch onto his bed sheets, his has been made up and is thinking of ways to whisk you out of his door.
6h
  •   missaleciaj Literally the most awkward and worst feeling ever. 6h
  •   robsessed85 Love the line "kiss the memories into his mouth". 6h
  •   slim1956 It's just bad all the way around, if you feel bad during sex and trying to kiss those memories into his mouth, how weird are you going to feel when it's over? 6h
  •   rowenataylor 😶 4h

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juneygram Back to regular programming 18h

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juneygram Goodbye Portland, we shall see each other again. 18h

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juneygram 🏻 20h

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juneygram I always felt safe seeing him. Like visiting relics from a much simpler time. 1d

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juneygram Downtown Portland 1d

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juneygram Summer 1d

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juneygram PORTLAND MEN 2d

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juneygram Portland breakfast 2d
  •   bison65 I saw this place on one of the food channels - was it good ? 1d
  •   juneygram OH MY GOSH YES!!!! @bison65 1d
  •   bison65 Cool! I'll have to visit, i️ buttermilk biscuits 1d

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  •   beneath_eden Ah it's been too long since I've been there! Used to go there every weekend 2d

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juneygram "There is no closure in the world that would allow you to let this wash over that easily. You become content with simply having them in your life as an acquaintance, than to live life without them at all.
This person gave you a reason to believe in love and fate, and sometimes you just have to hope that you will find someone else that will enlighten that feeling once again. And while this old flame lingers around your head in your most vulnerable times – that is all they are. They are just lingering in space and time, until someone who is worth your space and time will change your life far beyond what you could imagine."
2d

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juneygram Stop telling people that no one will love them until they love themselves. Stop planting the idea in people's heads that they are unworthy of love because of their own struggle. 2d

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juneygram From LA to Portland 2d

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juneygram empty streets and a cold wind. 2d
  •   prouvaires i love your instagram, it makes me feel as if i was walking with you at the places you visit 2d

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juneygram LA girl --> Portland girl 2d

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juneygram Portland is so beautiful; the people, scenic views, vibes, and architecture. I bonded so well with my friends here and met so many kind and genuine people. It's refreshing to travel to a place that is so welcoming and inviting. 2d

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juneygram Portland, stopppp 2d

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