heyyitsbrittneyy Numba 2 figured out 2d

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heyyitsbrittneyy Kinda wish I didn't have a jacked up tooth & kinda really don't care. It is what it is. 🏽 1w
  •   al.pratt it looks so cute tho ??? you look so cute all the time ????? 1w
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heyyitsbrittneyy Show me off, baby, don't hide me away. 1w

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heyyitsbrittneyy NIGGA WE MADE IT (..yesterday...) 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Once again, out of the 500 times I'll tell you along today (as I always do) happy birthday, Joshua. I brought you some balloons and flowers. Also, you messed up my makeup for graduation, but I forgive you. I miss you, and I hope god's throwing you a huge party. I love you. You're FINALLY 21. (& thanks to Mike for the picture while I was talking to Joshua..) 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy For the lames who didn't see it on Twitter 🏼 (for the cool kids who saw it on Twitter and had to come back to Instagram for more) 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Cheers to no more high school 🏼 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Ilysm Marcus, Tommy, and Sierra. #classof2015 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Ilysm Kevaroo & Mase. 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy #mcm for life 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy All the pictures we have together are from a year ago atleast and I think that's really lame bc I wasn't as cute then as I am now. Also bc that means I haven't seen you in forever. Anyways, point is, I miss you Shy. 4w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Idk why I always wind up covering half my face up w/ my hair. 4w

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heyyitsbrittneyy I miss you. 4w

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heyyitsbrittneyy @teenage shirt finally came in Now @blakeanderson can marry me. 🌚 4w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Most people will just scroll past this but this has been bugging me for a ridiculously long time. YOURE THE REASON YOU SELF-HARM, NOT ANYONE ELSE. People hurt people, I get that. But don't cut yourself and blame other people. That's not how this works. We do this crap to ourselves. I get that people say hurtful things and push you around but at the end of the day you're the one coping with it by cutting your skin open, by taking a bottle of pills, by starving yourself, etc. I've been down that road and have struggled with depression and self-harm for 5 years now. But it takes realizing that you're in control of yourself to see that you're so much stronger than you think. Yes I understand that the thoughts you have are uncontrollable but my god constantly blaming other people and not taking the blame for your actions is not going to better your thoughts. And then you think 'self-harm is okay'? No you don't. You're saying that to get attention from other people. Point blank. I do know what it's like to crave attention and to do everything in my power to get it. I've been a so-called attention whore. So don't get offended and say you're not trying to get attention. Now, not everybody is attempting to get it but when you're blatantly going out of your way to pull up your sleeves and get sympathy for something like that, you're trying for attention. Look, I know how you feel, truly I do. I know how it feels to be addicted to harming yourself, it's 100% an addiction. But the way you handle yourself and the way you get better is by accepting the fact that at the end of the day you're the only one putting a razor to your skin. It's okay to seek help, it's okay to tell people about your issue, it's okay, but it's not okay to put the way you cope on other people. This isn't a blame game. It's a battle that is possible to overcome. I know where you're minds at and I know just how you feel. But stop blaming people and saying 'this ones for you' and 'is your joke still funny?' And 'you did this to me.' Because no. Stop romanticizing self-destruction and stop avoiding the actual problem. The problem is you have an addiction, face that and it will get better. 1mon
  •   heyyitsbrittneyy @ #blithe #selfharmmm #secretsociety123 #ana #mia #cutting hashtag users and literally everybody. 1mon
  •   heyyitsbrittneyy P.s. I'm not saying that being comfortable enough to quit wearing long sleeves and have your scars show is calling for attention. I'm not saying to be ashamed of your scars. If you go out and your scars are uncovered, props to you. Truly. But I hope you're trying to recover. Because if you're recovering and your scars are a reminder of what you've been through AND that you're getting better then good. You shouldn't be ashamed. Be comfortable in your own skin. But I don't believe one should use their scars for sympathy and attention. Quite frankly, I don't wear long sleeves but that's because I'm trying to get better and I'm not gonna cover uncomfortable parts of my body for others satisfaction. Be comfortable in your own skin but don't use that for attention. 1mon
  •   _codielizabeth7 Agreed 2 months clean 1mon
  •   heyyitsbrittneyy Very proud of you! Keep your head up and keep going! @_codielizabeth7 1mon
  •   _codielizabeth7 Thank you 1mon
  •   __.moon.child.__ This..is just too perfect. At least someone said it. 4w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Hood 🐀s. 1mon

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heyyitsbrittneyy Sporting Joshua's shirt today even though technically it was his friends whom he stole it from and then I stole it from him. Woops. 1mon

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heyyitsbrittneyy It's been a month without you and not a day goes by that it gets any easier. I just keep hoping I'll wake up and it will have just been a dream. Graduation is next month and it falls on your birthday.. So that's not going to be easy.. But none of this is easy. I really need you and I really miss you. I can't wait for the day I get to see you again; that day couldn't come soon enough.. I love you, Boobear. 1mon

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