charlieespinel GAWVI GET'EM 3/3 1d

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charlieespinel GAWVI GET'EM 2/3 1d

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charlieespinel GAWVI GET'EM 1/3 1d
  •   evan.brandt How did you get one? I went to a concert last Friday and got my camera taken away because I didn't have a pass. 10h
  •   charlieespinel @evan.brandt at an Andy concert? 10h
  •   evan.brandt Yeah, I don't know if it was because it was an Andy concert or if it was just the venue, but yeah I got my camera taken away when they searched my bag. 9h
  •   charlieespinel @evan.brandt pretty sure it may have been the venture bro 8h

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charlieespinel “The grave wrapped its ropes around me; death laid a trap in my path. But in my distress I cried out to the LORD; yes, I prayed to my God for help. He heard me from his sanctuary; my cry to him reached his ears.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭18:5-6

God bless fam!
1w

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charlieespinel “Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying.”
‭‭Romans‬ ‭12:12

D U S K S E R I E S 3/3
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charlieespinel “LORD, sustain me as you promised, that I may live! Do not let my hope be crushed.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭119:116‬

D U S K S E R I E S 2/3
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charlieespinel “As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” 🕯
‭‭John‬ ‭9:5
Have a good Saturday guys! God bless!
2w

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charlieespinel God you see clearly through me! 🏽 “But when the kindness and the love of God our Savior toward man appeared, not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to His mercy He saved us, through the washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Spirit, whom He poured out on us abundantly through Jesus Christ our Savior, that having been justified by His grace we should become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.”
‭‭Titus‬ ‭3:4-7‬
2w

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charlieespinel F I R E S E R I E S 3/3

There were a bunch of images I wanted to release but this is the last of the series for now. Thank you all for your responses! It encourages me to keep going! Love y'all!

Hebrews 12:29 "for our God is a consuming fire."
2w

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charlieespinel F I R E S E R I E S 2/3 “He spread a cloud for a covering, And fire to give light in the night.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭105:39

Thanks IG for cropping my image.

Shout out to @cesaracevvedo for putting up with the flames!
2w

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charlieespinel F I R E S E R I E S 1/3

#Acts 2:3-4
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charlieespinel Matthew 16:19
"And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven."
3w

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charlieespinel 8 years ago I had my first anxiety attack. I was hyperventilating. I couldn't breathe. I didn't understand what was going on, all I knew is that I was being abandoned by those around me. Not too long after that I fell into a deep deep depression but I denied it. I couldn't possibly be depressed, I'm a happy guy right? I was losing control. My failure to accept the state I was in led to ignorant visits to therapists and doctors who's sole purpose was to tie you up and get you addicted to anti-depressants and anxiety medication. I lived through prescribed substance abuse and I hated it. It ruined very vital moments in my life. Some of the medication almost instantly put me to sleep and I would wake up EXTREMELY moody and irritable and I was hurtful to those around me. Other medication would cause me to lose consciousness of entire days at a time. This isn't the life that God created and destined me for. Many times I fought through the moments of relapse, but most I could go without the medication was 2 weeks. It all slowly created a being that wasn't Charlie. It made me lose self-control but beyond that it made me dismissive that I still need to take responsibility of my life and my actions. No doctor's could cure me, no therapist could fix me. I got worse and worse. I broke down one night and I called onto God and told Him I was tired of living this way. That I didn't want to be tied to these pills and that I was tired of missing out on amazing moments in my life. I had it! And you know what, that night, God healed me! God did what no human doctor or therapist or pill or other medication could do. God cured me of something I was tied to for 8 LONG YEARS! And for anyone who even bothered to take the time to read this far down, I'm sorry if I was ever irritable or indifferent around you. I'm sorry if I didn't display the Charlie God made me to be, and beyond that I'm sorry if I ever lacked displaying God's love towards you. But to those who are still fighting through anxiety and depression, God is THE answer. Only God can deliver you from the hell that I lived through. Accountability will still be there but trust God and live in complete peace! God bless YOU! 3w
  •   liaslens Wow this is beautiful 1w
  •   charlieespinel @liaslens thank you! 1w
  •   ashismath13 Cool. I did the same thing. Flushed my meds. Knew that everything would be okay. A year later, back on a different antidepressant which made me suicidal and induced a manic episode. I'm trying to find stability myself cus medication is NOT the way. I'm glad you found your path to happiness. Hopefully I will find my own way too. 6d
  •   lydia.loves.lifting Mental illness runs in my family. I remember having suicidal thoughts and feeling like my (very amazing and loving) family didn't love me as young as five or six years old. I was on anti depressants for five years, and I HATED it. I wasn't depressed, but I wasn't happy. I was just empty. The only thing that can fill that hole is GOD!! And God never meant for us to live our lives doped up on drugs. He gave us so many medicinal plants and nutritious foods. Between learning to give my depression to God and learning how to properly take care of my body the way God intended, through proper nutrition and exercise, I don't struggle with depression nearly as much as I used to, if even at all. God is good!! 12h

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charlieespinel “We believe that we are all saved the same way, by the undeserved grace of the Lord Jesus.””
‭‭Acts of the Apostles‬ ‭15:11‬ ‭

Thankful to be featured in 30 days of heartwork. #master_ed @piniwino5 x charlieespinel
2mon

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charlieespinel I'm just amazing like that! Sweg (1/3) 4mon

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