foreverdieting Day out in Southampton with @samamy93 Costa for lunch! 3min

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foreverdieting Thank you for the tags @inthelifeoflolza & @lara_recovers. 10 things that make me mad...
1. Gaining weight.
2. Me binge eating.
3. "Friends" who won't be there for me through bad times, even though I'm always there for them.
4. People who cut corners in cars.
5. People who used to say I looked really good when I was over a stone lighter, but now I'm over a stone heavier say that I look better for gaining weight and that I look "healthier". Stop contradicting yourselves. I know I looked better skinnier. Stop trying to make me feel better for being a fatty.
6. People who litter.
7. People who spit.
8. People who don't recycle.
9. The contradicting voices I hear in my head.
10. People who find mental health problems such a taboo subject.
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foreverdieting Drinks at @samamy93. Love her (everyone go follow her - she's the bestest ) 15h

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foreverdieting Can today be over now please? Dinner today is a Quorn burger, salad leaves & hummus. Trying to force myself to eat it as I need to eat something today. I am so emotionally drained it's unreal. 20h

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foreverdieting Safe to say this has been the worst day of my life, so far. It was the worst day even before it turned 3am. 1d
  •   tash592 I hope you're okay.. :( xxx 1d
  •   foreverdieting @tash592 I'm far from okay, but thank you. 1d
  •   emmaatos @foreverdieting sending you hugs and strength, always here if you want to talk xx 1d
  •   tash592 I'm sending you lots of love then - always here for a chat if you need it xxx 1d

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foreverdieting Salad leaves with hummus - my favourite! & two light cheese triangles. 2d

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foreverdieting New meds, yes please. Been struggling on Citalopram for a while now & I've finally been taking off the things! Told the doctor that I have been suffering badly with derealisation, ESPECIALLY when I'm driving my car, to the point where I shake the steering wheel. I flung across the roundabout today without checking & I hardly concentrated on the road. Mainly was just looking at the sky & out of my side window. I'm lucky I made it to town really. So now she doesn't really want me driving without a passenger in the car. Not sure how practical that is really. Meh. But yeah, other than that the tablets are a result! 2d
  •   stacyt_uk Hope they work for you better! 2d
  •   owright93 Love sertraline! I was on 200mg and I was only sick on the first day the rest was a breeze! I hope it works out for you xxx 2d
  •   lifewithnopain Ah I remember those medication when I was 17. Was on 100mg I think so hope that'll be help for you @foreverdieting 2d
  •   lastenglishrose91 I really hope you have better luck with these ones sweetheart - you deserve a break :) xoxo 2d
  •   marvelousgirl I could not take Citalopram... it didn't do anything at a smaller dose and made me more anxious, then my doctor upped the dosage and i slept at least 14 hours a day!! been on Sertraline for a year or so now (along with other stuff) and it's been good. hope it works for you, love! 2d

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foreverdieting Having cuddles in bed with Willow (excuse my big fat hand - she won't lie still unless you stroke her or show her all of your attention) 2d

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foreverdieting Been messing with the Parker Calligraphy set I found on the car boot sale today (£1). Had a break down after work... Mum came to my rescue & bought me to Nan's to relax a bit with the family instead of being home alone... My thoughts are starting to get too much 3d
  •   swapsandmail hey!! i know your trying to loose weight? what have you found helpful or good? i am also trying to loose weight 3d
  •   swapsandmail sctually want to penpal? im also a crazy cat lady, and also struggling to somehow loose weight 3d
  •   snailemmail Hope you're okay :( constantly thinking of you even though I can't text. Love you lots & promise I'm trying to get better quickly so we can spend time together again 3d
  •   foreverdieting @snailemmail sweet please don't worry about me. Just keep yourself positive! I love you & miss you like crazy! I can't WAIT til I can see you again. Will be the best day! 3d
  •   foreverdieting @swapsandmail hi! To lose weight I found that calorie counting really helped me. I used an app called MyFitnessPal to help me keep track. Also, thank you for asking, but i'm not looking to take on anymore penpals at the moment.. Sorry! Crazy cat ladies forever though! 3d
  •   swapsandmail okay thanks :) 2d

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foreverdieting Today's lunch! 3d

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foreverdieting Pathetic cleavage & legs on show tonight (nervous!) LETS GET SMASHED & THEN DO A 6 HOUR SHIFT AT WORK TOMORROW - WOOOOOOOOOO 4d

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foreverdieting Today's outgoing snailmail for @lara_recovers! 4d
  •   lara_recovers yay omg so excited!! also super excited for the stamp, I've been meaning to buy some of them to keep 4d
  •   heidilizabeth1985 I have ur reply 2 do my lovely xxx 4d
  •   shesaysitall Are you looking for any new pals at the moment? 3d
  •   foreverdieting @shesaysitall hi! Thank you for asking but sorry, I'm not looking for anymore penpals right now! 3d

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foreverdieting Lunch today is a small fillet of salmon, salad leaves & hummus! 4d

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foreverdieting Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy & drinks with @robertsooonn! Been a busy bee today. Met with @samamy93 for a little shopping & a coffee (bought some '#payitforward' gifts too) & then work. 5d
  •   inthelifeoflolza Pay it forward? You intrigue me! Looking gorgeous as ever! 5d
  •   foreverdieting @inthelifeoflolza hahaha if I sent you any one of the 3 totally hilarious selfies I took before this one, you'd see me truly hideous side haha! & the Pay it forward are from that FB status thing that people forwarded & then the first 5 people who say 'I'm in' you send like a kind gesture to & then they have to offer the same pay it forward thing on their wall. Etc etc! (It's on my fb timeline somewhere if you wanna read it properly) xx 5d

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foreverdieting 1100 followers?! This is crazy! Thank you all. You're all such a help to me through my struggles & I am so grateful. I have no idea what I'd do without IG & the community it has connected me with! I've made lots of friends through IG & that makes me so happy. Lots of love to all 1100 of you! 6d

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foreverdieting Feeling very low, but not even sure why. Diet coke with tropical sourz... Alone... My life is sad. (& lime green nails - best colour ) 6d
  •   papermaillove Sounds yummy! I'd have some with you if I was there! 6d

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foreverdieting Thank you for the tag @lara_recovers! Hmmm... 10 things that make me happy...
1. My family & friends (my bestest friends, @snailemmail & @samamy93 especially)
2. My boyfriend (@foreverfootball)
3. All my wonderful penpals!
4. Losing weight
5. Getting really drunk
6. My Filofax (personal monochrome original)
7. Cats!
8. Finding hidden gems at car boot sales/charity shops
9. Going shopping after payday!
10. Travelling to new places (especially by plane ️)
6d

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foreverdieting Outgoing snailmail for @dust.castle! 6d
  •   dust.castle I CANT WAIT 6d
  •   papermaillove Love the envie! I'm in the process of writing your mail! 6d
  •   foreverdieting @papermaillove it's my first handmade envie! & yaaay! ️ x 6d
  •   papermaillove Is it like Cath Kidston paper or something? So pretty! 6d
  •   papermaillove &I've been working on it since yesterday but only got as far as 'Dear Jess'! I have done envie/mailtag/answers though! 6d
  •   foreverdieting @papermaillove I made it from the Cath Kidston mini catalogue that can't through the post! :) haha aw! No rush x 6d
  •   papermaillove Such a good guess! And I want a CK catalogue through my door! 6d

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foreverdieting Feeling very odd today, like something isn't right... Hate feeling like this. Trying to distract myself by doing letters, but it's not overly helping. Got a lot on my mind. 6d
  •   dust.castle This is literally me right now! Ah, it's a sad reson for being twinnies :') 6d
  •   foreverdieting @dust.castle haha sad twinnies! ️ I'm almost finished your reply! Just doing your mail tag & I'll try drag myself to the post box a bit later! :) 6d
  •   lara_recovers you are absolutely beautiful jess 6d
  •   dust.castle @foreverdieting random sudden mood changes too? I've been so angry today aw yay! No pressure! cox 6d
  •   dust.castle *xx 6d
  •   inthelifeoflolza Even when sitting with strange feelings you're still so pretty! No fair! I hope this all passes soon or at least lessens in intensity. Good on you for making the active decision to try and take your mind off all thats tormenting you. You deserve and warrant all happiness that comes your way, not feeling like this! Lots of love Jess! 6d
  •   samamy93 I love you @foreverdieting! (: xx 6d

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