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jacjustice how to heal in heaven. 13h

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jacjustice GO GO JACQUELINE STEM CELLS !! 🔬 step one ! 18h

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jacjustice fried plantains and watermelon for breakfast! 19h

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jacjustice 'please believe me. I'm real. no, really. it happened. it hurt.' ️ I made a little connection with Amanda Palmer this weekend. I've followed her for years and years and years on Twitter. this remarkable human being touched me deeply. thanks for the suggestion @jennbromberg. ️ with absolutely no traces of dopamine in my body I have had ZERO ability to read more than a few paragraphs at a time since before my onset in 2003. my doctor told me she's never read a book physically since she started audio books in 2006 and she would never go back. my doctor has become a mother figure to me. a best friend. she's guiding me through my path in the world to fulfill my purpose and encourage me as much as she works to heal me physically. talk about integrative. I love how I can yoga and dance around and be my impulsive, inquisitive and spirited Sagittarian self while taking in a constant stream of NEW information at the same time ! input input input ! ️ I've had people in my life tell me they've never met someone so quick to stand up for themselves and to be able to ask for help with no regard, but it's a constant struggle. I just want to share that this book exists and it's incredibly encouraging to read as a disabled person. I highly recommend it. 23h
  •   chlayyy I got a week or 2/3 ago and it's now one of my favourite books , being a musician who struggles to ask for stuff it's like wow yes ?! Love this book x 22h
  •   jacjustice 'on a good day I couldn't tell who was giving what to whom.' 22h

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jacjustice one of my favorite movies of all time. I'm a bat shit crazy dog person and I have no shame. 2d
  •   suzhaugh Girl you got good taste in everything! 2d
  •   reneereddogs One of my fa, vs 2d
  •   creativephotoes "Ohhh he went after her like she was made of ham". My fav line in the movie, that and " how much do you think I can bench press" hahahaa 2d
  •   hilarina79 Just watched this last night!! 1d
  •   hilarina79 Always enjoy it and Guest's other movies 1d

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jacjustice my date for the evening. I've been getting this one bag of dipyridine nucleotide all day. it is a coenzyme of vitamin B3 that is used to treat benzo and any physical drug withdrawal. I've quit pharmaceuticals completely. the only thing I take is something to sleep and I'll wean off of that soon. I haven't slept since my onset in 2003. it isn't going to happen over night. I AM finally sleeping through the night entirely. which I couldn't do before even with every sleep medicine or tranquilizer under the sun. I'm even dreaming ! something I haven't done in too long to remember. BIG BIG steps into major recovery. this fucking hurts like hell. the drip is the slowest it can be and I'm taking breaks. this is day five and the last of this part of the protocol. I begin the stem cell transplantation Monday !!!! 🔬 #scienceissexy 2d

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jacjustice OH MY GOD ! OH MY GOD ! OH MY GOD !! !!! 4d
  •   indialpc Watch her whole press conference it is POWERFUL! 4d
  •   jacjustice @indialpc thank you love ! I will ! did you post it? tag me? 4d

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jacjustice so . fucking . strong . 4d

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jacjustice it may not look like much, but this is what the future looks like to me. my doctor helped me get medicinal hash oil for pain. I'm still in shock. 4d

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jacjustice it's just too beautiful to be real. it's so eerily serene it just gave me chills. everyday the more pain is relieved and I go deeper into my healing journey I have a new pair of eyes. new senses entirely. I perceive everything differently. I am a different person. change is my favorite. I appreciate pain for teaching me patience. this was worth the wait. I'm so overwhelmed it makes me cry happy tears. yes I am overly emotional. no I am not on my period. I used to guard this part of myself but I am fully and unabashedly me. it's not that I cared what anyone thought, but I learned to protect myself when I was temporarily weaker. now I am stronger. stronger every day. embrace yourself. pardon me while I openly drown in my gratitude. which has become my oxygen. it sustains me along with the love I have. I just want to take some time to say I truly and genuinely love you. all of you. even those who continually bully me. even today. I have received hate today through Instagram. but I love you. deeply. if there's anything I can do to help you when you need someone I am here. always. just to remind those who know and tell those who don't. all my love and always. 4d

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jacjustice I've never been so well and so carefree than being in Jamaica for forty days to receive healing from disease that has plagued me for thirty one years. I can't help but bawl and sob. since I read of the murder of Freddie Gray. my heart is in Baltimore. it's in the United States. it's with every black human being in the entire world. I am as touched by the beauty I've seen from the tragedies we are witnessing as I am absolutely devastated that my country is so divided by racism, hate and intolerance. there aren't words. just the entirety of my heart and soul every minute of my life. I just can't shake this. frankly I'm glad that I am heartbroken. I don't think I could live with myself if this didn't eat me alive and completely rip me up inside. all of my love and every inch of my soul is with Baltimore. 5d
  •   jacjustice @bookhousegirls oh Shandi. I just love you. I was just thinking of you about an hour ago. sending you love. 4d
  •   jacjustice thank you, sweetheart. 4d
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  •   revgreen2 You are a beautiful human being, with a kind soul. Thank you for being in solidarity! My prayers are with you in your continual journey. 4d
  •   jacjustice @denim_bizcutz 4d
  •   jacjustice @revgreen2 thank you! you're a beautiful human being and I appreciate your soul. no thanks needed. this is what I am alive for. this is why my heart beats. all of my heart and positive vibes are with you, my friend. 4d

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jacjustice lying down. ️ looking up. 5d
  •   resilient_stoner89 Enjoy I'm working for another hour smoke one for me 5d
  •   cookiemaster5000 @jacjustice ! You are a huge hit in our household! ! My Mrs. Raved about you all the way to the airport! We're in nyc now! Catch up sooooon!!## 5d
  •   jacjustice I love connecting with other EDS warriors and their supporters!! we need to be understood from an inside perspective. good luck to you two!! @cookiemaster5000 5d
  •   resilient_stoner89 Ps your beautifully tan I imagine it's hard to avoid getting tan :)) 4d
  •   jacjustice @resilient_stoner89 it's easy because I'm part Egyptian, Cherokee and Italian. I'm a mut. so when I'm pale I'm pale and when I'm tan I'm tan. I don't mind either way. I don't try and I don't avoid it. it isn't unhealthy to be tan just to get burned. every time you do it increases the risk of skin cancer. thank you, love !! :) 4d
  •   resilient_stoner89 I can relate I'm black native American and Italian I feel the same way I tan so easy. But eds makes me burn easy so always sunscreen. I also get really pale and really tan #mutstruggles my favorite math professor was from Egypt. They're beautiful people ;) 4d
  •   jacjustice @resilient_stoner89 I know love. we have so many commonalities. we are truly sisters on so many levels. I love it. omg! aren't Egyptians beautiful?! so so much so. inside and out. I had an Egyptian spot me and hunt me down in Italy. at the gay pride festival in Rome. he said he never saw someone so beautiful to him. later in the conversation I found out he was 100% Egyptian. I told him I was and we concluded it was in my eyes and it was his Egyptian eye that spotted my Egyptian eye. other Egyptians have told me I am Egyptian in my eyes. they asked me if I was!! without knowing. I was so shocked. it makes sense. there's some strange power in my eyes. one time a man came into my work and when I looked up at him he stopped dead in his tracks and was so taken aback he grabbed his heart from the ache :O 4d

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jacjustice single tear. I got my stem cell schedule today. I was so excited I forgot it already. no. kind of. I start the beginning of the stem cell protocol on Monday. something about growth factors being stimulated for stem cells. I'll get a medicine that draws the stem cells out of my bone marrow. there's a rare chance it causes bone pain... I'll most likely experience. once the stem cells are extracted and transferred back into my body it'll take about two weeks for them to stop running off my energy and draining me completely. the total restoration process peaks at five years. so the stem cells I got two years ago are still working, also. I'm feeling the most extreme weakness of my life from the incredible amount of work my body has done with high levels of intravenous nutrients for ONE MONTH. on the other hand, I've never felt so well and strong in my fucking life. I really feel like I may lift of the floor at any moment. I'm sending out so much love all day trapped in this little flat in this resort. I can't even tell you. if I know you I've sent you love lately. always. prosperity. respect. gratitude. love. UP ! 6d
  •   jacjustice @ss_._love 5d
  •   jacjustice @gabielagoulart thank you so much, love! 5d
  •   jacjustice @neinst9 thank you my darling love! oh it beats so much for you! I feel your love so close. I'm so thankful. 5d
  •   jacjustice @joreedee193 5d
  •   jacjustice @cookiemaster5000 Jamaica, love and Ehlers Danlos syndrome?! so interesting! I think it's also as fortunate. I meet wonderful people like you two and it's changed my life for the best. I'm recovering, too. I will follow her for sure. I have quite a family of EDS friends on here. it's helped me more than specialists and doctors have. no one gets it more than we do. they understand in theory and we understand in practice. travel safely!! yes we are! thank you! happy to know another warrior. I love her name ! @conqueringeds warrior women must unite! :) 5d
  •   jacjustice @keitheninja thank you, sweetheart! 5d
  •   jacjustice @loganxb thank you!!!! your love and support mean the world to me !!!! 5d

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jacjustice when you've been up since three am purging but you're still so cute and happy !!! 7d

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jacjustice I will never forget reading about what happened to Freddie Gray. in all my life nothing I have read has ever moved me so much. it took nearly twenty minutes to shake almost passing out and throwing up from the horror. there will always be a deep place in my heart for those lives we have lost due to hate and intolerance in our country. every single day I grow increasingly horrified by racism and hate. how is it that we are stepping backward in time? my heart pounds for the injustice. my life is meaningless if I don't stand up and say 'THIS IS WRONG' when I see hate, injustice, racism and intolerance. I stand with the Baltimore Revolution. where words fail I send all of all of the love I have. all of it. 7d
  •   brandon.blackfist We're not stepping backwards in time, improvements in technology is allowing us to see what's been happening all along. The human race is evolving to a better place, slowly, but not without a fight. We've been holding protests here in Dallas, but not as big as Baltimore and other places. The voices of the victims will be heard and we will do whatever it takes to get the right people into power who will help put an end to the senseless tragedies. 7d

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jacjustice my stem cell doctor uses integrative medicine to assist the stem cell transfer. I've been getting nutrient IV infusions daily. my veins are taking a beating, but no pain no gain. I have a beautiful sunset in my hand this evening. 1w

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jacjustice talk about private. drowning in gratitude. every other moment I'm thinking, 'oh my god, I'm in Jamaica!' 1w

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jacjustice I don't care who posted this or how poorly they spell. this is MAJOR ! way to fucking go, America. I'm so proud !! 1w
  •   loganxb Well this is beautiful news.... I must investigate. 1w
  •   kennethideas Is it real news though? 1w
  •   jacjustice @loganxb I totally have investigated. it's the little victories. 1w
  •   oneluv559 Its because their fries come with a side of Cancer @jacjustice and so do their buns, biscuits and coffee. McNasty or MaRranos (🐖) like my dad calls it 1w

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jacjustice my darling Doctor Love. she's too amazing to be real. I'm pretty sure this is all a dream. going through some serious physical hell with recovery. I can handle it. I can take it. I'll overcome and see you on the other side. conquering like a warrior queen. 1w

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