heyyitsbrittneyy Idk why I always wind up covering half my face up w/ my hair. 2d

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heyyitsbrittneyy I miss you. 2d

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heyyitsbrittneyy @teenage shirt finally came in Now @blakeanderson can marry me. 🌚 5d

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heyyitsbrittneyy Most people will just scroll past this but this has been bugging me for a ridiculously long time. YOURE THE REASON YOU SELF-HARM, NOT ANYONE ELSE. People hurt people, I get that. But don't cut yourself and blame other people. That's not how this works. We do this crap to ourselves. I get that people say hurtful things and push you around but at the end of the day you're the one coping with it by cutting your skin open, by taking a bottle of pills, by starving yourself, etc. I've been down that road and have struggled with depression and self-harm for 5 years now. But it takes realizing that you're in control of yourself to see that you're so much stronger than you think. Yes I understand that the thoughts you have are uncontrollable but my god constantly blaming other people and not taking the blame for your actions is not going to better your thoughts. And then you think 'self-harm is okay'? No you don't. You're saying that to get attention from other people. Point blank. I do know what it's like to crave attention and to do everything in my power to get it. I've been a so-called attention whore. So don't get offended and say you're not trying to get attention. Now, not everybody is attempting to get it but when you're blatantly going out of your way to pull up your sleeves and get sympathy for something like that, you're trying for attention. Look, I know how you feel, truly I do. I know how it feels to be addicted to harming yourself, it's 100% an addiction. But the way you handle yourself and the way you get better is by accepting the fact that at the end of the day you're the only one putting a razor to your skin. It's okay to seek help, it's okay to tell people about your issue, it's okay, but it's not okay to put the way you cope on other people. This isn't a blame game. It's a battle that is possible to overcome. I know where you're minds at and I know just how you feel. But stop blaming people and saying 'this ones for you' and 'is your joke still funny?' And 'you did this to me.' Because no. Stop romanticizing self-destruction and stop avoiding the actual problem. The problem is you have an addiction, face that and it will get better. 1w
  •   heyyitsbrittneyy @ #blithe #selfharmmm #secretsociety123 #ana #mia #cutting hashtag users and literally everybody. 1w
  •   heyyitsbrittneyy P.s. I'm not saying that being comfortable enough to quit wearing long sleeves and have your scars show is calling for attention. I'm not saying to be ashamed of your scars. If you go out and your scars are uncovered, props to you. Truly. But I hope you're trying to recover. Because if you're recovering and your scars are a reminder of what you've been through AND that you're getting better then good. You shouldn't be ashamed. Be comfortable in your own skin. But I don't believe one should use their scars for sympathy and attention. Quite frankly, I don't wear long sleeves but that's because I'm trying to get better and I'm not gonna cover uncomfortable parts of my body for others satisfaction. Be comfortable in your own skin but don't use that for attention. 1w
  •   _codielizabeth7 Agreed 2 months clean 1w
  •   heyyitsbrittneyy Very proud of you! Keep your head up and keep going! @_codielizabeth7 7d
  •   _codielizabeth7 Thank you 7d
  •   __.moon.child.__ This..is just too perfect. At least someone said it. 5d

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heyyitsbrittneyy Hood 🐀s. 1w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Sporting Joshua's shirt today even though technically it was his friends whom he stole it from and then I stole it from him. Woops. 1w

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heyyitsbrittneyy It's been a month without you and not a day goes by that it gets any easier. I just keep hoping I'll wake up and it will have just been a dream. Graduation is next month and it falls on your birthday.. So that's not going to be easy.. But none of this is easy. I really need you and I really miss you. I can't wait for the day I get to see you again; that day couldn't come soon enough.. I love you, Boobear. 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Peoples ignorance and disrespect never ceases to amaze me. Do NOT mention Joshua's name if you haven't a good thing to say about him. Do NOT make jokes about Joshua if they aren't humorous old memories that you two enjoyed together. Just don't bother. You think utter disrespect is funny? Say another thing and I swear you've got it coming to you. Hurtful does not equal humor. 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Awe, I'm so cute guys. Ft. Couple & half of Tommy. 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy I don't want these people, okay? I want YOU because YOU are the only one who ever made me feel something and now I can't even FEEL you. And I'm so angry because you're gone and I CANT do a single thing to bring you back. I'm not angry at you. I'm angry at the air that your breath still lingers in and I'm angry at the water that your skin touched. I'm angry at the birds that got to fly above you and I'm angry at all the streets that have held you up. There have been things I can't control, but nothing at all like this. I'm so hurt and so angry and my god I think I've gone nuts. But YOU were always my one. I still talk to you, I know you hear it because when the wind blows I hear your reply. I don't know why I vent on social networks, I really don't. Because I sit here and talk out loud for hours in my room to you, all night long. But it's YOU. And I need you. 3w
  •   amerritt527 This breaks my heart. Literally. Praying for you 3w
  •   abbymcraee I'm here for you 2w
  •   __.moon.child.__ This brings tears to my eyes My heart aches immensely. You're in my prayers 2w

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heyyitsbrittneyy #wcw is this babe (sorry 4 the pic mom) 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy If you don't want to date me, that's fine; I get that. But you're wrong and I hate you. 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Chicks are like cats, dude. If you don't keep their attention, they'll.. Wait on top of the refrigerator. 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy I will marry you. 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy So happy National Siblings day you guys @mycool @that_one_guy_whos_fiance & Cody 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy You would've gotten a kick out of this dumb emoji update, i can't even find the laughing face rn Joshua. Help me. P.s. I miss you so much. 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Ugly boy & Potato are still v cute #tbt 3w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Random v thankful transformation. Middle school years, man. 4w

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heyyitsbrittneyy Easter 2013 & Easter 2014. My whole family is missing you this Easter, it's not the same without you; nothing's the same without you. 4w

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