deactivatedfatgirl Can't stop, won't stop. Am I annoying y'all yet!? Hope so! I saw this on a meme once but it said "but both weeks, I got paid." Since we ain't glorifying money over here, we will talk about God's love instead. One week they love me. The next week, they hate me. But in both weeks, God's love remained UNCHANGED. Psalm 136:26 says that we should give thanks to Him as His love endures forever. Hear are available in BLACK AND RED ONLY. Tee, tank, vneck, long sleeve, and hoodie (all unisex). There's also a fit just for my ladies. Sizing and pricing info available on the site TEESPRING.COM/HISLOVE (this is also where you purchase! Letters are white. The little squiggles are grey. Hope you guys like it. 3h

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deactivatedfatgirl Look at @andshecodes2 rocking the God is BAE (before all else) design from a few weeks ago! Love this shot! It's funny because I've always wanted to do tshirts! But when I decided to rededicate my life to Christ, I immediately knew that shirts with curse words, promotion of drug use (weed), or those that caused divide through jealousy and mean spiritedness wouldn't fly. I finished the Fresh Out campaign only because it was already up, and admittedly got angry because launching a line of dope tees through the Kill Pink brand has been my DREAM for years. Although I've been happy with my decision to now live for and serve Him, I was upset that I had ALLEEZ ideas that I likely couldn't use. But it's funny that when God shuts one door, He can open another that still allows you to be "you" but to also serve Him with PURPOSE. With every "bad" idea I had, I've had an even better one that shows faith and trust in Him. If I can lead you guys to the vulgar, I can lead you to Christ as well. Will this develop into a full line? Who knows! Right now, I'm just happy for the support from you guys and how my newfound thirst for the scripture makes me come up with ideas that we can proudly wear across our chests and declare our love and commitment to Christ! 9h

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deactivatedfatgirl ️off to the post office to mail off some of the Beyhive orders plus others. I've temporarily made them unavailable on the site so that I could focus on the COUNTLESS pieces many of you ordered. Hands went numb yesterday and had to break. But I'm getting some out today, the rest out later this week. AND I'm getting new stuff in daily! Jesus, be some space in this apartment Oh well! 10h

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deactivatedfatgirl Snatched this from @bodynomics. I have a big copy of this saved on my computer because I said "one day, I'm gonna fix those things on the right, become those things on the left, and share it in my testimony." Please note that while I am NOT completely healed of the ills of the right side, I feel that things happen for a reason and that I chanced upon this again as a reminder of how He's working on me. I know that I'm repetitive in my speaking but if you guys only knew some of the things I harbored in my heart, things that I prayed for Him to fix so that I could be happier....even if only a little bit. Seeing this again after stashing it on my hard drive MONTHS ago (I think @glitteryglossy posted it on Facebook first and I saved it from her stat) sort of confirms that I'm on the right path and that God knew all along that He'd successfully fix these things in me. There are so many things that I'm noticing God has His hands in, so much that He's BEEN working on. And before, I repeatedly pushed Him out of the way. I literally said "one day, I'm gonna post this and be able to MEAN and relate to the one on the left more than the right." And look at God. All He wanted was to be out in the game, coach. Again I'm not completely finished but seeing this made me feel like He's winking at me and saying "oh, I got you!" Oh and keep in mind, success as defined on this meme is not necessarily related to career, if at all. This, IMO, relates to being a success in the treatment of yourself and others. Champion the day, folks! 12h

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deactivatedfatgirl New, at KillPink.com. Will add more later this week. @killpink #killpink 12h

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deactivatedfatgirl This video does an excellent job of touching on the spirit of conviction that I talk about. I have repeatedly asked God to make me feel IMMEDIATE guilt when I say or do something wrong. Don't care what it's pertaining to...if He is not pleased with my actions, I want to immediately know about it so that I can apologize where I need to and try my best to NEVER make the same mistake again. "If we don't feel some sort of immediate guilt, then our hearts are not sensitive to what God desires from us." I knew in starting this journey that God wanted me to tame my tongue, how I speak to and handle people. That's ALWAYS been a big problem for me, and I developed this defensive nature very early in life. I went home crying to my great grandmother about some comments some kids in school made about my "ugly big eyes" and that was the first and LAST time I shed a tear. She legit said "Girl, shut up and get it together. They pick on those big ole eyes now but when you're older, folks will love them." And she was right. But after that quick lesson from her (laced with a curse word or two), I just took the steering wheel on defending myself. You were not going to out talk me. You were not going to out insult me. You were not going to ever "come" for me harder than I came for you. I became SWIFT with it, very good at it. But I knew that in order for me to progress to the next level of life, I had to let that defensive attitude go. I had to stop attacking people and making them feel low, even..and especially...if they came at me first.

I copped a little attitude yesterday with this guy at the grocery store b/c he made me repeat myself more times that I would like. Now mind you, he was apologizing as he was asking me to repeat or better explain but I STILL had an attitude. So after I walked off, I literally heard God say "Get what you're gonna get. Find that guy and apologize. Right now." And I did. I asked the guy would he forgive me. The guy grabbed my hand, bowed, and said "Yes, I do. And thank you. You didn't have to but you did." God is so trill bruh. SO darn trill.
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  •   prettybrownskin_27 If you're not convicted (ever) by your actions, there's no way you can grow in Christ. Good for you. 14h
  •   lovewriting1234 Growth is a beautiful thing... I'm glad I'm growing everyday... Thanks for sharing this 13h
  •   zionsmama85 Yes JIA! I love this! This is something I need to pray. I have NO patience and sometimes my son bears the brunt of it. He's 5 and moves like a turtle. Last week I yelled at him when I was dropping him off at school. I actually had to park and go apologize to him. I've definitely been asking God to work with me on my patience. Thanks for this! 13h
  •   fullofgrace_ I'm too emotional this morning for you and your wisdom lol. Got me at work tearing up because I'm just proud lol 13h
  •   youngintellectual09 Right on time @deactivatedfatgirl! I love the webisodes by @whatisjoedoing and chasegodtv. Always a good message and relevant subjects. I must say I'm so proud of you and your journey. Keep sharing and being a blessing! 12h
  •   whatisjoedoing Praise God sis 11h
  •   deactivatedfatgirl @whatisjoedoing totally blaming you for my lack of sleep last night. I couldn't stop watching your vids and can't wait to get back to them today. I'm new in my walk with Christ and the way you break it down and make it relatable? God works through you! Thank you so much! 11h
  •   ydw220 You may never realize the impact you had on that man but I'm sure you will realize that God did what you've been asking. He used you for His glory, and you, willing servant, open the glory cloud when you allow Him to. I'm kinda in awe at your transformation but then again I'm not, because this seems like your logical next step. I'll stop now and just go praise. I may not be getting it like I'm sposed to but I can have faith that at least someone is. Thanks encourager! @deactivatedfatgirl 10h

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deactivatedfatgirl Guess you can say I'm ready for fall. Added a few dark ones to KillPink.com and will be adding more tomorrow! Thanks to all who have reposted and showed support! I appreciate all of you! 24h
  •   luvandgiggles I might have to unfollow you lol #iwantthemalllllll 23h
  •   _loveashia Ughhh. That time in life where I budget my salary and add "Kill Pink" every month. Thanks, Jia! 23h
  •   aeryana2crazii Are you making any that are children size? I want my daughter to get one for Christmas. 22h
  •   deactivatedfatgirl Not likely @aeryana2crazii. It was difficult last time I had KP up for kids. The wrists are usually difficult to size for and I Havel buy separate size beads for the babies! who knows I may change my mind! 19h

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deactivatedfatgirl Dope stack going out today to a long time supporter of @killpink! I have so much to do but I'm not overwhelmed, I'm blessed. I just take it a day at a time! Visit killpink.com and see what I have to offer you! New pieces added weekly until the official relaunch! #killpink 1d
  •   conscious_media Yes!! I've been anxiously waiting on the new pieces!! 1d
  •   charlissag This is a work of art!!! 1d
  •   thatgirlkeyz I'm so happy I found u I haven't seen a missjia post since twitter days lol I didn't knw u did jewelry! Your post are def different now and I loveeeeeee it! 1d
  •   adajavu Love these! 1d
  •   krgraphics I want one 1d
  •   queenbee111 These are beautiful! 1d

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deactivatedfatgirl press play & enjoy your day. 1d

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deactivatedfatgirl Goodnight y'all. 2d
  •   iampinkkisses I admire your strength. I have a good relationship with God but I'm still struggling with devoting myself totally to his will. I've followed you for a few years now so I'm a little familiar with your journey. You have so much courage. May God continue to use you in order to get through to people like me that are still struggling. Thank you. 2d
  •   mrzlottabody87 I love this video. My husband and I were just talking about how the key element missing in our life is God and His word. Isnt it funny how you could be going through something, you pick up the bible, and the page you turn to is EXACTLY what you needed to read? God is real and He's living and breathing through His people. I love you, sis! Goodnight 2d
  •   marcusbland Can I share this video on my Facebook page? 2d

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deactivatedfatgirl Went from following well over 300 to now being at like 80. I wanna see real people who post their stuff but don't act perfect about it. Like, if you work out every day, cool. But if you have pizza one or two days in a week, lemme see that too. I love pizza (even tho acid reflux and Jesus say no). All these shout outs are starting to blow me. 2d
  •   dawneofanewday Yes I've noticed that 2d
  •   msphoenix07 Whew! I have said the same thing and done just as you did. I've unfollowed so many. 2d
  •   cookiemiller You can always follow me & please check your email. Emailed you last week. 2d
  •   just_lisha_ So true 2d
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  •   texasbornchic Speak on it!!! Tired of that crap too! And don't add me to try to sell me your supplements or wraps or shakes, then when I don't just delete. Delete delete..over it! 2d
  •   ceegetsfit Stealing this! Lol! 2d
  •   snowhite0301 Oh my gosh yes. 2d

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deactivatedfatgirl You know those uber pointless videos that folks post of them lip syncing? This is one of them. If you had to pick ONE gospel song you could listen to forever, what would it be (and who is it by)? This is @realfredh, Please Don't Pass Me By. And pardon my hair; I'm cutting weave out lol 2d
  •   glittersocks Planetshakers' The Anthem. Jesus Culture's Break Every Chain. 2d
  •   queebella Same God by Tye Tribbett 2d
  •   classy_trice Crystal Aiken "I desire more" 2d
  •   sas_roc08 Hillsong United - Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) 2d
  •   kingmurdy "Fly Like A Bird" - Mariah Carey or "Be Grateful" - Kim Burrell 2d
  •   brittnaysimone Give Me - Kirk Franklin feat Mali Music 2d
  •   larae718 Melodies From Heaven - Kir Franklin 1d
  •   theprettyweirdo My soul is anchored in the lord. 1d

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deactivatedfatgirl Enjoying these young ones here. This song with @4everbrandy is everything! You guys into them? This entire album is actually awesome! 2d

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deactivatedfatgirl Please make sure that you read the clickable link in the info section for the Beyhive piece on KillPink.com before making a purchase, especially if you're requesting delivery in a time frame not available. There are explicit instructions and details on order processing and that section was created specifically FOR this piece. Appreciate you guys! 2d

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deactivatedfatgirl You make me brave. #church 2d

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deactivatedfatgirl Current situation. Live church with @bishopjakes. @realfredh is singing. I have a chicken biscuit from McDonald's. Yep I do! This week was spiritually draining (a little), so I believe the word can fill me back up....along with this fattening chicken biscuit. Happy Sunday y'all! Enjoy! 2d

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deactivatedfatgirl The original design, in pink!! Only have two days left to cop your "I'm not lucky, I'm blessed" design. Psalm 118:28-29 is in small print below larger design. There are several styles AND size options. International shipping is available. TO PURCHASE THIS DESIGN, PLEASE VISIT THE LINK AFTER THIS COLON: TEESPRING.COM/NOTLUCKY THIS IS WHERE YOU PURCHASE THIS SHIRT. Thanks guys! 3d

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deactivatedfatgirl Only have four days left to cop your "I'm not lucky, I'm blessed" design in green. Psalm 118:28-29 is in small print below larger design. Needs 5 more to print. There are several styles AND size options. International shipping is available. TO PURCHASE THIS DESIGN, PLEASE VISIT THE LINK AFTER THIS COLON: TEESPRING.COM/NOTLUCKYGREY THIS IS WHERE YOU PURCHASE THIS SHIRT. Thanks guys! 3d

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deactivatedfatgirl Dunno if @champagnepapi really said this but it's appropriate in SO many areas of life. My favorite thing to say is you don't get the chance to miss a situation that, by your own admission, was messed up due to what you did or didn't do. Sometimes it's best to simply commit to your sanity, wish people well, but never allow them the opportunity to "do" after damage has been done. Whatever's meant to be will be, and if not, consider it a blessing that the Lord saw fit to completely close a door that you were trying to rig open.

Remember that it's quite alright to be selfish; guard your heart and remember that no matter what, your own happiness is paramount! Learn to accept that things just are what they are, appreciate His NO, and move it right along, darling! God doesn't make mistakes; stop beating yourself up like YOU did.
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  •   awafer86 Whooo!! 3d
  •   dimples_82 Thank you for this post!! 3d
  •   1908nheartbreak Oh my gosh, jia. I'm gonna go pray now. 3d
  •   aeryana2crazii I love how you always seem to say the right things at the right time! Continue to be who you are and I thank you for sharing your life with us flaws and all. 3d
  •   theprettyrikki Say that Jia!!! 3d
  •   onelove_247 Trying to get my daughter to understand this. Some guys put it all on the girl like they had no fault msg it pisses me off. 2d
  •   lolascurls_official Great post, hon! Thank you for sharing. 2d

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