hopeexoxo have you ever noticed how you begin to appreciate minuscule features on someone that were once seemingly unimportant, when the person becomes important to you ? when a person becomes an important part of your life, you have much more time to learn and observe small parts of them. whether those parts be physical or mental. if you care for that person, you begin to appreciate and adore those things. eyes that were once brown nothings become caramel golden swirls that are engraved into the depths of your brain. you often imagine those beautiful brown wonders before you doze off at night. isn't it crazy how at one point they were just brown to you ? but they’ll never be deemed as “just brown” again. think about the first time you laid next to someone sleeping and you lie awake while your thoughts were dancing around in your brain. you saw them sleeping; yet thought nothing of it. but as those nights became regular and your thoughts continued to plié and pirouette through your mind, you began to appreciate the way they slept. it was cute, it made you smile. it quieted those thoughts. now, when you sleep alone, you can’t help but quiet the screams in your brain by painting a beautiful picture of that one person sleeping. you find peace in the thought of their peace. when i care about someone, seeing their eyes light up with passion when they talk about their dreams and goals ignites a fire inside of my soul. i'm sure i'm not alone in possessing that trait. there's something so beautiful about someone expressing what they want to become. the more time you spend with someone, the more you get to hear about their dreams. the things they refrain from telling just anyone, because those aren’t the things you tell people who are just curious. your dreams and passions should be shared with someone who’s just as passionate about hearing them. if you’re lucky, you’ll meet someone who wants you to read the book of their dreams stored in the library in their soul. and when they begin to read that book to you, their eyes will light up and their sentences will be speeding out of their mouth like cars going hundreds of miles per hour.
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hopeexoxo i hope we last. i hope we do.
but if we don’t, this is how i want you to remember me:
i want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought i'd recover. remember me brave, that time you held my hand and i thought i was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you.
remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways i tried to get your attention. remember the way i was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. if it's any consolation I allowed myself to have them too.
if it comes to it i don’t want you to remember the ending.
remember the beginning. remember the first time you knew.

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hopeexoxo ѕay yoυ're oĸay,
ι'м aғraιd тнaт тoмorrow ιѕ jυѕт тoo ғar away.
ғιgнт тнe paιn,
ιт jυѕт ғeelѕ lιĸe ғorever ιѕ craѕнιng down on мe
down on мe, мe, мe.

raιn wιll ғall. waѕн all тнe paιn. ιт ѕнιeldѕ тнe ѕoυl, yoυ тυrn тнe page
тo ғace anoтнer day.
leт мe ĸnow тнaт yoυ wιll waιт and ι wιll pay ғor мy мιѕтaĸeѕ
тo ғeel тнe ѕυn agaιn.

can yoυ нold on?

ѕay yoυ're oĸay,
ι'м aғraιd тнaт тoмorrow ιѕ jυѕт тoo ғar away.
ғιgнт тнe paιn,
ιт jυѕт ғeelѕ lιĸe ғorever ιѕ craѕнιng down on мe.
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hopeexoxo maybe you loved her because she used the same laundry detergent your mother used or because when she doused herself in perfume after every cigarette she smoked she would smell like a garden in full bloom so you held onto her a little bit tighter after she told you about how she tried to kill herself or maybe you just didn't know how to let go or your mother never taught you that you can't save a broken girl just by words or promises that you couldn't keep so you let her breathe you in. you let yourself become her cigarette and you told her that you loved her and you would cherish her forever but then a new girl moved in a block away and you began to forget all about the girl you had promised your life to and she forgot how to look into the stars and forget all the pain inside so maybe you didn't mean to kill her but you did.

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hopeexoxo he walked into my life and was the first good thing to happen to me in so long that i didn’t know how to open my heart. he stayed there, unpeeling my layers, until i was able to kiss him without walls. i love myself and him and the whole wide world. falling for him wasn’t falling at all. it was walking into a house and suddenly knowing you’re home.

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