cherylsaurus it is so soothing here 🐋 I have been feeling blue but I'm slightly better. 14h

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cherylsaurus Fifi Fooflepoofs
I said good bye to my best friend of 11 years on 14 April 2015, 8:16 pm. Today, we collected her ashes so she's finally back home with us now. We are so blessed to have such a sweetheart be a part of our family. I am proud to be her mama because she was such a strong little girl. She stayed strong when she underwent surgery in 2013 and a few months later, sadly, she got sick again but she continued to be such a tough cookie. The vet told us to prepare for the worst but Fifi proved us wrong and 1 year later, she was still waddling around the house, getting excited whenever someone is eating bread, pawing at her paper bag so she could get help to go inside to nap, making her way into our room (she used to leave the door wide open but she started to rub her face on the door and thus, closing the door on her own at times) and sleeping next to my bed every night. I guess it was somewhat of a good thing that we knew she wasn't well so we treasured every single day we had with her. Of course you will never be prepared to say goodbye and there will always be a huge missing part in my heart. She was such a huge part of my life and I have so much fond memories of her. How she followed me around a lot, how I always find her asleep or waiting by my bed side every morning, how I started to learn how to cut her fur and sometimes I cut her fur too messily, how she was on my lap when I completed 343 Guilty Spark of Halo on my own, how she was always there for me when I was sad, angry or alone, how she loves to sit/sleep on our stuff when it's on the floor, how she was, well, with me but asleep nearby whenever I stay up late, how she loved climbing onto the chair to get onto the coffee table to sleep and how she was full of love and light.

Fifi, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and you will always be number 1 in my heart. I am sure you are having a great time over at the Rainbow Bridge, running about again and eating a lot of bread & doggie treats. I hope I get to see you soon and we will cross the bridge together. Until then, I will stay strong for you, just like you taught me how to. I love you, Fifi. Forever and ever. #fifisaurus
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  •   cherylsaurus omg @rainbowpanty I keep thinking of those awesome days when you all came over and played with her and did all sorts of nonsense.. just heartwarming to know that she got to meet many of my close friends and have such great memories together. sigh i am so heart broken but I'm just happy she went away peacefully and isn't in pain anymore. and I was the lucky one to have her!! 1w
  •   cherylsaurus thank you so much for the comforting words, @paula_vaughan_1982!! it means so much to me. I'm sorry for your loss too. I'm sure your Shan Shan was a lovely sweetheart and maybe Fifi will get to meet her too! I sure hope she's up there somewhere and haha it's very fitting for Fifi to be causing some mischief! I am just thankful she went very peacefully and she isn't in pain anymore. it broke my heart to see her so weak and sadly, my heart is broken even more now, but I'm glad she's in a better place now. thank you once again for your kind words 1w
  •   bellsval Stay strong chuck bass 1w
  •   loveadork NO FIFI.... God RIP to her and stay strong Hun!!! 7d
  •   cherylsaurus I'm trying to, blair. but it's been tough. it's almost one week since that night.... my heart is forever broken but thanks for the love @bellsval 7d
  •   cherylsaurus not gonna lie, I will be crying forever. it's the worst thing ever... I'm trying to stay strong but it's difficult when the house feels so empty now. but thank you so so much @loveadork 7d
  •   nobodygirl123 It's alright it'll be okay :)))) you are strong and so was fifi! :)))) (hugs~) 6d
  •   cherylsaurus thank you sweetpea @nobodygirl123! I'll try to stay strong and remind myself that it will be okay. still super devastated and feeling horrible so I've been crying every day... (Q︿Q) but I'm happy Fifi isn't in pain anymore... 3d

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cherylsaurus sunday mornings 2w

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cherylsaurus cuddles w my lil nugget She's been such a fighter lately and l am so proud to be her mama. I wish I could do something to make her feel better. I wish this wasn't a sad post about her but it's hard to act like everything is okay. I guess it was a bad idea to read through various dog owners' posts and advices about making ...a certain painful decision. Silly me thought it would help prepare myself but I only ended up bawling my eyes out. :( 3w
  •   cherylsaurus I will try to! @kiripaca 3w
  •   cherylsaurus long story but basically - around may 2013 she got v sick, barely walked around, kept sleeping, trembling, wouldn't eat at all. it was ovarian cancer and she did the surgery and everything was ok after. but soon after, she got bloated. jan 2014 we finally brought her to the vet and found out she has been internally bleeding... but she's already old and we didn't want to put her through surgery again so sadly, we just let her be like this. she was okay-ish until towards this year. I called up another vet in jan and talked about Fifi's problems. the receptionist / vet even told me she wouldn't recommend doing anymore surgeries. because it sounds v bad, she's so old and sick so it may not even be worth it. we would have to do surgeries AND blood transfusion (very difficult to do in SG) and it would cost AT LEAST 10K. so yeah... I'm just happy she still eats, drink and poop etc. but lately she seems to be getting weaker :( @joyceberrie 3w
  •   nobodygirl123 Sending loads of love to you and fifi!!! it'll be alright!! 3w
  •   cherylsaurus thank you so so much for the love, sweetheart!!! it means a lot to me. @nobodygirl123 I'm trying to stay positive and I know Fifi has been staying strong too!! it's just tough to be aware that soon ...that time will come. 3w
  •   joyceberrie sigh. I know you feel helpless becos you can't take her pain away but stay strong ok! I know how close you and fifi are 😟3w
  •   cherylsaurus ahh thank you so much babe! I'm staying strong and despite the pain she must be feeling, I'm glad Fifi is too! now it's just seeing how long Fifi continues to be "okay" until.. haha I still remember the day you came over and you told me to taunt her with my hand opened flat in front of her so she can't bite my fingers @joyceberrie 3w
  •   daviddebrito1980 Cool 2w

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cherylsaurus you know how much I love fries but I love someone even more. > 4w

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cherylsaurus hehehe my Royale with Cheese & Jon's The Elvis burger! 4w

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cherylsaurus with Cake the cat and Cheryl the human, the fun will never end. It’s adventure time!
(that's Cake all snuggled up on my belly because our friendship level has increased!)
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cherylsaurus "play with me right meow!!" ꒰♡ˊ͈ ु꒳ ूˋ͈꒱*♡ here I am, planning out my outfit posts (yes my blog will finally be revived) & little Cake comes by to check up on me 1mon

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cherylsaurus chillin' with Cake the cat 1mon

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cherylsaurus BURGERS & WAFFLES 1mon

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cherylsaurus I am in love with Shophouse Sixtyfive's lip balms! They evoke a sense of old school nostalgia and Singapore's rich culture. The lip balms are so moisturizing and smells absolutely yummy! Coffeeshop Kopi O is my fav — seriously, what better way to show my love for anything coffee related than to have them on my lips as well! They are all lovingly handmade with only natural ingredients used. Definitely perfect for anyone who is a foodie or even a sweet gift for any family and friends who are living overseas to remind them of home! 1mon

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cherylsaurus ️ 11 am thoughts: it is way too early for proper selfies and why do white curtains even exist? 1mon

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cherylsaurus Look at my happy little moon pie, sitting with her right paw sticking out! Much to Fifi's dismay, I finally got around to bathing her today. (she escaped from bath time for almost two weeks haha) 2mon

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cherylsaurus "Sushi? SUSHI? YOU THINK THIS IS ABOUT SUSHI?!" #ifyougetthereferenceIloveyou 2mon

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cherylsaurus ステキな日! 2mon

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cherylsaurus with barely 3 hours worth of sleep to fuel me for the day, I was out of the house before 9 am. a lot of brisk walking and hilarious conversations with @jellyturtle that drove me to tears occurred today. once again, art friend wasn't a friend to me (even after closing unexpectedly early yesterday) and of all the many many things they have in store, they didn't have what I needed. on the way home, we found out it was raining heavily so I couldn't go get my hair cut. we arrived home only to find out the fluffy princess made a huge mess in the kitchen and in true fifi fashion, on her face too. but all of these little frustrations slowly melt away when my sweetheart comes over to sleep next to my bed. 2mon

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cherylsaurus aaah *insert heavenly music* spaghetti, salmon, tomatoes, potato salad, scrambled egg & tofu (that I fried but the oil splattered on my finger ). 2mon

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cherylsaurus you know how it is difficult to take photos of friendly cats, so I'm glad I managed to get this photo of this cutie 2mon

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cherylsaurus look at my little ass kicker! always melting my heart with her strange little ways. recently, she's been sick and her eyesight has been getting worse so she bumps into everything. but no matter what, she still makes her way, waddling into the room, looking for me whenever I bring in food (bread and chicken are her favs). sigh, she's a qt lil granny but she will forever be my baby girl. 2mon

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