fatinsyazwani Got to try @bambams_cookies 's chocolate flavored cookies with fondant! Too cute to eat! But I ate it anyway. Sorry Mr Bear. ️ The sweetness is just right! Not too sweet and not too bland. The taste of the chocolate cookie just lingers in my mouth and I kept wanting to eat more and more of it. One is never enough! Go go and support my bestie's business! Thank you my friend for giving me these two cookies. Hehe. Thumbs up! 5d

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fatinsyazwani 120116 Alhamdulillah. Still recovering and the test shows more improvements. #aplasticanemia #atg 3w

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fatinsyazwani #tb 070116 thank you thank youuuu for this wonderful surprise! Love you! 4w

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fatinsyazwani Hahaha they are really getting the hang of it~ @dinaanuar @aissyahh94 aqilaaaaah next time hope you can join us heh @arqweeela 4w
  •   arqweeela Ahhahahaha dinaa muke takmu jatuh.. Maintain maintain yes please in sha allah next outing smue ade. Complete.. 4w

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fatinsyazwani Went to watch them skate since I can't yet. Decided to take their photos and videos as well. Haha! Next time we gonna skate together for sure! Miss these people a lot! 4w

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fatinsyazwani Alhamdulillah. Went for checkup yesterday. Realised that i only need blood transfusion on that day as the rest of the counts start to increase slowly. Even the one that i least expected which is the platelets because from the very start, it is always low. Im so thankful that it starts to work out slowly to recovery. Hopefully it will continue to show progress. InshaAllah. #aplasticanemia 4mon
  •   elishaashaa Stay strong InsyaAllah everything will go smoothly 4mon
  •   umairahaffindi Alhamdulillah! Insya'allah awk akan sembuh tak lama lagi can't wait to go outing like we used to! 4mon

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fatinsyazwani #tb Anniversary. Thank you 4mon

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fatinsyazwani Been a slow update. I finally got discharged on 6 sept. Its almost a month staying in the hospital. In the isolated room all by myself. I honestly dont know hows the weather out there cause im not allowed to open the window? And i cant go down even due to my low neutrophil count. Basically my immune system is low. And this here is the blood results from my follow up check up which was from 9 sept. The results are still low. But there are progress. Even though its a slow progress. Theres an increase in my haemoglobin which is red blood cells. My white blood is higher than before as well and the injection of the white blood cells booster on the day of discharge actually plays a part as well to bring it up. Platelet is very low but thankfully i dont have to get any transfusion on that day. My platelets love to go up and down so it will take a while to actually rise up. Tomorrow will be another follow up. So i hope the counts rise up or at least maintain.. Its been 9 days since i last got transfusions. Which is a good progress as well. This will take a few months to see whether the treatment is a success or not. InshaAllah it will be a success. Its a tough journey. I suffer a lot of side effects. Its not easy. But i know i have to stay strong. :) and i will. #aplasticanemia #atg #bloodresults 5mon
  •   zanpibam In Sha Allah you'll get well soon 5mon
  •   faiithhhhhh omg i didnt know u were still hospitalized!! 5mon
  •   faiithhhhhh btw pls take extra care of urself!!!!!! 5mon
  •   fatinsyazwani @zanpibam amin! Thank you! :) 5mon
  •   fatinsyazwani @faiithhhhhh i was in and out of the hospital >< heh but this was the longest due to the treatment~ im at home now. Tmr i have checkup~ i will, faith! Hehe dont worryy~ you take care too okay! Once im well, we should meet up and update each other! Heh miss you a lot faith! 5mon
  •   faiithhhhhh @fatinsyazwani me too!!! thurs u free? go visit u 5mon
  •   fatinsyazwani @faiithhhhhh i should be 100% free~ haha i cant go out so ill be at home 24/7. Ill update ya if theres anything ! 5mon
  •   faiithhhhhh @fatinsyazwani yeahyeah SEEYA TMR 5mon

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fatinsyazwani Yes.. Yes.. Let's do this. I can get through this! 6mon

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fatinsyazwani Blood counts for today. Im diagnosed with Aplastic Anemia in June 2015. I swear its been a long journey. Full of tests from Him. Its hard and it was really difficult for me to accept it at first. It scares me a lot and I dont even know what went wrong with me in the first place. Aplastic Anemia basically is a rare blood disorder whereby all three main components in your blood are low and the bone marrow is like failing to produce it. I went through a lot of needle poking, fainting episodes and much more. Plus well i have low tolerance of pain. Its been hard for me that i cant go out and meet and hang out with my friends and my loved ones and also work. Ever since i have this, i feel super tired and weak. I can't afford to fall or bump into things cause i will bruise easily. People who dont really know much about my condition, they will think that my case is not a serious one and i might look okay in their eyes. Ive been going through a lot of hospitalization, medical tests, transfusions and all. Thankfully with the help and words of encouragement and motivation from my family, my loved ones and my friends, i finally decided to stay strong and happy no matter what happens. Its been a year of lessons for me. To cherish everything that i have cause i dont know whats waiting for me in the future. Alhamdulillah. Im so thankful to have them.. Without them, i dont think i can stay positive long. Thank you so much to all of you that have been keeping me motivated and also trying to cheer me up. Tomorrow will be the beginning of my treatment. Despite the side effects that i read up, i just have to stay strong and believe in Him and InshaAllah i will recover in no time. #aplasticanemia #atg #sgh 6mon
  •   sits_nissa Insya Allah. Will pray for you ♡ 6mon
  •   fatinsyazwani @sits_nissa thank you so much ! Really appreciate it! 6mon
  •   zanpibam Get well soon fatin! 6mon
  •   fatinsyazwani Thanks fizhan! :) @zanpibam 6mon
  •   lyricslinks Mei, get well soon. Jie will be there for you. love you I will pray for your recovery @fatinsyazwani 6mon
  •   fatinsyazwani @lyricslinks thank you jie! It means so much for me! Love you too! ️ please take care too jie! :3 6mon
  •   emasdelima Alhamdulillah fatin u are a strong kid. Doa from Aunty Mas may Allah gave u strength to went true all your pain. Speedy recovery & get well soon . Insya Allah. Aamiin . Everything will going smooth fatin. 6mon

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fatinsyazwani Hey mom. For the 9 months, you carried me. Afterwards giving birth to me, showing me the world. Showering me with love and care. Scolding me and correcting me when I did something wrong. Remember how we usually laugh at each other's silly mistakes? Helping me with art homeworks when i was a kid. Even taking leave from work, i was terribly sick on that day itself. Thank you mom. For all the sacrifices in taking care and raising us up. I love you mom. 9mon

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fatinsyazwani Met En lai and yeah.. Got interviewed.. ;; so nervous tho. Channel 5 tmr. Mothers day shoutout >< 9mon

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fatinsyazwani Morning workout at amore~ Waiting for kickbox class! And afterwards to work~! #workout 10mon

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fatinsyazwani 180415 : injeolmi bingsu with my dear devil buddy! Like finally we met after a while! Few months felt like years! #bingsu #injeolmi #koreandessert #dessert 10mon

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fatinsyazwani Oho. Yes!! Mortal Kombat!! #childhood #gamingtime 10mon

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fatinsyazwani One year older, one year wiser they say. Had the best birthday celebration with loved one! And really grateful for the surprise presents! Even giving away his precious vinyl of Lana Del Rey's paradise edition! Thank you so much. love you. #birthdaygifts #birthday 10mon
  •   faiithhhhhh Omg i missed the date!!! happy birthday fatin!! Hope u had a nice day just now 10mon
  •   fatinsyazwani @faiithhhhhh hehe thank you!!! Just in time before the next day xP yeap enjoyed it to the max! 10mon

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fatinsyazwani #ootd for my own birthday! 10mon

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fatinsyazwani I finally finally got the last one as his birthday gift. Thinking of getting it during his birthday month but since that was the only one left, it's a must get! Having fun making him curious and guessing like crazy. Trust me, you will love it once you know it. I can't wait to see his reaction~ heh. #gameofthrones #GoT #gotironthrone #ironthrone #ironthronereplica #bookend 10mon

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fatinsyazwani So uh... My first try in baking these rainbow cupcakes~ #rainbowcupcakes #firsttry #failhaha 11mon

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fatinsyazwani "Yes, Human...? May I help you? Why are you behind my back?" #thecompanyofcats #catcafesg 11mon

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