Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne Dear Louis;
Today I fell in love with your hand. Those veins that pop out when you tighten your fists. I fell in love with how you move your fingers. And I fell in love with those big puppy dog eyes that always look lost when you're in a train of thought. I fell in love with every part of your face, your lovable ears, which make you even more genuine than you are. I love the wave on your nose, the uniqueness of it and how you never seem to think you're amazing. I love your thin, pink lips which are wet because you love to play with your tongue. Your tongue is extremely intriguing with such a face like yours. I also fell in love with the way your tight shirts cling on your body and also the unsteady way you lift your legs when you walk. You walk with such poise, the ground probably begs for you to never stop walking. I love how you sometimes have moments when you over think everything you've ever planned and you start to get nervous so you rub your hands on your thighs. You do that every time you get nervous. I love that slight half smirk you give the fans when you're teasing them, turning them on even more. With your eyes full of pride and excitement when you succeed to making them crave your touch. I hate you for that sometimes. You're such a tease, Louis. I seek for your attention, but I know I won't get it. I want to raid your mind like you raid mine. I don't ever want to leave your mind because you never leave mine. I'm falling so hard for you, Louis. Falling so hard for a man who I've never even met. I'm falling so deep that I know I can't ever get up, or if I could, I don't even want to. When I think of you, it's like we're the only ones who exist. Everything else just fades into the background. I love you, Louis William Tomlinson. As weird and obsessive that may seem, I love you. I hope you can stay in my life for a couple thousand more years. If that's not possible, I'd like to hold you a little while longer.
Happy 23rd birthday, baby.
3h
  •   1dmix5sos AW AWKSKDK 3h
  •   hoesexual Currently sobbing brb 3h
  •   abby.elizabethhh CAPTION GIVES ME LIFE OKAY BYE 3h
  •   eldacantuwazhere Aww it looks like if u were a family I mean u guys basically describe yourself brothers "from a different mother" it's something that only true friends can give u a very adorable poem becuz they've known u for 4yrs.now I love u guys and u guys can't basically take a normal picture becuz Louis always makes something silly I love u guys I hope u guys have a lot more years of singing u truly are amazin!!!!! 3h
  •   hannahfxith YOUR CAPTION KILLED ME 3h
  •   hannahfxith @_aili_ read the caption i am currently in tears 3h
  •   shanayaaa Nice caption <3 @fakelimanpayne 3h
  •   g.a.l.a.x.y wait that's not jesus 3h

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne One direction wrapping party!!! My family gonna love me for hooking them up with them fine boys. 6h

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne They might not like you at school.
They might not like you at work.
And they might not like you in a park.
And they might not like you on the moon.
And they might not like you in the summer.
When they say they remind you of winter.
But this universe, will always love you.
This universe, will take you.
1d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne If you're strong enough to take that blade and draw it against your skin.
If you're strong enough to take those pills, and swallow them when no one's home.
If you're strong enough to tie that rope and hang it from the ceiling fan.
If you're strong enough to jump off that bridge, my friend.
You are strong enough, to live.
2d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne what app is this????? 3d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne January has issues with her mother, February is always talking about things he wants to do while March does them, April eats sweets and May pays for them, June is the oldest but not the wisest and July always has an opinion on everything. August never stops trying to do the right thing, even if he doesn't always know what that is. September once saw something so sad, she never stopped crying. October holds the lift for anyone, vice-presidents and street-sweepers alike (for his memory, not for theirs) and November makes fun of him for this. December is tired but always hopeful. He has never once stopped believing. Monday's obliviously a bastard quite literally as Dad can't remember what or who he was doing. Tuesday's temperamental but ok as long as you stay on her good side. Wednesday doesn't say much and Thursday sometimes hums just to break the silence. They're in love. Friday's always wasted and she and Saturday hold each other tightly until their delirium fades. But Sunday, Sunday knows she's the end. But she closes her eyes, and she pretends with all the strength in her tiny heart that really, she's the dawn. 3d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne As most of you guys know, this year has been a crazy and hectic time for me. I've been tested for cancer almost 20 times in the span of this year and I lost my voice for over a year. I'm not spoiled, but when I'm sick my parents always feel bad for me. My mom almost got me the 6 and I told her I didn't want that. I just wanted a simple small phone so she bought me the 5s in gold and I am so thankful. She's honestly the best mom ever and she doesn't get enough credit from me. My brother bought her a $200+ TV the other day and I can't do anything like that because I don't work. The rest of my money is being spent on her. I love my mom. 4d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne One day, you read something that moved you, and made you realize there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you offended someone, it was just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones. That being alone means you're free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you're with is the one you're meant to be with. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead. That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you. That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to music. That the most embarrassing and awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else. That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know is, if you're judging them. That talking to strangers is how you make friends. That bad days end and a smile can go around the world. That life contradicts itself constantly. That's why it's worth living. That the difference between pain and love is time. That love is as real as you want it to be. That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn't always work the other way around. That the sun will rise each day and it's up to you each day to match it. That nothing matters up until this point. That what you decide now, in this moment, will change your future. Forever. That rain is beautiful.
And so are you.
5d
  •   call.me.clare im so in love with you ahsjsnabf 5d
  •   1dmix5sos THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUOK OH MY HQOSNDKWOXKNX 5d
  •   cammie_gurl Thank you i really needed that today 5d
  •   yzabvl I love you 5d
  •   mimmii_xx THATS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TEXT I'VE EVER READ THAT MADE MY DAY 5d
  •   mobergfrida Everything you write is so beautiful!! Take good care of your talent, you're amazing 5d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne I need to rant because I'm so pissed off!!!!!! !!!! I hate when people talk to me and expect me to be okay with them making fun of the way I talk. I hate it when I'm talking and because I can barely even talk they talk over me. I hate it when people treat me like I'm disabled when the only problem with me is the fact that I can't talk like everyone else because my vocals are different. I hate it when I can't yell for a family member or a friend so I have to wait until im face to face with them to talk. I hate how I can't talk like everyone and im so pissed off how I talk and everyone acts like they can't hear me. I told someone something 5 times non stop and they acted like they couldn't hear me until the last time I called for them. I'm just so upset with everyone acting like I don't exist when I talk because I can only talk so loud and for so long. I'm so fed up with it. I just want to be heard again. February will be one year since I lost my voice and I haven't held a great convo with someone since. Everyone acts like I don't exist anymore and I'm tired of It. Im pissed off. 6d
  •   harry.dimples There is so many wicked people...you will be in my prayers. 6d
  •   kylierl17 You will always be heard by us6d
  •   alexis.marcel Big Loves to you you will make it I know you will I cant say I know what your going through but I can say it will get better because strong people like you are the ones who win in life 6d
  •   norma_the_explorer I'm so sorry. I hope you're okay and you get better. ilysm. if we ever meet and you talk to me I will always listen 6d
  •   bananahaz F4f pls? 6d
  •   cibelly.b_ 6d
  •   oops.hi fuck people youre great 6d
  •   5british__boyss I'm sorry! They are really mean! If those bitches are ignoring you, then they aren't try friends. Keep you head up! I love you! 6d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne so i have one more session left of my "chemo-therapy" and it's on my birthday in a week and a half and im kinda upset because I know it's not going to work and I'll relapse in about a month or two. i'm coming to terms with this now. on a brighter note it's almost christmas and i'm going shopping on saturday and yeah i love christmas and i love harry 1w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne Apparently instagram is deleting so here's a random ass picture. 1w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne I hate doing the dishes no one else in my family does them! -
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anyone else wear makeup and look 5 times older than they actually are and without makeup they look like a pubescent kid? bc me.
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Comment your fav emoji! is mine
1w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne -
I know I'm really inactive and im really sorry and when I get my voice back and I stop relapsing with it and my health is back to being I promise I'll post as much as I used to! I'm hoping I don't need surgery because then I'll really be inactive :( -
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Comment your recent emojis!
1w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne I wanna FaceTime with someone one day but I'm scared they'll laugh because of my voice 1w
  •   calerm5sos well whoever makes fun of that is stupid 1w
  •   a.padillaa Hey I have a cold and my voice is kinda deep for a girl normally, and with this cold it makes my voice even worse but I just ignore what people say. I would love to FaceTime you one day 1w
  •   alwayswxndering Fuck that I'll FaceTime you. Your voice is beautiful. The fact that you can still speak after all you've been through is immaculate, Uniqua. 1w
  •   jacobs_babe14 Forget what happens, I have a funny voice also because I'm deaf, and my voice is kinda high pitched, I get made fun of, But my friends, family, and boyfriend, doesn't care. Just be proud of who you are, it happens, things happens. But if someone makes fun of you, just ignore them and remember that you are beautiful, no matter what. 1w
  •   fakelimanpayne @alwayswxndering my love, Alyssa! I'm glad to be hearing from you. How are you now? 1w
  •   denali_dygert I doubt someone will make fun of your voice,after everything you've been through they should be proud not mean.Id be honored to FaceTime youYou're beautiful no matter what 1w
  •   1ddedication this is from high school never ends by bowling for soup 3d
  •   1ddedication And hey Uniqua you're freaking beautiful in everything that you do and who you are and you're a stunning girl and if someone tells you differently then they're an idiot 3d

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne you look sexy with your hair pushed back. 2w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne I'm supposed to be going to a concert but the girl im supposed to be going with isnt messaging me back so honestly I don't really know????? Like I got all dressed up and I look spiffy but like if we don't go that's a waste and im upset 2w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne look at smug ass niall 2w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne 1456734 reasons to love me 2w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne we went to target and I saw one direction wrapping paper and I wanted it so I asked my mom if i should buy it then and there and she told me to wait so I was like awH shit okay buT THEN MY OLDER BROTHER CAME TO THE RESCUE AND WAS LIKE OH ILL BUY IT FOR YOU!!! so bless my brother he kept it and bought me pointless wrapping paper because I still have some from last year. Bless my family for knowing I'm 1d a'f'. BLESS THESE DUMB ASS BOYS WHO MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL CAN I GET AN AMEN UP IN HERE 2w

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Normal ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Liam Payne
fakelimanpayne keep it 2w

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