avanazary no money no family 16 in the middle of miami 1d

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avanazary are you looking down upon me? are you proud of who i am? 4d

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avanazary how am i gonna go two weeks without seeing his face 1w

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avanazary tbt to the beach 🌞 2w

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avanazary too lost in the moment to realize that that was the last moment we'd have for a while, i miss you shit head 3w

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avanazary gonna miss these two so much. poli, thank you for everything you've done for me this past week. there is no one i'd rather spend my thanksgiving holiday with, i love you. camila, thank you for making me so happy these past few days and sending me off with hope and strength. i love you. i'm so grateful that i have people like you two to lean on. 4w
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  •   polimarquezr You have no idea of how much I love u and how much u mean to me. Its going to be so hard not seeing you everyday. Who's gonna drive with me around Miami? Who's gonna jam to ratched songs with me in the car? Who's gonna help me with my problems in the middle of the night? Who's gonna be the one to make me stop crying? Who's gonna be the person i wake up every morning now? Who's gonna say 'callate poli' to me every 2seconds? Who's gonna make me laugh and cry? Who's gonna drink starbucks with me everyday? Who's gonna listen to my overthinking problems every day? No one is like you. I love you so so so incredibly much. You mean the world to me! I adore you4w

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avanazary from one of our first hugs to our last. i can not even begin to explain how much you mean to me. each time seeing you over the past years has brought a huge smile to my face, you've helped me grow into the person i am today. one day i'll be back at it and i'll love you even more, one day i'll be back and i'll hug you again as if nothing ever happened. although for now, this is not goodbye, this is a see you later. i love you camila, to the moon and back. 4w

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avanazary I feel like I could sit here for hours and plan what to type out to describe your life with words. Although the truth is no matter what I say words will always fail to capture you. You were a man with strength, love, and compassion. One that always put others above himself to make sure everyone else was happy. You always made sure everyone else was okay before considering yourself. I hope you know we were all grateful for that. If I had ten minutes with you I think all I'd do is sit there and stare, just look into your eyes and see you looking back. I remember getting the news like it was yesterday, screaming.. crying.. denying reality. I couldn't believe someone filled with so much life and emotion was just stripped away from me. I didn't know what to do or how to feel, I truly didn't think I would make it without you. I still have those days Reza, where I light candles in my room, set up your picture, and just cry. I cry for myself who lost a father. I cry for my mom who lost the love of her life. I cry for Fati and the rest of your siblings who lost their brother. I cry for Ashley and Brian who lost their hero/dad. I cry for Bella who will never be able to lick your face again. I cry for my friends who last the man they loved named Bearl. Most of all though, I cry for you because I know how much you loved us, and I know it must be hard to see all of our lives continue on. Although, let me assure you that you're in all of our hearts. You give us the strength to wake up each morning. I know that I have a guardian angel and I keep that in mind when things get rough. It's been two full years since we lost you, a piece of our lives, a part of our hearts. I hope you're doing well up there big man, thank you for everything you've done for me. I love you to the moon and back. 1mon

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avanazary still dont know what was happening in this picture but that's alright i love her 1mon
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avanazary the last time i wore this dress before sunday night was at my step dad's funeral in november of 2012, it was a really bad time in my life and i felt like it was all over for me, i truly didn't want to live anymore. on sunday i was in miami at the ema kick off party to see five of my favorite people perform. sunday morning i put this dress on and sunday night i can truly say i lived. i was hand in hand with two wonderful people in the pouring rain watching the people i loved most sing their hearts out. i used to tell myself that there will be a moment in which i know that my life is worth living again. sunday night i experienced that moment. i lived. i lived. i lived. 1mon
  •   polimarquezr You always make me cry. Seriously you have NO IDEA of how much I love youuuu!! I miss you, I feel empty without u here. Come back soon pls. Te amoo 1mon
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  •   radicalejandro Incredibly written. I love and miss you. I won't forget this weekend 1mon

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avanazary best friend, post party, 2 am, cat ears, whataburger 2mon

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avanazary happy birthday to my guardian angel, i love and miss you so much big man 2mon

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avanazary i think this is what you call a selfie, am i even doing this right 🌚 2mon

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avanazary to be honest i find it crazy how fast things can change. on august 23, 2007 you met my mom for the first time and gave her your phone number scribbled onto a napkin you picked up from the bar. on february 22 2012 you said "i do" and promised my mom until death do you part. on november 24 2012 it did. i'll never understand why you had to go so soon because i needed you and quite frankly i still do.. but i guess they needed you more up there. i miss you so much big man and i love you with all of my heart. thank you for being my guardian angel 3mon

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avanazary dont make friends that live far away, distance sucks. i miss them. 3mon

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avanazary if i had just one more day id tell you how much i've missed you since you've been away 3mon

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avanazary its always a pleasure seeing this goon @camila_cabello 3mon

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avanazary reunited and it feels so good 3mon

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avanazary its hard not to smile like a freak when two of the cutest human beings are standing right next to you 3mon

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avanazary got to see two very amazing artists live tonight, the way they look at each other on stage truly makes me believe that love exists, ladies and gentlemen... alex and sierra! 3mon

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