fakelimanpayne he's a marine and he's super cute and i really wanna see him this weekend. 3d
  •   fakelimanpayne @celebrityconfessionz seriously?! damn where are you from? here in California so many white Guy's are with black girls now I'm so happy cause ya know yo girl black and she wants some white chocolate 3d
  •   celebrityconfessionz So I've heard lol. Let me move there I'm from south Carolina tho. We have a lot of country guys here so yeah 3d
  •   fakelimanpayne @celebrityconfessionz HAHAJA FUNNY I MET HIM AT A COUNTRY BAR! The country boys love me idk they're all military 3d
  •   starfavila GET IT GIRL 3d

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fakelimanpayne After loosing my voice for a year, I let that affect me. It prevented me from falling in love with someone who I truly did see myself with. It prevented me from going to school. From getting a job. Loosing my voice prevented me from being happy. And it's slipping up again. I won't be like all you that follow me. I won't have a voice like liquid gold, and that, that terrifies me. Because even though I know why I lost it, and even though I know I will always be with or without a voice, that still terrifies me. I don't want to be as lost as I was when I first lost my voice. I don't want to slip down a depression path again because of it. I want to be happy. I want to live a fullfiled life. I want to get a job. Find my soulmate. I want to make friends who understand my situation and don't laugh with the way I sound. Because although my voice is back, it may not be back forever. And although my voice is back, it is not as strong as it once was before. And just because my voice is back, doesn't give me a reason to be strong. Because it can easily be stripped away from me in a heartbeat. It's sad, and I'm tired of this life I live in. But I will conquer my fears and I will be happy. If you read this, thank you for still following me and still being a friend. I'm going through some shit in my life right now (why I'm not on as much anymore) but once when I become stronger, I promise I will be. This illness will not overcome me anymore. I will beat it. It may be my life FORVER, but does NOT mean it will define me. I may have lost my voice for a year, but that does not mean I have to continuously lose myself in the process every time I do lose it for a couple weeks back to a month? I will do this.
I
Will
Beat
This
Again
And
Again.
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  •   fakelimanpayne @bailey.ragan hey, it's okay! I actually damaged my vocal chords and pushed my larynx than where it's supposed to. 2w
  •   fakelimanpayne @sarah.rose I'm not in the mood to go back, I knew it was wrong but this isn't a spelling contest. Im talking about something that is true to me so one extra o doesn't bother me. 2w
  •   fakelimanpayne @rosenygard @glitteringtorie thank you for believing in me and being there for me 2w
  •   delaney.mclinden You are an inspiration for everyone who is struggling with voice loss and depression. Thank you for voicing your story, it's people like you who make a difference and inspire others2w

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fakelimanpayne So last night I went out with friends and I met this guy who's in the marines and I kissed him, he bought me a rose and two shots and a water. I don't even know if he remembers me though lmao but he was soooooo cute oh maaahhh god I feel bad cause I'm also talking to another guy in the navy but I don't know how I feel about him anymore. But that marine tho. Yummmmy! 4w

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fakelimanpayne throwback to when i saw the boys the 3rd time July 9 2015 and I went by myself and didn't get home until 3am and my parents thought someone kidnapped me lmao 1mon
  •   nialler_horan7 Wanna join a follow train 1mon
  •   lisathehippie My first time seeing them I went alone and it was my first ever concert too. 1mon

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fakelimanpayne where the fuck is the lie? like honestly WHERE IS THE LIE THIS IS EVERY SINGLE GIRL NO MATTER WHAT YOURE WEARING THIS IS YOU DONT LIE 1mon

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fakelimanpayne hilarious!!!! people!! want!! free!! the!! nipple!! but!!! won't!! accept!! women!! with!! hairy!! armpits!! HAHAHAH!! FUNNY 1mon

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fakelimanpayne This makes me really sad. 1mon

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fakelimanpayne it has been two years since i lost my voice!! i lost my voice for a whole entire year from 2014-2015! it was a terrible time and talking to me now you never would have known i lost my voice it's fucking amazing i talk so much my family have to tell me to shut up. i'm never taking my voice for advantage again, i'm cherishing every moment i have with it before i loose it again! 1mon

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fakelimanpayne my dad is a retired disabled veteran. he takes life day by day. he has severe diabetes and a sleeping problem where he stops breathing in his sleep so he has to use a machine to help him when he stops breathing, and he has a really bad back. but he makes me so happy. so gutted I didn't get to see him last weekend so hopefully I can see him this week!! 2mon
  •   haroldmessages My dad is in the military too. He's about to go on leave soon. 2mon
  •   shadowstyles This is so sweet I wish him nothing but the best God bless him and his family 2mon
  •   mariela_sanchez_ God bless him and your family! 2mon
  •   lor_powell Praying for him and you! I hope he can make it through his troubles. 1mon

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fakelimanpayne I'm actually not sorry that I don't post as much anymore, but Instagram has gotten very boring for me and the boys died down so I died down with them. It's like the older I got the less obsessed I became. I haven't heard their albums in months, I haven't watched videos of them in months, I don't even know what's going on in their lives cause I just...don't care for looking anymore. I'm just living my life without the worry of being obsessed with this band. I'm looking to get a new job. I'm talking to an amazing guy. I'm loving my life and I'm not obsessed with posting like how I used to back when I first started ig when I'd post every 5 minutes until I hit post limit. I'm thankful for all the people I have met through here and I am thankful for the opportunity I had to post on here and learn so much about each and every one of you. I had fun doing ships and imagines and video imagines and all of that fun stuff, but fun sometimes has to come to an end. I don't know if this is goodbye, I just don't feel the need to post anymore. It's boring and a lot of people aren't on as much anymore. Im on my personal more than I am on here. I love the boys, but IG is just lame now. Idk thanks for following me for over 4 years. Ya'll are awesome and amazing and I love you!!! I made this for fun, and for awhile it took over my life, it is not longer fun anymore. 2mon
  •   fairsehun I feel that. I stopped being obsessed with 1D as I grew up a little more, but then I fell into a new hole and made this acc instead. If you don't remember me bc of the acc change, I'm Becca aka @/lovelymalik but not anymore bc new obsession and shit haha but I'm very happy to hear your life is very positive right now. You deserve to have a fantastic life you wonderful human being you <3 2mon
  •   marilynmonro.e we understand! I used to be a 1D acc too but I just got tired, and changed it to what it is now. I don't regret it and neither should you for doing what you want. 2mon
  •   lor_powell Or he could just not wear anything...I mean 1mon

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fakelimanpayne how come when i'm interested in a guy a bunch of guys who I had previous talks with decide to message me all at once askin to hang out when i'm like really into one guy but idkk how he feels cause he's in the navy is gone for 3 weeks like i DONT KNOW WHY IS THIS HAPPENING GO AWAY 2mon

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fakelimanpayne friends!!! I went on a date Thursday and I had funnnnnn!! He's in the navy but he leaves on Monday!!!! I miss talking to you guys!! How's everyone doing I love you all I'm a happeh person 2mon

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fakelimanpayne ok so I have a question.
my period only lasted me 1-2 days, and the entire 1-2 days I had I bled through everything! is this something I should get looked at? mind you I have a fibroid tumor on my uterus, but I've never had this problem before with my period being this bad and this short amount of time. I don't want to get worked out about nothing and go to the doctors to find out nothing is wrong but I also don't want to not go and have something be wrong. Should I wait for my next period and see if it happens again ugh
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  •   marij0hns0n My friends have real short periods 2mon
  •   elena343 It could depend on if your last period was heavy or light. If it was light last time then this is most likely normal. If it was heavy and lasted a while it could have an effect on your next period. So if this one was heavy your next one could be light. 2mon
  •   haileygeyer_ You don't have to always go into the doctor, sometimes you can call an on call nurse and express your symptoms and concerns and they can tell you if you should go in or not 2mon
  •   haileygeyer_ I had to do that with my eye because I started to go partially blind in my left eye and I had to go into the ER. But it's chill now, they said my blindness should go away in a few months 2mon

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fakelimanpayne I hate when I get all dressed up and I end up not going anywhere like gee thanks what a waste of makeup and a perfectly bomb as fuck outfit, Jimmy. 2mon

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fakelimanpayne lmao I feel sorry for whoever marries me these will be my vows (happy birthday to @harrysolovely I love u lots Alyssa! ) 2mon

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fakelimanpayne Awh liam looked so cute 3mon

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fakelimanpayne @ me next time Maddie 3mon

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fakelimanpayne that face grab tho 3mon

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fakelimanpayne ya'll this shit is cheap I'm buying 20 3mon
  •   harrysolovely I GOT THAT FOR HALF OFF. $30. IM SO DAMN UPSET 3mon
  •   jadaclare WHERE TF IS THIS?!? WHat STORe?!? 3mon
  •   lydia.thorup Whattttt? Whereeeee? 3mon
  •   0li.xx i paid 90 for this wtf 3mon

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fakelimanpayne ok that's nice I paid $50 for mine!!! 3mon
  •   jadaclare What the fuck country are you in what is this game?!? 3mon
  •   maria_n_ali I paid $75 3mon
  •   kinzye2005 I paid 65$ that's jacked up 2mon
  •   johelygomez I lowkey just got mine a month ago for 5$ 😛😛 2mon

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