jmsmith52 Haven't forgotten about you Instagram. The days have been blending together. I feel like I've been doing nothing but waiting around for something to happen. The snow and the cold is a nice change, but I never realized not being outside soaking up the sunshine would have such an effect on me. I miss the sun, and I can understand how people get so down in the winter. Vitamin D tablets just aren't the same. Not to mention all of the stress from my empending move. 2 weeks from now I'll be making my way to Florida to collect my things and make my stay here permanent. I keep going back and forth in my mind on whether or not I'm making the right decision. I'm home sick for a place I never thought I'd miss. Change is terrifying, and overwhelmingly lonely sometimes. I'm hoping spring will shed new light on my life. This weight on my shoulders has to go away sometime right..? 6d
  •   andreahauntress Wonderful words and feelings Jess, and I simply love the photo of Chance. I hope everything will eventually just click into place. 6d
  •   jmsmith52 Thanks Andrea ♡ I hope so too. I just have too much to time to think right now. I'm sure in a few weeks I'll feel much better. Xx @andreahauntress 6d
  •   andreahauntress Haha, too much time to think, I never thought that could be possible :) I never seem to have enough time, let's swap ;) 6d
  •   jmsmith52 @andreahauntress let's :) how's life? 6d
  •   andreahauntress Exhausting :D we're moving from Győr to Budapest, I'm constantly going to job interviews, I'm cranky and tired from all the traveling between 2 cities...losing faith that it's here where I belong. There, I just said it. Sorry I'm not sorry for complaining. 6d
  •   jmsmith52 Your not complaining, just telling it like it is. Sorry you're having a hard time right now. I'm sure in time everything will come together. Congratulations on the move. I wish you guys the best!! <3 6d
  •   andreahauntress thank you, I wish you all the goodness in the world Jess! Will we ever be OK? Lol, hope so ;) 6d

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Willow Jess
jmsmith52 Dude, what are you looking at? Lol 1mon

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jmsmith52 Sneaky.. 1mon

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Normal Jess
jmsmith52 Chance chasing tail this morning ;) 1mon

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jmsmith52 We'll be okay my boy. Promise :-* 2mon

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jmsmith52 Everything is so foreign here. Even the trees intimidate me. But I know, soon enough, spring will come. And the warmth and light of this beautiful country side will bring everything to life. I hope it has the same effect on me.. 2mon

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jmsmith52 Chance is getting comfortable in our new place. Did I mention I have a new place? I've decided West Virginia suits me. This isn't what I had planned. But nothing usually goes as planned does it? Can't wait to get my other babies up here and start rebuilding my life again. I've been stuck in Limbo for far too long... 2mon

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jmsmith52 I had wine and strawberries for breakfast. Celebrating absolutely nothing but being alive and surviving another day of bullshit. That's enough isn't it? 2mon

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jmsmith52 Sunset will always be my favorite color ♡ 2mon

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jmsmith52 Me and Chancey have some exciting news for you guys in the near future ;) stay tuned! 2mon

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jmsmith52 My boy Chance is always there to lend a paw ♡ 2mon

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jmsmith52 Hello lady 2mon

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jmsmith52 Take me home country road, to a place where I belong... West Virginia, mountain mama, take me home country road... 2mon

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jmsmith52 Put up my Gma's tiny tree today! 1 week till Christmas!! 2mon

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jmsmith52 Got my Auntie some flowers to celebrate yesterday! 2mon

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jmsmith52 Today is my Aunts last day of chemo therapy. She's been battling cancer for the past four years. She is officially cancer free and today, we celebrate (thats my uncle in the mirror btw lol) 2mon

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jmsmith52 Took the mule out for a wild ride through the country side the other day. Chance was not impressed with my driving abilities. This is him holding onto the dash for dear life. Lol 3mon

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