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ibeandrea smile because it's over 3w

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ibeandrea holla @ #shelfies for my pizza galaxy shirt. Can you tell that I ? 4w

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ibeandrea Hey, just wanted to give a shout out to all of you for being so nice to me and supportive of me, I'd say i'm going through a shitty time or something but to be completely honest it's just my life that's shit and it's that way because of me and my mental disorders and as I get older they impair the quality of my life more and more and stuff just gets hard to handle and that's why I throw myself pity parties at 2 am and delete everything I post whenever I get around to posting. And I know it's shit and it sucks and i'm honestly so sorry but I just wanted to thank you all for sticking it though, I may not be an A+ photographer or role model or person but i'm here to get a message out to other people that it feels like the end of the world and it hurts but people out there understand and can empathize for you and no matter if your whole family just died or you washed your favorite shirt one too many times and it lost the smell of him, YOU have the right to cry about it and even though your problems may seem small according to an outsider, they mean something to you. And I've been through enough bullshit and pain and heartbreak to know that at the end of the day, most pain feels the same when all's said and done. It's just that some pain hurts longer than other pain, but either way it is felt and it hurts like a bitch and it means something and it matters. And, I guess I want to mean something to someone on a level more than I have right now with anyone, and it's gets a little much. And I guess i'm just saying this to remind you all that no matter how many followers you have or how ever many people claim to love you, sometimes you just feel shit and that's okay. I'm just trying to be the person I needed when I was younger, and the person I still need today, and I know I fuck up a lot but I'm working on it and i'm worry. So yeah, y'all are the best and I love you deerly 🌚 4w

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ibeandrea I need my camera oh my god how am I functioning without it 1mon

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ibeandrea my arms ache
outstretched for too long,
searching for
a lover who isn't there
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ibeandrea don't doubt yourself 1mon

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2mon ibeandrea
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ibeandrea I wish I had a comment for this but I don't. 2mon

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2mon ibeandrea
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ibeandrea Blinded by my love for him, so blinded I can't see, that the way I love him is not the same as the way that he loves me. 2mon

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2mon ibeandrea
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ibeandrea i can't sleep without him anymore 2mon

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2mon ibeandrea
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ibeandrea who you really are 2mon

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2mon ibeandrea
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ibeandrea Would it be lame if I came back to Instagram or nah? 2mon

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5mon ibeandrea
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ibeandrea Reposting because people were getting pressed about me not wearing clothes in it.

lol stay pressed.
Personally, I took this photo because people use the excuse that the way women dress provokes men to rape them, and vice versa. (MEN GET RAPED, TOO.) People were commenting on the original photo saying that I don't respect myself because I posed half naked for a photo that shows nothing but a broken image of a girl crying for help. Like, are you serious? You see worse shit in PG-13 movies. Grow up.

And, heads up, it's not that women need to respect themselves enough to dress modestly enough to where men won't be sexually attracted to them and be provoked to rape them and vice versa, it's about men and women having enough respect for each other not to violate them.

The message was that it's never okay to rape people. Even if the person is completely naked laying in front of you unable to move or protest. It doesn't matter how clothed or how naked or how provoked you are. It's never okay to rape under any circumstances and for all of you who protest the way I chose to show that, that's your business and your problem, not mine.

My heart goes out to all of those raped, molested or violated in any way by anyone, especially those who were blamed for being touched without consent because of the clothes you were wearing.

And to all of those who blame people who have been raped for the fact that they were raped because of the clothing they were wearing, just know that you completely and totally disgust me and I honestly hope this photo keeps you pressed.
If it disgusts you that I took this photo of myself then why doesn't it mortify you that people get raped every day and are forced into silence because they fear they'll be judged by ignorant people like you?
5mon

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7mon ibeandrea
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ibeandrea Here's a repost for your Sunday️ I've been thinking about taking things for granted lately, and then I thought about how some people have very little to even under appreciate in the first place. Just think about what you have rather than what you don't, just for a second. Because some people can only count what they have on one hand. 7mon
  •   hnagorski can you put up the link to your story about the boy in English class 7mon
  •   ibeandrea @hnagorski I put it up 7mon
  •   valita.frahm.xx Miss you 6mon
  •   msconfused Darling, I didn't know things were wrong. I completely understand leaving instagram but I want to make sure you'll be alright. Your photos and captions are always so beautiful, always make me pause. You're a lovely girl, never let yourself forget that. Follow your own passions and go where the wind takes you. If the wind is taking you away from instagram, I'll miss you dearly, but so be it. Have an amazing time in your life and never ever lose yourself. If you'd like to stay in touch let me know and you can have my kik or my number. Miss you forever, Tuesday 6mon
  •   mayajxlianna ily 6mon
  •   kellietea I know you might never see this but I really did care. I understand why you are leaving but I just want to say I loved your photography. 6mon
  •   kellietea it was inspirational. it was amazing. 6mon

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ibeandrea Cancer — My Chemical Romance 7mon

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ibeandrea I feel it in my bones 7mon

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ibeandrea cut throat 7mon

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ibeandrea Resolutions 7mon

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ibeandrea Don't teach girls how to dress, teach men not to rape.

But, don't teach boys that only girls get raped, because then they may think being touched is okay.
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  •   thats0kaylin @thats0andrea to me, this is art 2mon
  •   cupof_teax I was going through her account too @kingsleyhollows coincidence? I think not 2mon
  •   oo.hh Your a bitch and you misinterpreted the photo @samana.a 1mon
  •   oo.hh She is representing that just because her body is exposed that nobody ;man or woman has the right to rape/sexually abuse her. Yes she is partially nude but that is to represent that she is vulnerable to sexual abuse because she is partially nude or exposing skin and/or privates. She wasn't saying it is alright to "roam around baring skin" she said people should not be taken advantage of because of what they're wearing. Yes you probably shouldn't wear booty shorts but that is your choice and that should not portray ANYBODY as a victim of rape. And what the hell where did you get makeup from? 1mon
  •   olivia.tasaka @samana.a you completely misunderstood the photo, please understand what you're talking about before writing a whole novel on how this picture is bad 1mon
  •   datiekrain @samana.aa I agree that girls shouldn't wear such small amounts of clothing... but... I could care less what any religion says about it, to me girls should respect themselves enough to wear more. However, people who rape others couldn't care less what you're wearing. Rape is about power and less about anything sexual. 1mon
  •   e.money.s can we just let girls wear whatever they would like? please? I like wearing crop tops and short skirts because that's just comfortable. some girls like long skirts and button down shirts, I mean whatever. it's whatever you want to wear or at least it should be. teach people, not just guys, that just because I'm wearing something I find comfortable that exposes skin that they can't just do whatever. it's wrong for them to think they can. and people will say since I'm wearing it I'm tempting them. no I'm wearing it because I like it, it's not to tempt anyone. and I agree with the bottom part too. people need to gain self control, and a conscience because honestly this doesn't have to happen, if people just realized that when a person says no it means no or if a person doesn't say anything it still means no. yes means yes. no means no. no reply means they are probably incapacitated and they shouldn't be taken advantage of anyway. Im really upset at all the people putting pressure on girls..I like the outfits. that doesn't mean I need to be raped or gawked at. and I don't need other people to stand up for the guys and say it's the girls fault. the guys could have easily not raped someone just as easily as a girl could change her clothes, but nowadays everything is expensive..except for using your brain. you can do that for free, so. it's a simple decision. 5d

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ibeandrea my body inhabits
the ugliest of planets
but my mind wanders the
u n i v e r s e
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  •   lolloonilssoon You'r photos is sooo amazing 7mon
  •   gisellasays The caption is so wonderful. 7mon
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  •   natdiamandis YOU SHOULD GET MOMENTAGE 7mon
  •   dreamless_hoper this is the best account on instagram, your pictures have so much meaning and emotion in them, i just started this account and ill be posting photography, it would mean a lot to me if you check it out because you are my favorite account 7mon
  •   notnicolea Ooh I like caption and the picture. Hey it'd be cool if you did a body paint mini series idk. 7mon
  •   moonpride_ i love this photo!! all the little planet drawings make it cute but it's also meaningful. 7mon
  •   mayajxlianna ily even more than last time 6mon

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