jasbonne This is my face when I find out Alexander will turn 4 months old this week. STOP GROWING UP Pls!!!! #NephewAF 3d
  •   r3ynar3a Lol for real!! My little pappa 3d

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jasbonne Happy to be surrounded by my second family in these first couple hours of my Birthday Thank you for this Love ya guys! #MarchBabies @bonehe4d @bresayda @_crusheddaisy @elenar_123 2w

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jasbonne Hello friends, just an up-to-date on my anxiety/dep., i am&have been improving significantly. I'm slowly re-building my mental confidence! And more importantly i continue making my close friends laugh. Some days I still feel overwhelmed and isolated, but I know my hard work isnt coming to an abrupt halt without any grand successful change within myself. Praying & fighting for the best 4w

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jasbonne Dorm appreciation post 🌲🌲 #HSU 1mon

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jasbonne Do u member? #junioryear #tbt #greyhair 2mon

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jasbonne Honestly my life hasn't been great to me lately, im not saying im not counting my blessings but im constantly fighting my undiagnosed depression, usually feeling alone around my close group of friends and feeling left out of situations. The way I deal with this deep anxiety and depression is by making everyone else around me laugh, and if you personally know me you know that its what i do. I make people laugh and smile and make a fool out of myself just to see my closest friends smile. I would honestly sacrifice anything to make my friends and my family joyful. Through my tears and the fight i have within my inner self I reconstruct that into something more powerful. I smile and laugh to hide anything that could be wrong with me because I don't wish to burden people with my emotional problems. I was hiding behind a smile for ages, and I fought myself not to take my own life for various years. Now I try not to hide because im stronger (and yes i still have moments where im not emotionally stable) this semi smile is a symbol for the strength i now have, with support from my friends and family. 2mon
  •   project.jdm Hey, if you ever need to talk about anxiety, depression, etc. You can talk to me. 2mon
  •   _bettiee_ Wow that's so powerful! I'm the same way, I never show what's really going on inside of me I just smile and just make people think I'm just fine while sometimes I cry myself to sleep every night.. But all I know is that "the strongest people go through the most difficult struggles" because this pain won't last forever but it will only make us stronger ! 2mon
  •   r3ynar3a @jasbonne wth dude....why don't you ever mention things like this to family?? I love you sister. Idk why but when my aunt died I kept getting feelings that something might happen to you too. I associated that with you because your just as goofy as my aunt was and your basically the closest thing we have to my aunt. #samebirthday#alwayssmiling#sogoofy. I am sad that you are far away and you don't text or call or ask how your only nephew is doing. I need to tell mom about this because it's serious and we love you. 2mon
  •   jasbonne @r3ynar3a dont tell her because all shes going to do is make a huge deal out of it and tell the entire family, and make me come back for no reason. Im going to the health center tomorrow to talk to some paycayatrists or whatever 2mon
  •   luis_ambriz 😕 @jasbonne Jas, May I am not goint to tell you what everyone says, that I am here for everything you need and that you can count on me (even you can do). But I want to tell you once I felt that way and I try to kill myself (thanks God I did'nt). I was quite depressed, so deep in that feeling. Now I can see that is a lie of Satan, I know, this sounds religious but it's not, ti is true, he is a perfect lyer and make us believe thous taughs are ours. My life was a mess that time, but I try with Jesus, I gave him one chance and He gave me a very good real life. I can give anyone else the honor or the glory, because this miracle in my life was made by him. I walk for this too and I tell you that Jesus is the onlyone can help you, for real! He's THE LIFE. Now I can understand so many things, now my life has a clear propose, Im not blind but I can see the light. Hope you can get the "what for im living this" and not the "why im living this", are different things. You'll be in my prayers. White Love, Toño. Ps 1: I miss you all. Ps 2: sorry about my english, I hope you get what I meant. 2mon
  •   jasbonne @luis_ambriz yes i do and thank you!! 2mon

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jasbonne Embracing my roman nose, my not to sculpted butt chin, double chin, designer under eye bags, and my fat ass cheeks. #Neverfeltcomfortabletakingpicturesatthisanglebefore 3mon

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jasbonne Hella fun day! Except the ending literally the only pic i found where i dont look gruesome in. Ty for inviting me sissy#WhereisNichelleandAlex?? 4mon

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jasbonne Autumn in Humboldt county#HSU #HumboldtLivin 4mon
  •   leeannreene submitted my application a few days ago! #hopefullyhsubound 4mon
  •   jasbonne @leeannreene omg good luck girl! 4mon
  •   ll.doom feet 😬 4mon
  •   jasbonne @oldirtyluis its normal to be bare foot up here😎 4mon
  •   ll.doom bet there's a lot of qts with cute feet wow hahaha 4mon
  •   leeannreene hey i have a quick question! when you got your acceptance letter to hum. was is like a regular envelope or was it like a big manila one with like papers? i just wanna know what to keep an eye out for haha. 4mon
  •   jasbonne @leeannreene Check your student center with the id they gave you. Usually the letter comes in weeks after you've accepted your acceptance on the account 4mon

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jasbonne May the odds be ever in your favor. #KatnissEverdeen #Halloween 5mon

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jasbonne 5mon

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jasbonne I swear to you im an angel 5mon

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jasbonne 🌲Home🌲 7mon

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jasbonne Traded SoCal's palm trees for NorCal's Redwoods 🌲🌲 #humboldtstateuniversity #theforestisourbackyard 7mon

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jasbonne After 5 hours of unpacking i have now officially moved into my dorm and am now a Humboldt Lumberjack!! 🌲🌲 #hsu18 #Humboldt 7mon

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jasbonne Melanie did a bomb diggity job today thanks @themelonball 8mon

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jasbonne Evening to sunset to night. Ft lightning ️ getting back from my trip #LAX #ThePhotoMapLocation 8mon

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