createdxchris The last few years I've been battling the world and by world I mean myself. As a young black man without a strong male father figure to look up to, your constantly looking to the world for a representation of what that is.
However that's like asking a person to show you God! Truthfully none of us has ever seen him, but we know he/she exists. So we compile whatever great attributes we can find in human existence and go on about life assuming that's who God is.
Unfortunately a lot of us are so concerned about if our thoughts, ideas, choice of life, feelings etc. are right or wrong in the eyes of other people. So we never really break those walls down, challenge the norm and explore what life really means to ourselves and who it is we truly choose to be as a person. You say you wanna live, you say you want to swim, but your unwilling to let go of the ball and chain that's pulling you to the bottom of the ocean.
That's mental slavery my ni99a!! All along I've been looking for this strong male figure just to find out HE was me! I ran from him because I thought I was afraid of what people would think of him or what they would say. I wasn't being with myself. No more.
All of my life experiences have been stirred in a pot just to result in a stew realization. What an epiphany I've been presented with today. This is a little random, but I say all this to say... STOP OVER THINKING JUST BE YOU, DONT PAY ATTENTION TO PEOPLE. - @ryanglamsling
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createdxchris Dilettante 4w

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createdxchris I am sometimes a fox and sometimes a lion. The whole secret of government lies in knowing when to be the one or the other. -Napoleon Bonaparte 3mon

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createdxchris Let me show you the world. 10mon

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createdxchris Nègres à Paris 10mon

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