•   ereirgab Because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand 7d

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ereirgab Sometimes you know someone and expect them to always be there. Even when you're not particularly close. Friends. High school classmates. Both of you- all of you grew up together without realizing it. Spending hours in the same room just because you're classmates. Went through the same exams. Dealt with that teacher. Graduating, separating. But you still thought they're going to be there. Oh so you went to college in the same city. Wanted to contact each other but always forgot to. Went to that occasional reunion. Thinking about the future and well, I'll just invite him to my wedding one day. And then that person is gone.
Raynaldi Theodorus- I maybe was not a good friend. We were not particularly close. But I found that I miss you, and all of us will. They found the debris and I joked something like, "Oh, he's plump, so he might float.." but really, it actually hurt. All of us waiting, and it hurt. We didn't realize it, but we all need you, even just to just be there and now here we are anxiously waiting although everything's dwindling away...me still hoping that you'll read this and reply and make me embarrassed (please do!!!) And here I am writing this and not even knowing about your favourite food or anime, and I feel nothing but regret. Here I am wondering what you thought of on the plane, what you did when it went down... What were you thinking... What your last thought was... What you will do if you had arrived... And why all of this is happening. See you on the other side one day, my friend, and rest in peace.
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1mon ereirgab
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ereirgab Jadi ingat dulu pernah debat (inconclusively) sama teman OSN Komputer yang ateis tentang Tuhan itu ada/tidak. Saya preach tentang kitab suci dan sejarah dan causa prima. Dia preach tentang studi yg bilang kalo doa tidak ada manfaatnya. I wish I could tell him many things now- kalo sebenarnya segalanya bisa disederhanakan jadi matematika. Bahwa banyak hal hanya bisa diketahui dari empirisnya- tapi semuanya bisa mengerucut jadi biologi, kimia lalu fisika lalu matematika. Dan bahwa matematika itu cuma aproksimasi. Pi, integral, diferensial- semuanya cuma notasi yang muncul dari suatu pembulatan... Suatu pola. Suatu keteraturan yang muncul terus-menerus, entah kenapa. Alam itu indah: bukan karena warna atau bentuknya, bukan rumput dan salju di Swiss yang indah. Tapi karena keteraturan. Karena suatu tata tertib, yang entah muncul dari mana. Yang berlaku untuk E Coli dan black hole: matematika yang sama. Inilah Tuhan. Ini bukti dari seorang agnostik, tapi ini sebuah bukti. Tuhan itu ada. Why this picture? Because I remember being a freshman medical student touching molecular biology for the first time- and got struck in awe. This got to be the most beautiful thing I've ever read, or known, in my life. Even until now- no destination, no city, no human made monument can even compare with this. I didn't read textbooks of molecular biology for the grades- rather because what they told was beautiful. Hundreds of pages of difficult facts and revelations- about the building bricks of life- beauty. And knowing that there are still layers and layers of further order before perfection: which is God. Simple and irrefutable. God exists. 1mon

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ereirgab Happy Mom's day #mom 1mon

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ereirgab When you've had a 5-hour nap and still don't feel like studying, watching the best movie ever made is not half bad 1mon

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ereirgab "It's more than spells- it's what spells are made of. Math. Equations. Theorems. Order. Combined in one way, they are one thing- in another, something altogether different. It is fixed and mutable, as is life.There is a rythm, a cycle. There is - a pattern. That is what magic is. And.. we are magic too." 1mon

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ereirgab Haters gonna hate, potatoes gonna potate, alligators gonna alligate- there's an alligator in the tub. Thanks for always being my bestfriend! You're created exactly for random stuff like this. And this random photo. If sperm x ovum is completely random chance then you're one of the bestest random chance that ever happened. lol @warrenlie 1mon

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ereirgab Ratatooeey 1mon

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2mon ereirgab
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ereirgab I can see the sun, but even if I cannot see the sun, I know that it exists. And to know that the sun is there - that is living. 2mon

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ereirgab Nin- how while I'm still young and free she's exactly how I want myself to be- her thoughts, words, quotes, life. Well perhaps she's too erratic. Or "immoral". But reading her makes me feel like there's velcro rubbing the (yet) unrestrained part of my insides. 2mon

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ereirgab Conquering Europe 101 (and really needed to project it to TV to give lessons to *this* humble person who won't survive without badgerbunny XD) 2mon

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ereirgab Let's just pretend we can hear the phantoms of Aida floating in the air #verona 2mon

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ereirgab It isn't about talking or meeting every single day, it's about not having to do that and yet nothing changes. And I'm lucky to know how it feels to have real bestfriendship, thanks for meeting these (questionably) handsome males! Happy 7 years of randomness and stupidity and destruction, I looooove you guys! 2mon

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ereirgab Field of snow- how I wish I can eat snow now #damnedtonsils 2mon

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ereirgab Amber is now symptomatically [almost] cured of everything- so yayyy :"")))) 2mon

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3mon ereirgab
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ereirgab The battle of Surabaya was a devastating defeat- 15.000 Indonesian lives lost to naval and air bombardment, as hundreds of thousands of irregulars continued on fighting rifles with sharpened bamboos. The city was reduced to a sea of fire and rubble, as all inhabitants fled to the countryside. It was a strategic and tactical failure. But it was a political victory. The Dutch realized that we are not just toying with the idea of Independence, as more and more battles erupt across the archipelago. Within years, Britain would support the Republican cause in the UN. On Heroes' Day we do not celebrate a military victory. It is a fact that primitive armaments can't win against air supremacy. We indeed celebrate a defeat: but a tragic, heroic defeat that nevertheless won hearts all over the world. Happy heroes day! #yesterday #indonesia #haripahlawan 3mon

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