cherynyeow Spent the past few days thinking about courses & uni's & rly feeling so confused & stressed out & I feel like jumping into the sea LOL I really cannot make up my mind & I've been talking to so many people & asking for advice/ opinions but ultimately the decision is mine & I just don't want to.... Look back 6 months into UNI & regret everything & it feels awful BC I truly do lack conviction & direction 2h

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cherynyeow Omg a proper date night aft so long....... HAHAHAHAH 'I wna marry u' 'ya everyone says that' 'LAME LA who else????' 🌞 2d

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cherynyeow rly quite no go.... Lolz 5d
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  •   heilium2 CHERYN you look very pretty 4d
  •   tacomels Very niceeeeee 4d
  •   chevilim ^everuones comments lol you're only pretty when you're in the dark (can't be seen) LMAO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA 3d

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cherynyeow Today, I feel so infinitely small & insignificant. Came across & talked to a china man, several Koreans & 2 Russians. Coming across people from all walks of life really does make me feel pretty much overwhelmed – there's so little I know about them. It is innate within us to constantly be curious & I don't know what overwhelmed me more – knowing that there are so many people for me to meet, so many cultures for me to learn, so many experiences to experience, so many paths on earth for me to walk, so much information (culture, geography, literature, sciences, arts, history, random info etc) for me to fill myself up with, so much to just... Live life & experience or just the sheer complexity of humans & how vastly different people can be. I was so overwhelmed & just felt so, so insignificant. Being in a foreign country, trying to communicate with foreigners feels like a whole new ball game – what exactly bridges us altogether?
I feel as though I know nothing. Nothing at all. & it amazes me what this world comprises of & what is there for me to learn & to know. I want to know so much more – more than what my textbooks have to offer. I want to experience & to walk new paths but why do I constantly feel tied down or bounded? How is the time in my life enough for me to learn all that I want to learn? How am I ever going to properly grasp hold of all the information in this world? How could I ever know it all & to know everything? I am thirsty for knowledge & hungry to learn, to grow – when can I ever feel passionate for learning & when can I ever feel content? I want to know so much more & I want so much more.
6d

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cherynyeow Apart from feeling so moody n grUMPY TODAY n it being SO HOT N BURNING MY LIPS (OK SO WE FINALLY GOT TO EAT BUDAE JIGAE SO I WAS MAD EXCITED LA n I left my chopsticks under the hot boiling pot of army stew & then the Korean chopsticks are made from metal what SO I USED THE CHOPSTICKS TO PICK RICE UP N THEN STUFFED THE ENTIRE THING IN MY MOUTH N bAM BAM BAM I have tHREE HUGE BUMPS ON MY LIPS n they r popping out n white n YA burnt my lips SIGH) today was an ok day (not rly) SIGHHHHHHHHH my lips 7d

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cherynyeow Busan you are so beautiful 1w

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cherynyeow cliffs & the expansive sea & a very happy me 🌞 Hello Busan! 1w

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cherynyeow Hold back the river 1w

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cherynyeow Series of unfortunate events today.... Rly stressed out bc of the rain n all the accidents HAHAHHAH :'( BUT... Food was SO GOOD... Had dumplings (I have an immense luv for them) & noodles for bfast, YOOGANE FOR LUNCH, & a decent dinner (reached the original place too late!!!) HAPPY TUMMY!! Tmrw will be better 🏻🏻 on a side note I M RLY EXPANDING!!! 2w
  •   zeexinglao AUTHENTIC YOOGANE 2w
  •   rokmoh That dalkgalbi tho 2w
  •   hiromiiosawa frikkkkk Dabao some back pls!!! 2w
  •   chevilim I never try this before I hope you can bring some back for me thanks 7d

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cherynyeow Is it Seoul alive....? Nah... More like Seoul annoyed bc the brother n the mother cannot take pictures AT ALL.... @jilynnn I miss u Sisi / chill day!!! Hate plane rides but nice first day 😛 2w

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cherynyeow YEZ J.Seet, back in your arms in T-10/11 days 😛 keep telling u I luv u SO GROSS 'I wna spend the rest of my life w u what if we fight ah?? How?? Make up w me pls!!!' But so blessed n lucky ️ Apr film! 2w

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cherynyeow Hello you love bread but I love you & I'll keep you in my pocket forever & don't fret about our friendship when you leave the country BC you'll be in my heart 24/7 CORNY MAX... Such a nice n chill day w u!! Edited essays, ate pratas, long chats, baked cookies & had lovely convos w ur momma, FELL ASLEEP TGT.. Love u mi Vic Seow see you when I return! 🏻 2w
  •   vicseoww Aiyoo your collage so cute haha love you too much cherubyeow here's to more sleepy chill days ahead!!! 2w
  •   skywaywhisper Omg sorry for random post on your photo cheryn but @vicseoww V NICE SEEING YOU TODAY VICKY!!!! Sorry I screamed I get scared/shocked easily HAHAHAH 2w
  •   vicseoww @skywaywhisper HAHA YA GLAD TO HAVE SEEN YOU AGAIN!! Quite nice to see that you're still crazy as always 2w
  •   chevilim Victoria seow 7d

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cherynyeow ''oh, my dreams, it's never quite as it seems'' ''oh, my life, is changing every day, in every possible way'' Feels like I can be so much more but I am stuck in stasis & still somewhat constantly overwhelmed by the lack of action or the new things – still struggle with change, same old, same old. Realized I've gained more self control over the years. I was packing my memory boxes today & i chanced upon old letters addressed to me with a a full heart brimmed with love, sincerity, care. An old heart, to be exact. The old me would've read it & relished in whatever words & felt nostalgic & upset all over. The current me put the letter aside – I am grateful & thankful for the memories. I've learnt that people have been planted in your life for reasons & expiration dates (no matter how much you dread them & wished they didn't exist) are very much inevitable. Am trying to take most things in my stride these days & acceptance is growing on me. I am growing, I am sprouting, I remind myself!
Nonetheless, I have a heart brimmed with gratitude for whatever & whoever that has shaped me to become who I am, today. 🌞 I am only growing, I am trying to be patient & to be comfortable with who I am & what I'm thinking & am not letting the process & progress daunt me too much. To better days ahead 🏻
2w

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cherynyeow One year on / am thankful for everything I experienced over the years – am thankful I photographed everything down & I remember everything crystal clear. From the heartening messages, to the long night walks, to stuffing our faces silly as a celebratory dinner, to the honest conversations, to learning something new over cake & shakes, & to witness you talk passionately about something you were so in love & involved in, to new neighborhoods & new experiences & being thankful that I found a friend in you for a long time to come & for finding my anchor, my left hand man. Of trees & breezes & favorite places & feeling safe, happy, comforted. Of jamming together & jolly MRT rides & grins & hearty laughs – I was heartened & happy. Of unraveling & unfolding, of human nature, of change. 3w

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cherynyeow 'you'll be doing fine, you will flourish like a rose in June, ever had a little faith? / something good will happen, wait & see.' Been journaling & doing everything to help myself to iron everything out in hopes everything will pan out fine. Frazzled & confused but I'll continue to let words flow till I run dry of them. For the past, the future & to living in the present – less dwelling, less speculating, more present, more living! 3w

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cherynyeow Brightest & most beautiful bride in town goes to Sisi 🏻 What I'll miss the most: you having my back when the parents are funky, running at 1am together, going into your room at night saying 'Sisi I need advice' / 'sisi I have a secret to tell you don't tell mummy', you helping me do work / vet my work HAHAHAH & you helping me take pictures HAHAHAHAH JK 19 years of living with you (with 4 years apart when you were in London) but am happy to have grown up w u 🤗 between the sharing of a single sized bed to you tackling me on the mattress when we camped in the parents room to watching you sit at your dimly lit desk studying for O levels at 2am & many other memories carved, I'll miss you when you move out, my role model! 🌞 (only nice to you bc you're marrying out, no more, no more!!!) 3w
  •   cherynyeow Will miss you buying stuff for me, giving me money & the hand me downs.... BEING THE YOUNGEST CHILD IS WONDERFUL... ... ... LOL 100% care & guidance & direction!!! Thx for being my compass as well 🤗😛 3w
  •   varkaylla CONGRATS TO UR FAMBAM!!!! WHOOOO 3w
  •   chevilim PERFECTION OMG THIS IS TRUE PERFECTION 7d

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cherynyeow 8 years back, taken on Sisi's webcam... / There is a light that never goes out – Sisi! Forever bright & all in all brilliant. / Jiejie's getting married today! 🏻 #markxjilyn 4w
  •   plasternicole You put snapchat filter is it, sulk until so jialat 4w
  •   tacomels Cute!!!!!!! 4w
  •   mmakisanjanee I'm with Isabel and Kerrie now and we all remember this photo!!! Congrats!!!! 4w
  •   mmakisanjanee Super cute 4w

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