callmespecial18 clearly I love photoshoots, bc I'm so photogenic like the model I am, but I find I'm making this face a lot BC of my current life situation which is stressed af but it's cool, to all my faithful followers out there feeling the same way- keep truckin yall bc as a wise, knowledgable, hot guy once said "don't stress, don't stress, don't stress, baby you deserve nothin but the best" that's right folks- YOU GON GET THE BEST my childhood, current, and everlasting celebrity crush- Jesse McCartney said so SO STAY STRONG LOVED ONES. DO IT FOR THE OR NOT IDK U DO U, DO IT FOR JESSE MCCARTNEY FOR PETE'S SAKE. WHO'S PETE? DO IT FOR HIM TOO. 2w
  •   emz365 You look like you should be on toddlers and tiaras 2w

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callmespecial18 and we're back y'all! hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and got some good gifts and spent good time with family ️ as for yo gurl, I ate a whole pan of brownies in one night so you can say I've been havin a great time!!! Happy New Years all 4w

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callmespecial18 sorry folks due to love and other things the account will be going through a few changes but it's nothing to fret about it'll be back in its full glory after things I can't say have been accomplished thank you for your patience!!! #lovechangesall #imkidding #feelinshady #merrychristmas 1mon
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callmespecial18 this is josiah and he is 7 and he is crying because he can't make a paper airplane for his friend at school by himself and he doesn't feel gifted at life. so doing what any good sister would do, I took a picture to post on my jesz365 account and then I wrapped the little guy up in my arms and whispered to him "you is kind, you is smart, you is important". Which is true bc yesterday this little boy read a book out loud to me all by himself! And also his memory is lengthy. the number of things he has to hold over me- oh my word that's some type of list. But also he's worried about being too fat. So that's worrisome, because what he just turned 7. but David whom he adores is also a wrestler and so is the lil buddy and David is always cutting and trying to make weight and I think poor lil guy is getting freaked. I told him never in a million years could you be fat, but he still refused chocolate icecream. (Only to later in the night give in and say "whatever I'm just a kid. One cup of chocolate icecream please!" To which I obviously obliged bc dats my boy) but most days we just have a grand ol time having sleepovers in my room and watching suite life of zack and Cody in the blanket fort. it's a good time with my little buddy, always 2mon

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callmespecial18 ok I'm always looking at the sky and looking up because it's so beautiful and I do it especially in Spanish, which I have first hour and I turn around and look at the sky and watch it just change because it's amazing/my crush sits right next to the window so I lowkey check him out too sometimes and his friend who sits behind me sees me and is probably always thinking "oh my god she's checking him out again" so I always make sure to say "oh look at the sky it's gorgeous" so that no one suspects me of checking out this boy/I do this in chemistry too, I mean look out the window bc if you didn't know AP chem is stupid difficult for me to understand and it sucks so sometimes I'll look out the window and look at the blue, blue sky and it's sunny and it gives me hope that even though I might fail chem, may angels lead me in, hear you me my friend. slash bonus bc he sits next to the window in that class too so but sad bc he probs thinks im an idiot bc I don't understand anything in chem and he loves it and completely understands it. anyway whenever I hear Jimmy Eat World, I get super emotional and think of One Tree Hill and then kinda despair a lil bc by junior year, Haley and Nathan were already married and adorable and I'm still checkin out my crush who just so happens to sit next to windows. sigh whatever and also I'm still mad af that Peyton didn't come back for the finale. Literally she was my fav character and they got rid of her and I'm still bitter about it #bringherback #skiesarepretty #OTHforevs #naleyforever #imlameaf #butthisisnotnewinfo #everyoneisaware #icheckoutmycrush #hesitsnexttowindows #yungluv #jk #sry #thishasbeenyourdailyjeszpost #aboutskiesandyungluv #andOTH #haveanicedayeveryone 3mon

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callmespecial18 this is a picture of the view outside my window and I've just realized that I love love love trees? idk I just have a lot of memories connected to a bunch of them, like this one- I used its branches in 7th grade or something to remember all the parallel angle rules like the ASA and the SAA or whatever, and the one right in front of my house was the first tree I ever successfully climbed and I needed a tall chair and a trampoline to accomplish that, and the one across the street is where I waited 5 days a week for 8 years for my bus and my neighbors and us would play games while we waited for the bus and wow that's my childhood and do you ever feel like you're still in third grade but then you look in the mirror and realize LOL JK I'm a junior and my third grade teacher retired a long time ago. And I mean I can't stand it to think my life is going so fast and I'm not living it and listen jake, don't you ever get the feeling that your life going by and you're not taking advantage of it? anyway, i think that's what it means to live life to the fullest bc you can miss the past, but be glad that you're out of it bc at this very moment, you are happier and your heart is fuller than it's ever been. also #tbt my gmail is livlovlaf.lern@gmail.com bc that was my life motto for like 2 years from 3rd to 5th grade. only when I had to start giving it out to people did I realize how stupid it was. but then I don't think it's worse than my very first email which is I think coolgirl@hotmail.com or something and then you think you're over the embarrassing email addresses until your eighth grade self decides you're now hipster and cool and in need of a new yahoo email called christmasdreaming@yahoo.com. I was an embarrassing child back then, but it's ok bc those were the good ol days speaking of embarrassing, my old Facebook is killer. I give anyone who reads this permission to go over there when you're havin a bad day and just go through my old pics, statuses, my friends even??? And laugh at the WEIRDO I was. Holy I was a shady kid in middle school I'm still recovering from the years of embarrassment I laid on myself but no such luck bc I'm still embarrassing as ever 3mon

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callmespecial18 ok we turned in our chem labs today and it was ridiculously difficult and Chris and I worked like 10 hours to do it and we came a long way and we just wanna thank the Lord and our family, friends, and fans for the love and support shown to us. We couldn't have made it this far without you guys!!!!! Hahahah jk here's the real story, poor Chris got stuck with me, the most clueless girl in our AP chem class, but lucky me bc he actually knows what's going on and I might not have failed this lab maybe but nevertheless it's been a great time! In other Jessica related news, I found that I get really moody when I don't get enough sleep, i was at the nursing home for bingo night tonight bc I volunteer and old ladies are the bestest. They're just very sweet and kind and they're wonderful except for the super aggressive ones who take bingo way to seriously and get lowkey pissed when they don't win, but even those ones are nice! idk I hate nursing homes bc they are sad bc do you ever consider how much wisdom nursing homes are filled with? All the people with their whole lives behind them, experienced so many many many things, gone through wars and presidents, and so many people and it's fascinating to think like oh my goodness, these people have raised families and people and at one point, they ran the world but now their turn is done and now it's our parent's turn to run things around here, then it'll be our turn and it's a TERRIFYING thought. because I have seen the future, and all I have to say is... "go back". (This is where a Lloyd Dobler in the crowd stands up and claps for me) hahaha jk if you got that reference then we can be pals, if not then we can be pals still, but anyway they've got so much knowledge but now they're sitting in wheelchairs all day stuck thinking about God knows what, replaying their lives, reminiscing memories, because what have you got to look forward to besides bingo night? This is all probably false and they all probably love the nursing home and I they probably have a bunch of fun and I'm dramatizing this to be some sad thing, but I mean honestly I hate nursing homes, but lucky me I live within like 2 miles of like 4 of them 😕😕😕 3mon

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callmespecial18 hi this is a picture of Joe and I at HC, and I'm sorry to the fans bc in sure you've all been waiting at the edge of your seats for seven weeks just waiting on me to post but I haven't so sorry for breaking your hearts, all 11 of you hardcore fans! I promise I'll start posting more but this has been a heck of a year so far and it's not been a year with much free time! Jk that was a lame excuse im sorry but bottom line, I'm back now and I'm here to stay probably!
XX- jesz *This is so very irrelevant bc I'm sure none of you actually cared much but idk if you did... Then thank you, you rock. Anywho, not a big deal. Hope you're all having a very nice time wherever you might be!
#thecomeback #helloallmyfans #whosstartingthefanclub #imjoking #imakealotoffamousjokes #bcmyactuallifeissad #jkitsnot #itsactuallynice #butsometimeslifegivesyalemons #lovejoemillerhonestly #cassandraandhimaresweet #selena #truluv #yungluv #festive #friend #girl #cocacola
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callmespecial18 this is what we professionals* call in the photography world ** a "double whammy"*** because 1) in the front, you can see me- the OBVIOUS star of my tennis team using my tennis racquet for its REAL purpose. That's right folks, cleaning up the freshmen's and Lizzy's cheese ball and animal cracker litter. tsk tsk. as you can so clearly see, environmentalism is an issue I take extremely seriously, as well as tennis. Me being on the B-GREEN tennis team was not mere coincidence. The cheese balls aligned and the fates directed it, and as you can tell by my expression I'm very happy about my destiny. and finally 2) the world's fav tennis instructor, Scotty Mike, is behind me with his eyes closed, meditating on how to make his B-Green team even more perfect than we already are. He is also probs plotting the HC proposal for the rando freshman we found watching our match. or planning his teaching plan for the next day because believe it or not you guys, this man is also a first grade teacher! What can't this man do?! Anyway I hope everyone is having a great time at school, because Lord knows that I am!**** see you all next time!!! FULL DISCLOSURE:
*I am not a professional photographer although I'm sure you all believed me, bc just look at the quality of this pic (photo cred: @emily_heuring )
**I'm actually not sure that there is a photography world, but if so... WISH I COULD BE PART OF UR WUUUUURLD
***do photographers ever say double whammy even? bc I couldn't tell ya
****this was a lie I'm having a horrible time in school, but I hope you're not! May your hw be scarce and your classes be easy peasy japanese-y! #tennis #racquet #star #childprodigy #reallytalented #mentionperfection #teamisfam #cheeseballsaremylifeforreals #godblessourscottysquad #squaaa #scottysquad #2k14 #love #thatsmyscoreallthetime #youwinsomeyoulosesome #iusuallylosethough #butiwininspirit #sowhostherealwinnerhere #probsstilltheotherteam #butwehaveasuperyummysnackbox #HAHAHAHA #beatthat #hotwheels
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callmespecial18 hi everyone this is Jessica here and I want y'all to ignore the picture above this caption because it has absolutely nothing to do with the story I'm about to tell you. First things first, I'm not the realest, IM THE HUNGRIEST RN. like my tumtum is growling but it's 4 am and the brownies are in the kitchen and my retainer is in and everyone is asleep and IM STARVING. I'm sitting in the dark just thinkin about sweet Martha's and brownies and fettuccine Alfredo and my soul is like in physical pain. Can I get a boyfriend pls. why? So he can take me out to dinner and I don't have to pay bc I'm unemployed until the middle of October 😐 like I can't be the only one who thinks that right? I think maybe I should go to sleep now but maybe I should go get some brownies or study the act or do math like I told myself I would or learn a song in ASL or learn that one dance but all I can think about is Olive Garden and their breadsticks and their salad and big bowl and their pad Thai and chipotle bc it's my laaaaaaayf. So this wasn't a story and I'm sorry but I think I wanna go grab some brownies really quietly so as not to wake my family bye 5mon

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callmespecial18 so did you know that in Texas, they have this thing called the Castle Doctrine and it basically means you have the right to protect your "castle" as in if you shoot a trespasser in your home, it's legal. and I think it's a hoot, because can you imagine the old grump from the Monster House stomping out to his porch with a shotgun "I TOLD YOU KIDS TO STAY OFF MY LAWN" oh. no wait I take it back that's actually terrifying. jeez that's actually a horrid mental picture. anywho, welcome to my castle that I just redecorated and cleaned and if any trespassers ever came I would probably cry and call 911. Unless the trespasser was Drew Roy (who I am still very much in love with thank you very much), or the Asian guy from the Boyz in Motion who wants to give me his devotion. They are welcome to my castle any time, although I'd be very embarrassed if they came in the middle of one of my dance sessions, which I have lots of in my room, bc it's very important for professionals to practice as often as they can and I would know because I'm a professional dancer. I specialize in jazz hands and my own style of dance close to bird imitation, but I do enjoy the occasional cupid shuffle and macarena. and maybe someday, Drew Roy and I will dance the electric slide at our wedding, which obviously all my followers will be invited to, all 11 of you! #stillinlove #savethedate #castle #room #girl #whale #wedding #boyzinmotion #professionaldancer #bestinthebiz #alsoprofessionaltennisplayer #haventlostagameyet #ihopeyouknowimjoking #imasgoodattennisasiamatdancing #awesome #jk #terrible 5mon
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  •   emily_heuring You forgot that you specialize in the 'I somewhat understand this' honors chem desk dance 5mon

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callmespecial18 a night spent with Ems and Hannibal Lecter, it was high key creepy bc I can't stand horror films and I was talking about how scared I was the whole entire time in a weird country accent. now I'm sleepin with my door open and I can't listen to Lana Del Rey bc her music sounds v creepy. I decided yesterday that I would never ever want to be any kind of law enforcement or psychiatrist, which I already didn't want to be because MENTAL INSTABILITY IS EVERYWHERE YALL. Also if I was Agent Starling, just kidding I would probably never be her because I like going through life not mentally scarred. I also had to listen to Disney songs while falling asleep. Ya know there's nothing like listening to my old boyfriends, the Jonas Brothers, sing me to sleep. But anywho thanks Emily for putting up with me for the night. 6mon

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callmespecial18 once upon a time me and Ems went to DQ after running down a path filled with mosquitos and I got bit a bunch bc I'm clearly irresistible to mosquitos and boys alike. The End.
Ps. I'm not actually irresistible to boys. I'm actually pretty resistible to most boys which I'm sure they're all just hiding their true feelings and one day they will all send me daisies and roses and confess their undying love for me. I'm pretty sure that's gonna happen one day maybe. if not that then I'll buy myself chocolate from the fancy section of target and that's the story of how my love life is basically a win win situation
#lovelife #flowers #daisiesaretheprettiestflowersever #notetofutureboyfriendtheyaremyfavs #jk #butihateroses #ifyougetmeroseswerebreakingup #jk #illtakewhaticanget #food #illtakefood #obviously #thanks
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callmespecial18 ok so I made up my mind a while back that I'm gonna paint the rooms in my house the color of the sky bc I thought it was always such a pretty color. Nature is such a beaut even though I only like it bc I like taking pictures of it and pretending I'm being artsy and adventurous but when actually I'm taking a 2 minute break from my netflix to take a pretty picture!!! Eh I'm sure I'll have more of a life in 10ish years when I'm a famous model- doctor (that'll probably be a real profession by then, right? yeah I think so too.) traveling the world with my pet lion named Prince Fabu on a diamond encrusted leash but he can't ride my private jet bc idk if that's good for animals? I don't know i don't want to risk it 😬😬😬 and I know some of you might think that's a CRAZY dream but you know what they say, if your dreams don't land you in the psychiatric ward then that's probably a good thing? or something like that but ttfn y'all!
Ps. if you like this pic then I hope your skin is as bright and lovely as your future I mean unless you like don't have a bright future.. but you probably will have a good day!

##sfs #jk #sky #pretty #love #dreamz #future #artzy #fun #netflix #social #adventureisoutthere #probably #idk #therearealsoweirdosoutthere #andsexualpredators #stayawayfromthosefolkthough #strangersdangers #peace #love #joy #fruitsofthespirit #haveagoodday
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callmespecial18 ahhhh my fav people in one picture! we look like one big happy family which is a dish my actual family always used to order at this one restaurant Hong Kong Wok (such a good place guys srsly) but anywho it was so so so yummy just like this family is! So many diverse flavors like Asian and Indian ️ like i kinda all feel like we're like the powerpuff girls like x2 bc there's so many of us hahahah and also everyone looked so pretty and nice and we're like a girl group like the spice girls jk they're the only girl group I know of unless you include the Korean ones like do they count idk? They're always getting plastic surgery like hardcore and I just feel like we should all love ourselves and not conform to what the world wants us to be. You are beautiful. In every single way. Words can't bring you down ok. Ok well I hope you feel encouraged and uplifted bc u is a glorious rockstar that gets the beeeeeszt of both wurldz. So ya know.. chill it out. Take it slow if you want ok well this is probably horribly long, I'm sorry but xoxo,
JESS! 365

#dailydose #girls #birthdayparty #powerpuffgirls #grouppicture #family #love #pretty #hot #gorgeous #famous #jk #froyo #coolerthanyou #artsy #rockstar #happy #family #ilylas #ily
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