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benxallen "Don't be mistaken: I never promised that I would help you, but I didn't think you would be the one to hurt me." 1w

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benxallen "Too many times have I let this forsaken world convert me into nothing more than gravel under one's feet. Too many times have I let this world reduce my image to one of weakness. This world has made my heart bitter and cold, completely empty and lacking sympathy. Is this what you wanted? I didn't think so, but that is sadly what I have become." 1w

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benxallen "Teehee... whoops..." 1w

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benxallen "Hehehe... These chains won't hold me forever..." 1w

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benxallen ...I feel strange and I can't sleep... it's like I want something but I don't know what... ~ Allen 2w

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Ludwig The name's Allen...
benxallen All of my journal entries will be kept below this comment ~ Allen 2mon
  •   benxallen 6/7/15




    Im going to start labeling these entries by date. Anyways, I've been starting to question who I am, as in what I am comfortable with and sexuality. At first I thought I was asexual because I didn't really like the idea of sex. But then I started to think that I liked someone. The problem is that they are the same gender as me! Then I read yuri fanfiction (female character x female reader) and I was sort of "turned on" by a fanfic with Blair from Soul Eater when she was doing "something" to me. I've been ignoring it, but a few days later, the person sent me a fanfic with Kyle and Stan from South Park. I kept relating it to us because it seems like things we would do and we RP as them. It was at night too, so I remembered the story while I was sleeping and had a dream of her saying something I cant remember now. I think this might just be some kind of phase. I even keep telling myself that I just have a love FOR her and I'm not in love WITH her. I'll have to see in a few months... ~ Allen 4w
  •   benxallen 6/7/15 (nighttime)




    The person who I think I like did an rp with me as Alphonse and I was Edward. It was about Elricest! It was so weird because she considers me to be her sister (though, I think she calls all of her friends that). Man, I'm not think straight right now, so I'll stop here. Good night! ~ Al 4w
  •   benxallen 4/14/15. (Previous entries should be dated 4/7/15)




    Ive been doing rp with sex scenes in it.. with the person I may like. I dont know what Im thinking! She thinks that the RP format is fun and wants to do another one. Now, everything I think of is dirty. I sometimes question if I am normal.. 3w
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    I feel as if Im slowly disappearing from everyone else's minds. No one seems to care anymore, no matter what I do. I guess that's what living really is... 1w

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benxallen I sometimes forget that people I know irl are following me... How are you? 2mon

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