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ibeandrea New short story just got published if you happen to care. Link's in my bio. I think I'll be devoting all of my time to my writing now. I have to get over myself, retire this part of my life so I can move on. I'll probably make a poetry/short story account; might just do it here. Thanks for everything, I love you all! 3w

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ibeandrea I have not been saved by your Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. 3w
  •   jackie.ciarletta I love your account! 3w
  •   k.illing_g.hosts Same 3w
  •   delaedjie Just wait... He will 3w
  •   l.z.g ^^contreversial muchh 3w
  •   ha_csi What is your tumblr?:) 3w
  •   ssuoir Not only do I admire your photography, but I can't help but enjoy the type of person you are too 2w

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ibeandrea take a chill pill // oldoldold but i'm going to take photos tonight hopefully so be excited ️ is school kicking anyone else's ass? 3w

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ibeandrea You can do it 4w

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ibeandrea He told me that I was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen, and I simply told him that I am not a thing. 1mon
  •   gracestaebell i love your account so much! i love that you're not afraid to show off your body because it's yours. i wish that i was that confident 1mon
  •   marissatroiani I love you 1mon
  •   sxlfdxstruct fav account, I can relate to every single post on here stay beautiful 1mon
  •   http.unsure Honestly i love you confidence so much and i love every single on of your photos 1mon
  •   alliekirkpatrick_ please please please post your songs again. I had them all screenshotted but my phone spazzed & all my pictures deleted so i don't have them anymore ); i have read all of your stories on wattpad & your extremely talented. we've talked on kik a couple times but it was over a year ago so you probably don't remember me haha. But anyway the point is that I love your music & your photography & i think you're a wonderful writer & your work is absolutley lovely so I would really really appreciate it if you would post your photos again or if you could dm them to me or anything really. i commented on your message board on wattpad too so you also have my username there it's allisoncarlisle if you would maybe dm me just a couple of the lyrics? I probably sound like a complete stalker sorry but i just really love your songs & im very upset that I don't have them anymore so I would really appreciate it if you could send even just one of them to me please. I'm sorry of it's too much of a hassle but i just thought id ask. 4w
  •   ibeandrea @alliekirkpatrick_ kik me? :) 4w
  •   _stellac_ this. is. so. beautiful. 4w
  •   passthelovearound This is so deep and beautiful my goodness 3w

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ibeandrea A majority of my active followers left me but that's okay, here's Ben and Liz by me, edited by Ben and Liz 1mon

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ibeandrea smile because it's over 3mon

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ibeandrea holla @ #shelfies for my pizza galaxy shirt. Can you tell that I ? 3mon

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ibeandrea Hey, just wanted to give a shout out to all of you for being so nice to me and supportive of me, I'd say i'm going through a shitty time or something but to be completely honest it's just my life that's shit and it's that way because of me and my mental disorders and as I get older they impair the quality of my life more and more and stuff just gets hard to handle and that's why I throw myself pity parties at 2 am and delete everything I post whenever I get around to posting. And I know it's shit and it sucks and i'm honestly so sorry but I just wanted to thank you all for sticking it though, I may not be an A+ photographer or role model or person but i'm here to get a message out to other people that it feels like the end of the world and it hurts but people out there understand and can empathize for you and no matter if your whole family just died or you washed your favorite shirt one too many times and it lost the smell of him, YOU have the right to cry about it and even though your problems may seem small according to an outsider, they mean something to you. And I've been through enough bullshit and pain and heartbreak to know that at the end of the day, most pain feels the same when all's said and done. It's just that some pain hurts longer than other pain, but either way it is felt and it hurts like a bitch and it means something and it matters. And, I guess I want to mean something to someone on a level more than I have right now with anyone, and it's gets a little much. And I guess i'm just saying this to remind you all that no matter how many followers you have or how ever many people claim to love you, sometimes you just feel shit and that's okay. I'm just trying to be the person I needed when I was younger, and the person I still need today, and I know I fuck up a lot but I'm working on it and i'm worry. So yeah, y'all are the best and I love you deerly 🌚 3mon

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ibeandrea I need my camera oh my god how am I functioning without it 3mon

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ibeandrea my arms ache
outstretched for too long,
searching for
a lover who isn't there
3mon

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ibeandrea . 4mon

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ibeandrea don't doubt yourself 4mon

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ibeandrea I wish I had a comment for this but I don't. 4mon

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ibeandrea Blinded by my love for him, so blinded I can't see, that the way I love him is not the same as the way that he loves me. 4mon

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ibeandrea i can't sleep without him anymore 4mon

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ibeandrea who you really are 4mon

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ibeandrea Would it be lame if I came back to Instagram or nah? 4mon

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ibeandrea Reposting because people were getting pressed about me not wearing clothes in it.

lol stay pressed.
Personally, I took this photo because people use the excuse that the way women dress provokes men to rape them, and vice versa. (MEN GET RAPED, TOO.) People were commenting on the original photo saying that I don't respect myself because I posed half naked for a photo that shows nothing but a broken image of a girl crying for help. Like, are you serious? You see worse shit in PG-13 movies. Grow up.

And, heads up, it's not that women need to respect themselves enough to dress modestly enough to where men won't be sexually attracted to them and be provoked to rape them and vice versa, it's about men and women having enough respect for each other not to violate them.

The message was that it's never okay to rape people. Even if the person is completely naked laying in front of you unable to move or protest. It doesn't matter how clothed or how naked or how provoked you are. It's never okay to rape under any circumstances and for all of you who protest the way I chose to show that, that's your business and your problem, not mine.

My heart goes out to all of those raped, molested or violated in any way by anyone, especially those who were blamed for being touched without consent because of the clothes you were wearing.

And to all of those who blame people who have been raped for the fact that they were raped because of the clothing they were wearing, just know that you completely and totally disgust me and I honestly hope this photo keeps you pressed.
If it disgusts you that I took this photo of myself then why doesn't it mortify you that people get raped every day and are forced into silence because they fear they'll be judged by ignorant people like you?
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  •   anessadoe @s.u.d.s.y dude. The caption 2mon
  •   csudsy I can't Showing this to my mom @anessadoe 2mon
  •   m.x.d.x.l.y.n thank you. it's never okay to rape no matter the circumstances. even if somebody kisses you, kissing can be all the further they want to go 2mon
  •   jpg.photography This is amazing personally I would do this but my parents don't even let me take photos in bikinis 2mon
  •   sarahjanaee Do your parents know what u be posting on here 2mon
  •   trinity_dendy_ Everyone needs to get over it she's an inspirational person to many people including me. Takin pictures like this one isn't a sin or anything so calm down. Are bodies are a part of nature deal with it, and if u don't like it then don't comment stupid things that r mean. We all have bodies it's not anything new so grow up. 2mon
  •   ibeandrea @sarahjanaee it's a photo to promote rape awareness, not pornography, so yeah, they know. 1mon
  •   patkat4504 I think you're pretty awesome, I like that you stand for what you believe, keep on keepin on dude 1mon

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ibeandrea Here's a repost for your Sunday️ I've been thinking about taking things for granted lately, and then I thought about how some people have very little to even under appreciate in the first place. Just think about what you have rather than what you don't, just for a second. Because some people can only count what they have on one hand. 9mon
  •   ibeandrea @hnagorski I put it up 9mon
  •   valita.xx Miss you 8mon
  •   msconfused Darling, I didn't know things were wrong. I completely understand leaving instagram but I want to make sure you'll be alright. Your photos and captions are always so beautiful, always make me pause. You're a lovely girl, never let yourself forget that. Follow your own passions and go where the wind takes you. If the wind is taking you away from instagram, I'll miss you dearly, but so be it. Have an amazing time in your life and never ever lose yourself. If you'd like to stay in touch let me know and you can have my kik or my number. Miss you forever, Tuesday 8mon
  •   mayajxlianna ily 8mon
  •   kellietea I know you might never see this but I really did care. I understand why you are leaving but I just want to say I loved your photography. 8mon
  •   kellietea it was inspirational. it was amazing. 8mon
  •   savannahdelarosa_ I think your account brings up mood a whole lot more, it helps me get through the day and not worry about tomorrow :) 1mon

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