desarayofsunshine My favorite picture of all time.
#family
#iloveyou
1d

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desarayofsunshine The last bump pic I took vs. 12 days pp.
#postpartum #30lbsdown
3d
  •   _arias_mommy94 Damnnnnnn son you dont look like you just had a babbbyyyy! 3d

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desarayofsunshine Busia also met Ollie today.
#busia
4d

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desarayofsunshine Ollie is too young to be influenced by his dad's stupid games...or not. 4d

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  •   kristynn_mariee Lol Hayden loves our animals. He tries to pull my cats hair out lmao 5d

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desarayofsunshine I've done so many wrong things in life , but when I look at you I'm reminded that I did something right. 7d

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desarayofsunshine Being a mother is probably the scariest , but most rewarding thing I've ever gotten to be a part of. It's sleepless nights where you've changed , fed , rocked , kissed , and wiped tears for hours on end. It's that constant state of worry, I ask myself daily "is this normal?", "is my baby okay?". It's staying up even after he's gone to sleep to make sure he's breathing , and waking up even when he isn't awake to check on him too. Most things come natural - the feeding , the nurturing, but I still have so much to learn. Ever since I became pregnant I worried about what I put into my body , what I was around, and if it would have any effect on my seed. I made sure I didn't eat that because the .1% chance of some bacteria hurting him , or take that for my headache in fear that it would cause harm to my boy. Now that he's earth side I worry about failing , I worry about making mistakes , and I worry about the dangers of the world effecting him mentally , physically , emotionally. I know I can't shelter him forever, but for now he's my baby and he depends on me for everything. It's terrifying, it's incredible , and I've never been more in love. Being a mother has changed me for the better , and I wouldn't have it any other way. #oneweekold #motherhood 1w
  •   gggeanine Your baby is so adorable Desiree. I'm sure you're doing an amazing job as a mommy! 1w
  •   desarayofsunshine @gggeanine thank you , I appreciate it soooo much! 1w
  •   gggeanine Best of luck to you and your little munchkin 1w
  •   marisaa04 you could not have said this any better! I love this! 1w
  •   heartskincare @desarayofsunshine Agreed to all the above! It's the most life changing/rewarding gift God has ever given me welcome to the baby boy club it's the best! Ps I call my boys sonshine to 7d
  •   _ambermuhree SO PRECIOUS 1d

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desarayofsunshine DON'T WORRY: I'D NEVER LEAVE MY SON ALONE WITH THE CAT. I think Marley is starting to warm up to Ollie.
#brothers #myboys
1w

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desarayofsunshine Still showing love to my first baby boy.
#overpopulatedbyboys
1w

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desarayofsunshine My little monster

#stinkybutt
2w

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desarayofsunshine My boys.
(Couldn't get daddy but he's included too )
2w

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desarayofsunshine to the moon & back
#iloveyou
2w

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desarayofsunshine Home sweet home #postpartum 2w

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desarayofsunshine Hey there perfect😙 2w

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desarayofsunshine You're the most flawless human being
2w

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desarayofsunshine My loves.
#family
2w

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